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[ashaler11]

Through the corridors of my mind

I speak, unheard, these verses

Engraving them into the silence between births

That they may, through the aether

Again call you unto me, that we may be together

When we align, your cool sunlight

Beams onto my soul

And refracts through its multifaceted surface

Alighting me from within with love and beauty

Thus in thanks do I speak my mind

Thus in nostalgia I breathe my love

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pulling my eyebrows out by hand 😊 ouch 😊 Not Plucking Just Yanking Them Out For Fun #yay

[ashaler11]

Mint will grow in the verdant plains of my future

My apotheosis, gradual and loving

All I need will come to me soon

And all these fears, senseless and ephemeral

Will dissipate as dreams fade from memory

And in their place, a thousand sunrises

Over the grave of every hateful adversary

Shall shine immortal

Yearning will give way to togetherness, in perfect majesty

Effort will give way to, sooner than I believe

Being where I need to be

And this brief worry

Idiotic to future eyes

Will soon show itself to be an egregore of my flaws

And I will have what I need

[ashaler11]

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[ashaler11]

Streaks of time, across ozone canvas

The inherent mobility of all things

Under this same sky, the name that consumes me

Has been buried in joyful oath, interred in bitter death

A million times over

Across everything else, nothing but the half-life

The beauty of this earth

Yearning for the divinity of the stars

Both in love, eternal and sane

But separated by the chasm of twofold inverted miasma

One day, these hearts will collide

Coalesce and love in sacred hope

And, as the line is set in stone

All things are bliss

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[ashaler11]

Wreathed in tears of joy, you descend again

With rays of benevolence, you grace my mind

I now know, in all things

My trust is placed in the hands of good fortune

And everything shall be as stars among the earth

Trade winds lift my soul to where it now belongs

Among the loudest of jocund tomorrows

So may these days of beauty be long

And may they bring with them ever more of this love

[ashaler11]

Acrid and beautiful, all things you are

A thousand razorblades gratifying my labour

Keep me where this love belongs

And hold me throughout the night

Memories hold in them

Everything, hazy rings of far-off planets

Locusts fossilized with time

So too shall the affliction of uncertainty

Give way, sweetly and inebriated

To the security of knowing

That all things will be fine

And these fears are as inverse stars to the earth

Wicked, devoid of beauty, and jagged

But through the asterisms of fear, no thread of fate is looped

And only in good fortune

Shall all my labour be

[merriamspoetry]

I have been on this earth for a long time now

There was nothing I ever wanted or luckily won

Just a hard life feeling my way around

In the hot shadows of an orange scorching sun

I rested a few months in Missouri

Where I was not known by anyone

Just hiding from myself because of nothing I have really done

I never liked talking or being nice to any one

When the days of travel became monotonous

I stopped and worked awhile

At any business that would take me in

Or I would walk another hundred miles

But I never found where any road would end

Or knew which direction I would go

It’s hard to understand why I have done this

When I have never had expectations for anything but walking

And that is truly so

Merriam Coates

[ashaler11]

Distinguished in falling short of grace

Insanity's behest, the wooden wing

I see my reflection in mirrored razorblades

It's all too cold someday

These abstract shapes pour into each other like diamonds into sunnier vases

And from this is distilled fulfillment

Bitter and burning the throat on descent

Cutting like memories and washing over, ebbing tide

Still within the paradigm, the hunt of the ideal

And around me are paragons; I am the floodwater

To which stardust spire do I arise

When upon me is placed the acid green definition

And the bar to which I bleed to live to

But where will this chasing my tail lead

When my goal dissolves to mist

And envelops me in heartless embrace

Cold like the bite of ribcage

Left against the trapdoor sun

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hate when I type :) and this 🙂 fucker appears. Go away you evil soul

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[maidthings]

i really like how the milkman exists as an entirely fossilized character who now serves no purpose other than to fuck people's wives for the punchline

[ashaler11]

Verses of love

From my soul, I build you

Sculpted with calloused hands

Everything I can feasibly call myself

Poured into my art, as an offering to you

If I were the stars, I would beg you to be every sky

Were I a breath of wind

You would be every tree whose illustrious mane I thread

And the deepest chasm of pain within my soul

Is that our worlds have not yet collided

These galaxies, destined to crash into each other

For lives ahead of time

Are still not on course

But as these words are laid into eternity, so may they be written in the stars

May they remain as a prayer to Fate eternal

That She may keep our fates braided

And that someday, sooner or later

We will coalesce, unite as we deserve

As the wills supreme behold these words, so may their intent be fulfilled

We will live as twin souls, growing upward together

Someday we will be us

And for this time, I will wait

Because I know, without a shadow of a doubt

You will be worth my time

[ashaler11]

Let the windows speak

Forlorn and with tears in their ever-agape mouths

Across columns of what money cannot buy

Slowly replaced by artifice and youth corrupted

The mind of the awake, bathed in liquid asphalt

Down and dragged through the harsh, torn earth

Forced into submission as they pollute our thoughts

Their plastic sigils painted across virgin skies

And burned into lambs off to the slaughter

Everything we need lies on this, shortest chain

And words of wisdom are bought and burned

Like offerings to this twisted machine

[ashaler11]

A raindrop sheds itself from the weight of the nebulae

Borne on the breath of forlorn aeons

Past the pillars of forgotten life, in all its splendour

Thoughts unsaid over millennia, lovers' tearful embraces

Forgotten to all but themselves

Such are the monochrome clouds

By which the teardrop passes

Through every ring of chance

And diving through the linen ozone

It finally lands, into the soil

Raining down like first love

Unto its eager soulmate, embracing so sweetly

Together they bloom, flower of the earth

And in this bloom, eternally pristine

I find all I need, I find myself

I find metamorphosis, and I find hope

Because the sunrise shines brighter through sapphire stained eyes

[ashaler11]

The fear now dissolves

For I know, I now have faith

That fate has something more for us in her mind

And I would wait as long as it takes

Because the wine of our love will sweeten, ferment with time

And as we draw closer, this love will happen

The asterisms bear it in their caprices

As we continue to coalesce

Our souls will take root, bloom as one

And someday, we'll be together

In the bliss we both deserve

I don't mind waiting, you're worth the time

Because just friends is beautiful enough

Since you are sacredness and beauty and hope

And always, no matter how

I will carry love for you

As vibrant and burning as my soul