Unhappy agent working under pressure

Tsujimura Mizuki, working on keeping Ayatsuji safe and working; the last part is harder than the first. || An ask/RP blog, for the weirdest stressed out agent you could find in 5 minutes!

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

//So. Am back at this!

Just so everyone is on par with things: I’m mod Rachel, and these are basically the rules:

- I’m a horrible person when it comes to canon so consider this a somewhat canon-divergent blog. As Gaiden is being translated, I’ll be constantly shifting and changing my portrayal of Tsujimura (and of Ayatsuji at @ask-awkward-ayatsuji ), so please be patient.

- Keep the NSFW to a minimum guys, so we all can have fun together uwu;

- Within my capacities, I’ll tag spoilers for the anime, novels and the manga, but things from both will be discussed as the mod is (kind of) caught up with it.

- If the mod feels uncomfortable with an ask or an M!A, they have the power to delete it. I will do so without hesitation.

- This blog may have sensitive issues concerning Tsujimura’s (mostly speculated, since not much is known about her) past and her mother. To the best of my capacities, those will be tagged.

- Let’s all have fun!

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

I'll leave this blog up for archival. I don't want to get into the details but this is all so fucked, getting into this side of fandom was what got me in contact with the person who groomed me and you know what. It's abhorrent. It's even worse that it took me this long to fucking. Process it.

[theeretblr]

Ok, I may answer more asks later, but I'm getting off for now, been great hanging out!

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[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

Oh to be a normal person. With a normal job. Like can you imagine that? Must be wild

[ask-sleepytrip]

'Shut it' he quietly held up the notepad in annoyance

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

yessir im sorry sir

[ask-sleepytrip]

He gently patted her head 'it's okay also I'm mute now by the way if you couldn't tell'

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

[Tsujimura raised an eyebrow, but nodded.] Magic anon thing? Well, if you have any issue, I'll help you out, senpai.

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

I am officially ignoring sensei

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

Oh to be a normal person. With a normal job. Like can you imagine that? Must be wild

[ask-sleepytrip]

'Shut it' he quietly held up the notepad in annoyance

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

yessir im sorry sir

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

A-ah Tsujimura-san, are you still up for that girls outing? Its fine if you don't want to, I know we've been busy with work and all. 《ask-higucchi》

I’m so so sorry! I forgot about it entirely!

[More like she had no time to remember, with how much work she’s having now that Ayatsuji got his hands on a pile of cases (government approved cases, at last).]

I’m up for it, but you don’t have to force yourself if you’re too busy!

[ask-higucchi]

Oh! Of course I'm up for it.

And its fine if you forgot about it, I've also had a lot of things on my mind as well. I just only remembered it last night.

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

Well, um, I’m happy you’re not upset about it!

…I never went on a girl outing before, though. I ended up not thinking before asking, sorry.

[ask-higucchi]

Oh no no, its fine Tsujimura, you don't need to apologize. It's alright to get excited about something you wanted to do.

So this'll be your first girl out then? I hope I can make it live up to your expectations.

Now what would you like to do? Do you have any suggestions?

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

You don’t have to do anything much, really! Don’t strain yourself because of me, Higuchi-san!

Hm… maybe we can go shopping? I could use some new clothes, besides the ones I use at work.

[ask-higucchi]

Oh, shopping it is then!

And don't worry about me, I like hanging out with friends when I get the time to!

My car is parked just over there, it'll be easier to transport our stuff and I can drive you home.

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

[Tsujimura nodded, feeling her excitement growing as she thought about doing that. Normally, she went shopping when it was strictly necessary, and completely alone. This sounded like actual fun.]

What’re we waiting for, then? Let’s go! If we’re going out together, it’s best to hurry and get there so we have more time!

[ask-higucchi]

[Higuchi and Tsujimura make their way to Higuchi's car and drive off to the mall]

[Reaching their destination, they both entered the mall and made their way to the area where majority of the clothing stores are located]

So what store would you like us to try first?

I don't really do much shopping these days, my sister is usually the one that helps me in picking out my clothes and that's only on a few occasions.

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

[She looked around, trying to see if anything could catch her interest on those stores. Suddenly, she smiled and pointed at one of them; Tsujimura looks really excited to go there.]

Let’s go there! I really love that leather jacket— the boots, oh my God, those boots!

