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[ashyd-shy]

07/08/26 Mood meter! Clean finally? Roomates. WHAT DO THE TAGS MEAN? READ THIS PLEASE. ESPECIALLY IF YOU WANT A DEEPER UNDERSTANDING OF SYSTEMS IN GEN. [post linked last edited 07/08/26]

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Once again, I must rely on nobody. Once again, I must remind myself of the people. God I can’t wait to be dead, or out of this nightmare dimension. Unlikely since it seems I’m responsible for all your lives. It all comes down to me…

- Once Again By Sushi Soucy

ηαмє: αѕн

αgє: мιησя 15-17

∂αтιηg: тαкєη ву 0 [σρєη тσ мσяє вυт ρℓєαѕє ∂м]

ℓιкєѕ: яєѕρє¢тƒυℓ ρєσρℓє, ѕωєєтѕ, αηу ƒαη∂σмѕ ι’м ιη, αη∂ ¢нαттιηg

∂ιѕℓιкєѕ: нαтєƒυℓ ρєσρℓє, αηу нαтє ση αηуσηє тнαт ιѕη’т נσкιηg, αη∂ נυѕт gєηєяαℓ αѕѕнσℓєѕ

ƒαη∂σмѕ: тωιѕтє∂ ωση∂єяℓαη∂, ѕυвηαυтι¢α, ƒινє ηιgнтѕ αт ƒяє∂∂у’ѕ, яιѕє σƒ тнє тєєηαgє мυтαηт ηιηנα тυятℓєѕ, ƒαя ¢яу 5, ρσкємση, вℓα¢к вυтℓєя, мιηє¢яαƒт, gα¢нιαтυкα, υη∂єятαℓє, ∂єℓтαяυηє, ¢σℓσяƒυℓ ѕтαgє, αℓιєη ѕтαgє, ∂ємση ѕℓαуєя, вєη∂у αη∂ тнє ιηк мα¢нιηє, αη∂ ∂αηgαηяσηρα

I know it’s over, still I cling on. It’s so depressing how the tear ducts in my eyes, are so much wetter than the space between my thighs.

- Wet by Dazey and the Scouts

[jellyfishforest135]

Activated them like sleeper agents

[ashyd-shy]

Mlemlemlemlemlemlemlemlem

Purrrssssss in your inbox :3

*holds you very carefully and pets you*

[averytiredcatboi]

Purrs even more :3

Hi bestieeee

[ashyd-shy]

I js got educated on kingdom of hearts

[imintobutler]

Hi Grell fans

[semiplural]

Switching

Switching is the process of changing who controls your system's body, mind, or other central resources. A switch can be voluntary or involuntary, and controlling and managing switching is a learnable skill.

Switching isn't a universal plural experience, but when systems do switch, they might experience it in a variety of different ways. It doesn't always feel like "changing places"!

This chart can't cover all possible experiences of switching, but it does talk about some of the more common switching experiences that we've had.

Image ID below the cut; there's also a spliced copy of the image for folks who need a different aspect ratio for comfortable viewing.

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Some (but not all!) systems experience switching. Switching is when the system member in control of your body changes.

There are a lot of different ways that switching can be experienced. It doesn't always feel like "changing places"!

Many nicknamed examples of switching experiences are given:

The light switch, which is the stereotypical idea of switching. One person is immediately and cleanly replaced by another.

The becoming, which is more of a gradient or slider than changing places. One person slowly shifts until they become someone else.

The "two hours later"- sometimes switching can take a long time.

The "when did that happen? Apparently we switched?", where someone has been in control for an extended period of time but only realizes much later.

The possession ("mine now!"), where one system member shoves another out of control to take it for themselves.

The trigger, where a trauma trigger causes one system member to freak out. This prompts someone less affected by that trigger to switch in to handle it.

The vacuum filler, where one person ditches front and someone else is pulled forward to take their place.

"Pikachu, I choose you!", where one system member pulls someone else into control.

The revolving door ("Hello! Goodbye! Hello!"), where system members rapidly trade control of your body in quick succession. If you experience amnesia between system members, then this can be pretty disorienting.

The ensoupening- sometimes, you switch and it's not really clear who you are anymore.

The "what the fuck? What were you even doing???" where you suddenly find yourself in a very unexpected, disorienting, or bizarre situation that you weren't entirely aware was happening a few seconds ago- for example, finding yourself sitting at a desk while your headphones play incredibly chaotic music that you wouldn't pick personally.

At the bottom, the image is credited to semiplural.tumblr.com and na.beepbird.net/comics.html. The image is dated July 2026.

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As separate images:

[ashyd-shy]

Mlemlemlemlemlemlemlemlem

Purrrssssss in your inbox :3

*holds you very carefully and pets you*

[ashyd-shy]

if you receive this, you make somebody happy! go on anon and send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up.If you get one back, even better.

