ash_nocashxc

Hi!! Genderfluid! Any pronouns :) DM me!!!

[ash0509]

Proper intro ig?

Hiii!!! I'm Asher/Ash/AJ :)

Genderfluid and bisexual ! Any pronouns

uhhhh I don't post a lot, mainly scroll through Tumblr

Feel free to DM me! I like yapping about my interests and I like when people yap to me too!

Top 5 animes : JJK, Sk8 the infinity, Blood of Zeus, Devils may cry, Banana fish

I have 4 pets (2 cats, a dog fish recently died :[)

I like having my hair dyed and I want a lot of tattoos and piercings!

You will never catch me with my hair a natural color LMAOOO

I'm Puerto Rican :)))

I'm also Hellenistic!!

I'm like 91 years old

Ask me stuff!!!

Insta: @ashersspam.41

TT: @ash_nocashxc

matching pfps with my bestest buddy @catswampy

idk what else to add

Last updated: 6/5

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[ash0509]

you SEE me but you don't see ME

[ash0509]

what if all i want is for someone to say i love you and mean it

[undertheinfluencex1]

What's the point of having a heart if you aren't loud and passionate about things and people you love

[a-lily-girl]

If the world was ending you’d come over, right?

[wordx]

you're the peace i can't find anywhere else.

[midnightinshadow]

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my fingers burn from biting the skin off but no one knows that

[ash0509]

I know im complicated, just don't leave me

[nixscriptum]

[ash0509]

"reach for the stars," and i grab his nuts

[nixscriptum]

[feral-ballad]

Sandra Cisneros, from Loose Woman: Poems; "Waiting for a Lover"

[mournfulroses]

Julia de Burgos, from a poem titled "That You Love Me," featured in Song of the Simple Truth: Poems

[ash0509]

Maybe he loves me, maybe he hates me, maybe I'm not enough, maybe I'm not pretty, maybe he wants someone else, maybe he needs more than what I can give, maybe he's tired of my constant sadness.

Maybe he doesn't understand that I'm tired of it too.

Maybe he doesn't see how alone I feel in the middle of the night when no one's awake and the entire world feels like it's falling apart.

Maybe he doesn't see the grief. Maybe he sees how I can't seem to cope.

Maybe he sees too much, maybe I don't show him enough.

Maybe he sees I'm tired of being quiet, maybe he sees I'm exhausted from being loud.

Maybe he sees how hard I try, maybe he sees how I give up.