[During most of her life, she had to dress prim and proper, so getting to buy herself clothing she enjoyed was important for her. And, of course, something she could use out of work without feeling like she was still working.]

No need to worry, I'll help you with getting something too. It'll be fun!

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

Oh to be a normal person. With a normal job. Like can you imagine that? Must be wild

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

A-ah Tsujimura-san, are you still up for that girls outing? Its fine if you don't want to, I know we've been busy with work and all. 《ask-higucchi》

I’m so so sorry! I forgot about it entirely!

[More like she had no time to remember, with how much work she’s having now that Ayatsuji got his hands on a pile of cases (government approved cases, at last).]

I’m up for it, but you don’t have to force yourself if you’re too busy!

[ask-higucchi]

Oh! Of course I'm up for it.

And its fine if you forgot about it, I've also had a lot of things on my mind as well. I just only remembered it last night.

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

Well, um, I’m happy you’re not upset about it!

…I never went on a girl outing before, though. I ended up not thinking before asking, sorry.

[ask-higucchi]

Oh no no, its fine Tsujimura, you don't need to apologize. It's alright to get excited about something you wanted to do.

So this'll be your first girl out then? I hope I can make it live up to your expectations.

Now what would you like to do? Do you have any suggestions?

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

You don’t have to do anything much, really! Don’t strain yourself because of me, Higuchi-san!

Hm… maybe we can go shopping? I could use some new clothes, besides the ones I use at work.

[ask-higucchi]

Oh, shopping it is then!

And don't worry about me, I like hanging out with friends when I get the time to!

My car is parked just over there, it'll be easier to transport our stuff and I can drive you home.

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

[Tsujimura nodded, feeling her excitement growing as she thought about doing that. Normally, she went shopping when it was strictly necessary, and completely alone. This sounded like actual fun.]

What’re we waiting for, then? Let’s go! If we’re going out together, it’s best to hurry and get there so we have more time!

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

A-ah Tsujimura-san, are you still up for that girls outing? Its fine if you don't want to, I know we've been busy with work and all. 《ask-higucchi》

I’m so so sorry! I forgot about it entirely!

[More like she had no time to remember, with how much work she’s having now that Ayatsuji got his hands on a pile of cases (government approved cases, at last).]

I’m up for it, but you don’t have to force yourself if you’re too busy!

[ask-higucchi]

Oh! Of course I'm up for it.

And its fine if you forgot about it, I've also had a lot of things on my mind as well. I just only remembered it last night.

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

Well, um, I’m happy you’re not upset about it!

…I never went on a girl outing before, though. I ended up not thinking before asking, sorry.

[ask-higucchi]

Oh no no, its fine Tsujimura, you don't need to apologize. It's alright to get excited about something you wanted to do.

So this'll be your first girl out then? I hope I can make it live up to your expectations.

Now what would you like to do? Do you have any suggestions?

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

You don’t have to do anything much, really! Don’t strain yourself because of me, Higuchi-san!

Hm… maybe we can go shopping? I could use some new clothes, besides the ones I use at work.

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

Nothing like waking up to sensei cuddling with his cats and staring me dead in the eye.

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

A-ah Tsujimura-san, are you still up for that girls outing? Its fine if you don't want to, I know we've been busy with work and all. 《ask-higucchi》

I’m so so sorry! I forgot about it entirely!

[More like she had no time to remember, with how much work she’s having now that Ayatsuji got his hands on a pile of cases (government approved cases, at last).]

I’m up for it, but you don’t have to force yourself if you’re too busy!

[ask-higucchi]

Oh! Of course I'm up for it.

And its fine if you forgot about it, I've also had a lot of things on my mind as well. I just only remembered it last night.

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

Well, um, I’m happy you’re not upset about it!

…I never went on a girl outing before, though. I ended up not thinking before asking, sorry.

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

mod did you experience making a (cough, embarrassing) mistake when using this blog? like reblogging from a wrong post for example?

//more than once, sadly

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

A-ah Tsujimura-san, are you still up for that girls outing? Its fine if you don't want to, I know we've been busy with work and all. 《ask-higucchi》

I’m so so sorry! I forgot about it entirely!

[More like she had no time to remember, with how much work she’s having now that Ayatsuji got his hands on a pile of cases (government approved cases, at last).]

