ghosts are real

[ashenbled]

𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐍𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐃 ;;  not  everyone  want’s  to  be  special.  she  wanted  to  fade  into  obscurity,  be.  NORMAL  but  fate  never  allowed  that.  independent  HORROR  original  character  penned  by  Stevie.  est.  2013  off  and  on  for  years.  semi-selective  &.  mutuals  only  some  themes  may  be  triggering  for  some  people.   21+ please.

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                     [ 𝐃𝐎𝐂. ]     [ 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒. ]     [ 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐒 ]

[ashenbled]

Hello ! After another hot minute of being absent I am here with some battle wounds after life decided to kick my ass around!

[minavampyra]

Formidable creatures, to be sure, but they lack beauty. They thrive on the dark and cold.

[ashenbled]

aspen’s complex relationship with her mother is my favorite thing to dive into because it’s not just “oh mother and daughter hate each other” that’s all surface level. Adelaide never wanted children but gave her husband one to appease him only for him to fuck up and end up in prison. suddenly, she’s a recently divorced single mother with a one year old.  and aspen wasn’t the most easily baby. despite her powers not being present before she was six, aspen was a vert fussy baby. she didn’t sleep well, she didn’t eat and was always under weight no matter how much adelaide tried to feed her more. once aspen gained some independence as a smal child, she got into everything. ever the curious child with a wild imagination -- something adelaide never really had, even when she was small. 

the resentment adelaide had for her daughter wasn’t due to the child herself but the predicament she found herself in. add in the fact she would be struggling with bills if it weren’t for the small bit of fortune her own mother had, adeliade resented her own life. 

once the screaming and crying about invisible monsters began, adelaide shut herself off from her daughter. the girl just wanted attention -- she was doing this to spite adelaide. she never gave any credence to the ghosts being real. after so much emotional distain and neglect, aspen’s own hatred for the woman began to fester until it scorched itself into her bones. any child innocence they ghosts let her keep -- which was very little -- charred. aspen became bitter in a different way than her mother. 

the two holloway women are more alike then either of them would care to admit, just in very different ways. 

[ashenbled]

Which Type of Dramatic Bitch Are You?

I'm So Tired

You did not choose a life of drama, the drama life chose you. Shit always seems to be going down around you and you have to step up and deal with it. You’re tired. You should rest. The drama will still be there when you wake up tomorrow.

[antigonick]

You flicker. I cannot touch you. I put my hands among the flames. Nothing burns—

Sylvia Plath, excerpt of Poppies in July (via antigonick)

[raysources]

𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓  𝐖𝐄  𝐃𝐎  𝐈𝐍  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐒  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒     —     a collection of one - liners taken from the 2014 film, what we do in the shadows.   slightly edited for clarity.   change pronouns as necessary.

