[xgirlwithasecret]

Antoinette + Asher ll F2F

[asher-fox]

xgirlwithasecret:

Antoinette was still in shock that Asher wanted to take such a serious step with her. This wasn’t like they were going on some trip for a week. This was moving to a different country. Asher had his family back in California and he was willing to put more distance between them so he could be with her. So he could be with Antoinette when she truly needed him the most. No one had ever taken this kind of leap for her. It was risky and she was scared, but she was even more scared of losing Asher for good. Antoinette touched a hand to the side of his neck, resting her forehead against his own. “Oui. I say oui. I want to be with you, Ash. I can’t lose you again, mon amour.”

It was terrifying for Asher to be taking such a huge leap. It felt impulsive and so unlike the man he’d been for so long, especially when it came to Antoinette. He felt like he’d only ever let her down, but he swore to himself if he got another chance with her, he’d never do that again. This was his chance and he was taking it. “And you’re not going to. I’m going to be the man that you need me to be and I’m going to damnedest to never let you down again,” He promised, looking her right in the eyes and he spoke his words. “I’m still completely in love with you, Antoinette.” Then slowly he pressed his lips against hers, kissing her with all the affection he felt towards her, continuing to hold her close against him. 

[xgirlwithasecret]

Antoinette + Asher ll F2F

[xgirlwithasecret]

“My parents are always working and my grandpa died when I was little. She needs someone to be there for her and I want to be that person. I couldn’t live with myself if I didn’t go to her.” Antoinette wiped at her tear stained cheeks. She didn’t want to just up and leave so soon. Their relationship was heading towards a good place again. They had built trust between them and Antoinette still found that she had strong feelings for Asher. “I don’t want to leave you, Ash. I don’t know what else to do.” She shrugged her shoulders in defeat, turning her gaze to the floor. What he said next shot her eyes back up to his face. The thought of him coming with her to Paris had never crossed her mind. She didn’t think Asher would make that kind of sacrifice. “You’d come with me? You would live with me in Paris? You’d really want that?”

[asher-fox]

“I understand. You should be with her,” He agreed, knowing there was no other choice for her to make. But it still sucked that she had to go when they were making such good progress. It was a big step and a huge leap of faith, but Asher knew staying here while she left wasn’t an option for him. There wasn’t anyone else here for him and he didn’t want to leave her alone again, especially if it meant she was going home to deal with something so hard. He was terrified about this, but at the same time, he knew it was the right thing to do. “I would. Of course I do. I want to be with you, Antoinette. And I don’t give two fucks about this place. You’re the one I care about.” His hands moved back up to cup her face, stepping close again. “What do you say? Let me come to Paris with you.”

[xgirlwithasecret]

Antoinette + Asher ll F2F

[xgirlwithasecret]

Antoinette returned Asher’s embrace, squeezing him tight. Tears fell from her eyes to his shoulder. She was crying for her grandmother and she crying because she knew this was going to end up being a goodbye. Antoinette had to be there for her grandmother after all the time she had been there for her. She met his gaze and leaned into his hand. Antoinette wasn’t ready to let him go. “It’s bad and she’s going into treatment next week. Ash…” Antoinette reach for his hands and pulled them away from her face. “I’m going back to Paris. I can’t stay here while she’s sick. I’m-I’m going to leave Orenda and I don’t think I’m coming back.”

[asher-fox]

When Antoinette looked at him, Asher could see the tears on her cheeks and sadness in her eyes. He hated seeing her like this, especially since a lot of the pain she’d have over the past year had been because of him. “Next week...” He repeated her, as it he was trying to let what she said next sink in, that she was leaving. His brow creased and felt like his hear had dropped into the pit of his stomach. Antoinette was why he had picked Orenda to come back to this last time, wanting to see if they could have this second chance to make things right. And now that things were finally good with them, he didn’t know what to do. “You’re just leaving? What are you going to do though? I mean, what about...” us. He stopped himself, his mind going a million miles per second, trying to figure out what he could say or do to change her mind. But if her grandmother passed away while she was here and if she stayed because of him, he could never forgive himself and she’d never forgive him. It wasn’t something he could ask her to do. But he had to do something. “If you’re not coming back, then I want to go with you.”

[xgirlwithasecret]

Antoinette + Asher ll F2F

[xgirlwithasecret]

“Merci.” She nodded, stepping into his room. She could have reached out to Roxy or Tic about what was going on, but something told her to seek out Asher. Things had changed drastically between them over the last few months. Antoinette had gone from wanting Asher to leave, to not wanting to say goodbye to him. She turned to face him, shaking her head. “No. Everything isn’t okay. I just got off the phone with my grandmother. She has cancer and I’ve never felt more helpless in my life. She’s the most important person to me and now I might lose her.”

[asher-fox]

“No problem,” He said, walking further into the room, his arms crossing in front of him. Things had been so good between him and Antoinette lately. Part of him wondered if maybe she had changed her mind about them and if she was second guessing the chance they had again. But as she began to talk, he realized it had nothing to do with him. He knew how important her grandmother was to her and this had to be tearing her apart. “Babe...” He said softly, stepping forward and wrapping his arms around her to bring her in for a hug, always hating it when she looked so upset.. “I’m so sorry...Is it bad? Is she going to treat it?” He leaned back and cupped her face with his hands looking at her. “I’m here for you, okay? Whatever you need. Just tell me, alright?”