I’m up for it, but you don’t have to force yourself if you’re too busy!

[ask-sleepytrip]

Sakaguchi-senpai, I'm so sorry for this ,_, - Tsujimura

What?? If you mean child thing? I’m going to have the time of my life BECAUSE I HAD SHIT CHILDHOOD AND 12 SIBLINGS but I uh…probably need someone to stay with me for awhile….

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

…I mean, relatable but—

I’ll keep an eye on you, okay? So you don’t get hurt somehow, or something like that! I’ll do my best to take care of you for the day!

[ask-sleepytrip]

Ah thank you!! *he smiled brightly and his smile was filled with pure joy*

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

………

[Tsujimura puts her hand on her heart. She closes her eyes, dramatically, like she had been fatally injured.] I can get used to this.

So, Sakaguchi-senpai, wanna go out and eat some ice cream? Or crepes, maybe!

[ask-sleepytrip]

Ah can…we get um ice cream please…I never had any before actually

*he looked down frowning slightly at that moment tsujimura noticed he had freckles all over his face*

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

…! Freckled baby! Awww, Sakaguchi-senpai, never though you had freckles!

[She kneeled down, holding the kid’s cheeks with a warm smile… before widening her eyes and stepping back.] Uh, sorry— I shouldn’t go doing that, you’re still my superior—!

Ah, let’s just go, yeah? [She offered her hand, nervously smiling. Stupid Tsujimura, she could have ruined everything there!]

[ask-sleepytrip]

..up?… *he did grabby hands nervously starting to tear up becuase he was actually afraid to act like a child right now*

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

[With her heart aching, seeing her respected (and somewhat revered by her) superior like that, her smile softened. With a sigh, as if it couldn’t be helped, she picked the small Ango in her arms.] Alright, alright, let’s go then! If you’re going to be a kid for a while, I might as well treat you like one.

[ask-sleepytrip]

*He smiled brightly* thank you big sister

*after a few minutes*

You can’t mention that ever to anyone….please…

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

(B-Big sister…)

[She just hoped he wouldn’t realize how happy she looked as she carried the tiny boy in her arms, trying to recall where exactly was the nearest ice cream parlor.]

Um… I won’t tell anyone, but Ayatsuji-sensei already knows. On the bright side, I don’t see him going around and telling everyone about it, too.

[ask-sleepytrip]

That’s fine…big brother can know *shrugged slightly*

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

[Tsujimura, with considerable effort, doesn’t laugh at the mental image of Ayatsuji’s displeased expression at hearing that.] J-Just make sure to not call him that in person, okay? He would totally start complaining.

[After a while, Tsujimura managed to find an ice cream parlor, entering with Ango still in her arms.] Go thinking on which flavor you’ll want, ok? It’s easier to order that way.

[ask-sleepytrip]

And he will be cursed with it while I’m like this also choco with sprinkles….

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

[With a small smile, she shrugged. She wasn’t going to say something bad about her sensei to her senpai, of course, except for the minor inconveniences he gave her.]

[After ordering their ice cream, she brought him to a close booth and put him on the seat, sitting across from him.] I don’t get why you’re relying on me, though. I mean, I’m not the best of employees.

[ask-sleepytrip]

You remind me of one my older bio older sisters… *he looked away while he ate quietly*

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

(…He never really talk about his family with me before. …Well, everything has a first time.)

Is she a good sister at least? [Tsujimura hadn’t taken anything for her. Unsurprisingly considering a certain detective’s nagging for liking them, she was holding off on sweets for some time.]

[ask-sleepytrip]

…She was a good sister, one of the oldest out of us. I was the youngest and last child, making me the 12th sibling. I think she thought she had to be something else… and I dont think she could have been

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

[Tsujimura took some time to collect her thoughts. How should she even respond to that? She wasn’t sure, but as she flashed a smile, she knew she had to try.] …I’m happy you had such a good sister, Sakaguchi-senpai. I never had any siblings, so I feel kind of jealous of you.