❛  it’s  6 PM  in  the  nighttime ,   which  is  when  i  wake  up .  ❜ ❛  i  like  the  company .  ❜ ❛  i  just  really  like  having  a  good  time  with  my  friends .  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  have  to  come ,   but  i  thought  i’d  extend  an  invitation  to  you  just  in  case .  ❜ ❛  well ,   i’m  glad  to  hear  that  i’m  cool .  ❜ ❛  i’m  embarrassed  when  people  come  over  here .  ❜ ❛  and  we’re  still  friends  today .  ❜ ❛  vampires  have  had  a  pretty  bad  rap .  ❜ ❛  i  was  smitten .  ❜ ❛  i  thought ,   “ you  know  what ?     to  hell  with  it .     i’m  going  to  go . ”  ❜ ❛  that’s  about  as  long  as  i  can  wear  that .  ❜ ❛  when  you’re  a  vampire ,   you  become  very  sexy .  ❜ ❛  i  go  for  a  look  which  i  call ,   “ dead  but  delicious . ”  ❜ ❛  i’ve  been  a  very  thirsty  girl .  ❜ ❛  what  are  you  doing  tonight ?  ❜ ❛  he  tells  me  what  to  do ,   i  do  it .   ❜ ❛  oh ,   it’s  a  little  bit  of  blood .   ❜ ❛  i  was  just  wondering  if  we  could  talk  about  the   …   the  deal .  ❜ ❛  i  just  feel  like  i’m  the  best  version  of  myself  that  i  can  be .  ❜ ❛  i  like  to  make  a  real  evening  of  it .  ❜ ❛  well ,   that  didn’t  go  so  great .  ❜ ❛  it’s  a  real  mess  in  there .  ❜ ❛  you  were  the  one  that  started  calling  me  that ,   and  then  it  kind  of  caught  on .  ❜ ❛  [ name ] ,   are  you  a  virgin  at  all ?   ❜ ❛  if  you’re  going  to  eat  a  sandwich ,   you’d  just  enjoy  it  more  if  you  knew  no  one  had  fucked  it .  ❜ ❛  how  does  it  feel  to  have  a  snake  for  a  penis ?  ❜ ❛  my  penis  has  disappeared .  ❜ ❛  no  one’s  gonna  mistake  your  penis  for  a  cobra ,   [ name ] ,   okay ?  ❜ ❛  who  let   [ name ]   out ?  ❜ ❛  i  think  everyone  has  always  wanted  to  fly .  ❜ ❛  why  don’t  you  use  the  front  door ?   ❜ ❛  you’ve  got  a  whole  documentary  crew  following  you  around  .  ❜ ❛  i’m  doing  an  erotic  dance  for  my  friends ,   and  you  ruined  it .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  know  if  i’m  accepted  yet .     but   …   i  don’t  know ,   i  think  it’s  getting  there .  ❜ ❛  it  would  be  cool  to  just  hang  out  with  them .  ❜ ❛  they  can  teach  me  some  stuff .  ❜ ❛  the  way  i  see  it ,   i’ve  got  a  whole  new  family .  ❜ ❛  he  just  thinks  that  i’ve  just  met  some  colorful  friends .  ❜ ❛  i  can  smell  werewolves .  ❜ ❛  i  heard  that ,   mate .     i’ve  got  sensitive  hearing .  ❜ ❛  you’re  on  camera ,   mate .  ❜ ❛  we’re  werewolves ,   not  swear - wolves .  ❜ ❛  that’s  a  very  offensive  word  to  call  people .  ❜ ❛  why  are  you  swearing  all  the  time ?  ❜ ❛  what  do  you  do  when  someone  tells  you  that  they’re  a  vampire ?  ❜ ❛  he’s  definitely  my  best  mate .  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  gonna  eat  him .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  never  eat  him  ‘cause  he’s  my  mate .   ❜ ❛  at  first  i  wanted  to  kill  him .     but  now  i’m  glad  i  spent  the  time  to  get  to  know  him .  ❜ ❛  he’s  a   …   vegetarian .  ❜ ❛  there  is  a  crucifix  behind  you .  ❜ ❛  with  humans ,   there’s  a  tendency  to  die .  ❜ ❛  i’m  the  main  guy  in  “ twilight ” .  ❜ ❛  how  many  people  have  you  told  you’re  a  vampire ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  a  vampire  hunter ,   man .   ❜ ❛  i’ll  tell  the  whole  world  that  you’re  an  asshole .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  care  about  your  stupid  jacket .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  say  it .     i’m  over  being  a  vampire .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  say  it .     i’m  over  being  a  vampire .     it’s  shit .     don’t  believe  the  hype .  ❜ ❛  i  just  stepped  back ,   and  let  her  live  her  life .   ❜ ❛  get  out  of  the  sunlight !  ❜ ❛  i  will  tear  out  your  tongue  and  shove  it  down  your  ass !  ❜ ❛  i  really  hope  that  those  guys  don’t  kill  those  police  because  it  will  mean  more  police  will  come .   ❜ ❛  well ,   his  soul  is  in  hell .  ❜ ❛  just  have  a  bit  of  dialogue  about  it .  ❜ ❛  i'd  like  you  to  find  your  own  original  style .  ❜ ❛  i  hope  you  never  see  the  beast .  ❜ ❛  just  leave  me  to  do  my  dark  bidding  on  the  internet !  ❜ ❛  we  were  very  sexually  explosive .  ❜ ❛  nice  to  meet  you ,   asshole .  ❜ ❛  fuck  off  to  a  tree .  ❜ ❛  get  that  camera  out  of  my  face !  ❜ ❛  you  have  to  watch  everyone  die .   ❜ ❛  if  i  know   [ name ] ,   this  was  probably  the  way  he  wanted  to  go   …  ❜ ❛  if  i  know   [ name ] ,   this  was  probably  the  way  he  wanted  to  go   …   disembowled  by  werewolves .  ❜ ❛  i  hope  i  made  you  feel  better .  ❜ ❛  i’m  the  alpha  male ,   so  i  made  the  call .  ❜ ❛  what  are  you  laughing  at  now ,   though ?  ❜ ❛  laugh  with  the  group .  ❜

[wells-hannah]

ZENDAYA’S ACTING… GIVE HER ALL THE AWARDS

[feral-ballad]

Leila Chatti, from Deluge; “Portrait of the illness as nightmare”

[Text ID: “Your heart hisses in its cage.”]