[xgirlwithasecret]

Antoinette + Asher ll F2F

Antoinette felt numb as she walked to Asher’s room. She had just gotten off the phone with her grandmother to find out that she had been diagnosed with breast cancer. Her grandmother was the only family she had who actually treated Antoinette like family in return. Being away from her this long had been incredibly hard. Now that she was sick, Antoinette wasn’t sure that she could stay here anymore while her grandmother was this ill. She found herself standing in front of Asher’s door, knocking three times. Antoinette greeted her ex with a forced smile. “Hey…Do you a minute to talk?”

@asher-fox

[asher-fox]

Asher had just gotten back to his room after grabbing some food and having a smoke and was now brushing his teeth when he heard a knock on the door. “Just a minute,” He called out, spitting the toothpaste out into the sink and rinsing his mouth out before he headed over to open the door. Her smiled when he saw Antoinette, but it quickly fell when he saw that her smile wasn’t completely genuine. “Uh, yeah. Sure. Come on in,” He stepped to the side, letting her in and shutting the door behind him. “Is everything okay? You got that smile you use when you are covering up something and trying to hold it together.”

[broderick-ellis]

I couldn’t sleep that long if I wanted to.

[asher-fox]

It’s a true skill.

[xgirlwithasecret]

When did you get so boring?

[asher-fox]

I’m getting old, babe. That’s what happens.

[asher-fox]

I just slept for like 12 hours straight and I should probably get off my ass now and do something but I’m feeling a little too lazy for that shit.

[milesthemoose-blog]

It was more of an observation than a plea for advice. 

[asher-fox]

A pointless observation then.

[milesthemoose-blog]

I think I might be spending too much time on this cot.

[asher-fox]

There’s a really simple way to change that. Stand up.

[xgirlwithasecret]

Under You ll Antoinette + Asher

[xgirlwithasecret]

This was so much different from any other time they had been together. There was no rushing or tearing off clothes or rough handling. Antoinette’ urges had always gotten in the way of them being able to take their time and go slow. She knew it wouldn’t be long before she felt that demanding throb between her legs so Antoinette made sure to savor every kiss and touch. Asher’s hands weren’t grabbing or squeezing at her body like usual. He was caressing her skin with loving brushes of his fingers. This was the side of her Asher that Antoinette had fallen in love with and seeing it again caused a small her in her chest.

Her leg hooked around his lower back, pulling his closer between her warm thighs. They were kissing like years had been spent between the and now the couple was making up for lost times. Antoinette could feel her arousal dampen her panties just from the seductive movement of their tongues against one another. She slowly eased her weight into his body and rolled on top of Asher. Antoinette helped him out of his shirt and started leaving a trail of kisses down the front of his chest. She worked the button and zipper on his pants free and pulled them down past his hips. Antoinette kissed his clothed bulge before peeling back the fabric to release his cock. She licked the shaft up and down and wrapped her hand around the base, taking the shaft deep into her mouth, slowly bobbing her head on his girth.

[asher-fox]

It would have been easy to become that guy again. The one who used Antoinette for his own needs, letting her become something that she wasn’t to him--a toy. But he didn’t see her like that and didn’t ever want her to feel like he just wanted her for sex ever again. It was that and his feeling for him that was urging him to continue to keep this slow, taking his time with the kiss and letting his hands slowly caress her thighs as she wrapped them around him, pulling him closer to her. It felt like it had been forever since he’d last been like this with her and he wanted to take in every second.

As she used her body weight to shift their positions, Asher rolled over onto his back. His arms tugged out of his shirt as she pulled it up, falling back into the bed with his eyes focused on her as she kissed down his toned body. He was breathing heavier, chest rising and falling while she moved down towards his pants. Biting his lip when her mouth pressed against the growing bulge in his pants, Asher let out a soft groan, his eyes completely focus on her as she pulled his cock out from his shorts and boxers, pulling them down just enough for him to spring free. “Fuck,” He said under his breath, feeling her tongue move up and down along his length, teasing him and sending a few shivers up his body before she wrapped her lips around him and began to bob her head up and down. “God, that feels good,” soft admiration as a hand slid down to brush her hair back and hold it out of her face, letting it remain there not as a guide while he let her continue, watching her every move.

[cainsullivan-deactivated2019022]

All right, I’m ready for this throwdown anytime now. You let me know when gym day is.

[asher-fox]

Tomorrow. 8 am. Be there or suck.

[frankiexdomme]

Well that’s sad. Hobbies helps break up the monotony of day to day life. They don’t have to be vastly time consuming. I mean, my hobbies include swimming, wine and sex.

[asher-fox]

There’s plenty of things I like to do, I just don’t see the point in telling you about them. I’m not really into small talk.

[nosmauxdamour]

[cainsullivan-deactivated2019022]

You really need to accept that I wouldn’t let anything happen to your body. Especially the muscles that move so nicely and stuff.

[asher-fox]

I’ll accept it when you prove yourself, Sawyer.

[frankiexdomme]

But you’ve got to have other likes and hobbies.

[asher-fox]

Not everyone has hobbies.

[cainsullivan-deactivated2019022]

I really don’t appreciate you taking knocks at my professionalism, Asher. Like I would let anything bad happen to your body.

[asher-fox]

I don’t know. You’re the one who said you might be drooling over my sweaty body. I don’t need you forgetting to spot me and have me go let go on the weight bar only to you be distracted by me and have it fall on my chest.