[ask-sleepytrip]

Right… *he looked down after finishing the ice cream he was unknowingly shaking his hands slightly* can we…not talk about my family

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

Yeah, it's alright! No need to talk about it. It's just… alright. [Tsujimura laughed awkwardly, her eyes cast on anything but the small Ango.] Well, what would you like to do now? I mean, you still have some time until you turn back into a kid, so…

[ask-awkward-ayatsuji]

Good morning @the world, I am currently working on taking care of Agatha and Conan, my adorable cats. Reports have been done on my latest activities and if anyone bothers me about work anytime soon I will riot

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

ʷᵒʳᵏ

[ask-sleepytrip]

Sakaguchi-senpai, I'm so sorry for this ,_, - Tsujimura

What?? If you mean child thing? I’m going to have the time of my life BECAUSE I HAD SHIT CHILDHOOD AND 12 SIBLINGS but I uh…probably need someone to stay with me for awhile….

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

…I mean, relatable but—

I’ll keep an eye on you, okay? So you don’t get hurt somehow, or something like that! I’ll do my best to take care of you for the day!

[ask-sleepytrip]

Ah thank you!! *he smiled brightly and his smile was filled with pure joy*

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

………

[Tsujimura puts her hand on her heart. She closes her eyes, dramatically, like she had been fatally injured.] I can get used to this.

So, Sakaguchi-senpai, wanna go out and eat some ice cream? Or crepes, maybe!

[ask-sleepytrip]

Ah can…we get um ice cream please…I never had any before actually

*he looked down frowning slightly at that moment tsujimura noticed he had freckles all over his face*

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

…! Freckled baby! Awww, Sakaguchi-senpai, never though you had freckles!

[She kneeled down, holding the kid’s cheeks with a warm smile… before widening her eyes and stepping back.] Uh, sorry— I shouldn’t go doing that, you’re still my superior—!

Ah, let’s just go, yeah? [She offered her hand, nervously smiling. Stupid Tsujimura, she could have ruined everything there!]

[ask-sleepytrip]

..up?… *he did grabby hands nervously starting to tear up becuase he was actually afraid to act like a child right now*

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

[With her heart aching, seeing her respected (and somewhat revered by her) superior like that, her smile softened. With a sigh, as if it couldn’t be helped, she picked the small Ango in her arms.] Alright, alright, let’s go then! If you’re going to be a kid for a while, I might as well treat you like one.

[ask-sleepytrip]

*He smiled brightly* thank you big sister

*after a few minutes*

You can’t mention that ever to anyone….please…

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

(B-Big sister…)

[She just hoped he wouldn’t realize how happy she looked as she carried the tiny boy in her arms, trying to recall where exactly was the nearest ice cream parlor.]

Um… I won’t tell anyone, but Ayatsuji-sensei already knows. On the bright side, I don’t see him going around and telling everyone about it, too.

[ask-sleepytrip]

That’s fine…big brother can know *shrugged slightly*

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

[Tsujimura, with considerable effort, doesn’t laugh at the mental image of Ayatsuji’s displeased expression at hearing that.] J-Just make sure to not call him that in person, okay? He would totally start complaining.

[After a while, Tsujimura managed to find an ice cream parlor, entering with Ango still in her arms.] Go thinking on which flavor you’ll want, ok? It’s easier to order that way.

[ask-sleepytrip]

And he will be cursed with it while I’m like this also choco with sprinkles….

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

[With a small smile, she shrugged. She wasn’t going to say something bad about her sensei to her senpai, of course, except for the minor inconveniences he gave her.]

[After ordering their ice cream, she brought him to a close booth and put him on the seat, sitting across from him.] I don’t get why you’re relying on me, though. I mean, I’m not the best of employees.

[ask-sleepytrip]

You remind me of one my older bio older sisters… *he looked away while he ate quietly*

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

(…He never really talk about his family with me before. …Well, everything has a first time.)

Is she a good sister at least? [Tsujimura hadn’t taken anything for her. Unsurprisingly considering a certain detective’s nagging for liking them, she was holding off on sweets for some time.]

[ask-sleepytrip]

…She was a good sister, one of the oldest out of us. I was the youngest and last child, making me the 12th sibling. I think she thought she had to be something else… and I dont think she could have been

[ask-awkward-tsujimura]

[Tsujimura took some time to collect her thoughts. How should she even respond to that? She wasn't sure, but as she flashed a smile, she knew she had to try.] …I'm happy you had such a good sister, Sakaguchi-senpai. I never had any siblings, so I feel kind of jealous of you.