[ashenbled]

macveigh​

“Look, I could give some cryptic, complicated speech about how witches have basically been around for as long as there’s ever been human cavillation, how sometimes we like to travel in groups and other times we can be solitary beings much like I, myself, am; but the truth is we don’t have any time for the usual history lesson, I’m afraid.”  Morgan insisted, shaking her head, “Bottom line is, I’m a witch, I have powers, you’re in danger, and for some godforsaken reason the universe has decided to saddle me with your case for the afternoon. So, now that we got the pleasantries are out of the way, tell me     ”  she placed her hands on either side of her hips. 

“What the hell did you do to piss off a ghost like that guy?” 

Aspen almost laughs at the absurdity of what the woman just said. She almost cries at the realization of everything leading to this moment. How many months had passed that she’d mourned, looking up in anger that whatever ghost presented itself would be the one she wanted to face the most? And how that he’d showed his demented face, she wasn’t riddled with anger, but a stone cold fear she’d never felt before. ❝  That’s a loaded question. ❞ She remarked dryly. 

The anger she expected to wield showcased now in the hard creases of her expression. ❝ He’s not the first asshole spirt I’ve dealt with but he’s the worst. ❞ Her lips press together, her eyes falling on Morgan with a stone gaze. ❝ So you’re a witch? Is there any way to   hurt  this asshole? ❞

[neuroces]

ok firstly I’m traumatized, not crazy, so jot that down

[ashenbled]

Reverse starter call??

[ohisms]

↪ 𝑾𝑯𝑨𝑻 𝑯𝑨𝑷𝑷𝑬𝑵𝑬𝑫 𝑻𝑶 𝑴𝑶𝑵𝑫𝑨𝒀 ? ( a collection of sentence starters from the 2017 film . adjust phrasing as necessary . )

i like it . did you write that ?

haven't i already told you that ?

tell me , [ name ] , what's your secret ?

you're looking fresh as a daisy .

are you okay ? you seem ...

i'm just tired . tomorrow's a big day .

that's very important , do you understand ?

why can't you just accept that this is your family ?

this isn't a family , it's a repressive regime .

you're driving us all crazy .

this is our life , it is what it is .

you're burning up . you running a fever ?

shut the fuck up .

all these years , i've been trying to figure out your angle .

you're not interested in anyone .

[ name ] . i'm onto you .

you can't just vanish .

is there a problem ?

there's obviously been a mistake , can you please tell me what i'm doing here ?

what a pleasure to meet you .

i know who you are .

i'm amazed you made it this far .

this is ... this is all a big mistake .

for your sake , i wish that were true .

is there another way ?

i can't believe this is happening .

we can't just sit here . we gotta do something !

i don't wanna die . i don't wanna die .

you're gonna be okay , i'm here .

i'm sorry . i'm so sorry .

you're supposed to be the believer .

i don't know what i believe . i don't know who i am .

they won't suffer .

sometimes , i think " to hell with it " . to hell with everybody .

do not underestimate [ name ] .

make this a priority .

we always work best as a team .

somebody wants us to disappear . the question is why .

this isn't a game , [ name ] . don't lose your head out there .

what's it gonna be ?

playing dumb doesn't suit you , [ name ] .

get the fuck out of there !

that's not an option .

i wanted to , uh ... try something new .

hold on , we've got a situation .

all your big talk , and you've ... never been with anyone ?

trust me , we're doing them a favor .

i'm scared , [ name ] . what are we gonna do ?

shhh , we're gonna get you out of here .

we failed miserably as a species on this planet .

anyone who's willing to sacrifice their own flesh and blood can never truly be trusted .

you sold us out . how could you ?

i thought you of all people would understand .

what do you know about family ?

i did everything i was told . i did everything right .

i didn't plan this . it got out of my control .

i was a total fuck - up .

if i could go back and change it all , i would .

promise me you won't let them take them .

stay with me , okay ?

[ashenbled]

𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐍𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐃 ;;  indie. horror original character penned by Stevie.

[ashenbled]

❝ You’re not scared, are you ? ❞ Aspen cocks an eyebrow, a veil of skepticism covering her features. The faintest smirk tugged at the corners of her mouth a moment later. The house, which wore it’s abandoned status with a badge of honor, loomed before them. Broken windows and splintered wood, worn and withered by the harsh elements.  ❝  I promise, there’s nothing in there but a few spiders and  a couple dead rats.  ❞ She’d been here many times, taking pictures of the decayed beauty, finding peace among the chaos. 

[watson-emma]

[ashenbled]

❛  i  really  hope  that  those  guys  don’t  kill  those  police  because  it  will  mean  more  police  will  come .   ❜ from august :).  @ghoststained​

         ❛  Either way it will be fun, we should get some popcorn. ❜ The bemused expression formed quickly on her face, eyebrows raising in intrigue.   don’t ask me why but i do have a pair of binoculars if that helps. ❜