AGH- help-

[ashyd-shy]

Yippie!!!!

[ashyd-shy]

wher r u pookie....

I’m here I promise I slept half the day away

[ashyd-shy]

Kibby cookie :3

Nice kibby…

*passes out*

[ashyd-shy]

I love this picture lmao

[pierrotdoesnteat]

positivity train!

if you see this or are tagged in it, tag a couple of your favorite mutuals/blogs and let them know you appreciate seeing them on your dash!

@h0neysugarfree @blueberrylovv @bequiteanddriveeeeeee @cherri-bomb-bomb @eg0mechan1c @fatrexicisback

[liyasxaurora]

AAALSO, I became aware of this one here, thank you sm to everyone who tagged me 🥹🩷 I think most of you are already mentioned in one way or another, BUT I'm doing it again to prove my undying love for youuu 🩷✨️ @blackmoonlilith15 @blossombabbles @cloverbbun @cloudcountry @dailyvahine @emmzybear512 @jadesharp2006 @kat--the--cat @loudmouthlyca @maybeadya @nerdy-pengu @subakagami @towasdandelion @wunyarose @the-galaxy-xxxpress @stqrgumi

[dailyvahine]

Thank you and @emmzybear512 for tagging me YOU GUYS ARE SO SWEET M CRYING 😭😭😭🩷🩷🩷🩷

@dove-da-birb @ruggiesears @vioventures @keii-starz @moonlit-midnight @blackmoonlilith15 @oh-my-otome @rou-luxe @naransi-00 @clarasdomain

[rou-luxe]

aww thank you melice 💜

@lycemagee @bakersgrief @tako-cafe @floydsteeth @rose-nyas @matchasilver

[bakersgrief]

Thank you, Rou!

@sh0jun @otomedad @ludivineikewolf @rubia8 @bontu-the-l0ver @rkmaru @rjthirsty @oda-princess @strawberry-scum

[bontu-the-l0ver]

THANK YOU SO MUCH! even when I'm not that much active-

@crimsonchili @arthurs-puppygirl @mxrmaid-poet @hariet436 @elidoesart @obeymetalesandikemen @welp-back-on-my-bs OTHERS BUT THEY WERE ALREADY TAGGED HEHE or I don't talk that much to them-

[obeymetalesandikemen]

A lot of mine are already tagged but thank you @lostsnowflake3 @natimiles @my-om-blog @lonelymikoto @shepherd-of-pink-sheep @levisotakugf who weren’t on here already. Sorry if another one of your blogs was already tagged!

[shepherd-of-pink-sheep]

Others were already tagged, so I'm @ing Ashy, and anyone who I can remember

@ashyd-shy @idiasnacho @ham-sandwich-consumer-offical @inkudraws @akyozyy @themorbiddarling @averytiredcatboi

Being careful cuz I don't want to repeat @ lol

[ashyd-shy]

@har3-thing72 @imightbeafaerie-official-offical @coffee--spill

[azul-ashengr0tt0]

//eheheheehehehe SIX SEVEEEEE-

*i am immediately shot*

[johnnyjoestarrelatable]

i think it's fucked up that there are plants that decided they wanted to eat meat

[johnnyjoestarrelatable]

a plant's job is literally to just exist but the venus flytrap chose violence

[johnnyjoestarrelatable]

what if i gently laid an uncooked steak on the soil for it to absorb

[iridescentjaq]

my tree biology teacher fed her calcium-deficient tree a whole-ass bbq rib bone - she stuck it in the ground near the base of the tree (after eating the meat off of it), and when she came back to collect it to show the tree biology class it was GONE

the tree had grown a root up through the center of it & out through the sides

also there’s an old story about a man who was buried beneath a tree, and when they went to exhume the body it had been completely absorbed by the tree’s roots- you could see the shape of the body in the way the roots grew, splitting up for clearly defined arms and legs. trees will absolutely eat a steak if you bury it & they need the nutrients.

[johnnyjoestarrelatable]

that’s horrifying! thank you

[captain-ravioli7321]

this is beautiful,,, may my body be consumed by a tree when i die

[dustsansm2]

*holds you*

ello ellooooooooo mwah

[ashyd-shy]

mwahhh

[dustsansm2]

THAT WAS LIKE 13 SECS WTFFFFF

[ashyd-shy]

And it takes me like 8 secs to type out messages like this

[dustsansm2]

*holds you*

ello ellooooooooo mwah

[ashyd-shy]

mwahhh

[ashyd-shy]

Funny thing is

I don't actually remember meeting you

Its kind of like you've always been here but i think thats cuz i dont remember anything much before this yr

It was when u were getting close to attempting. I found u thro Diya. I saw u needed help, so I js. Decided to try and help.