Ask Gadreel

I am Gadreel, an angel of the Lord. I am sure you have questions. You may ask. Ask rp. I own nothing!

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I'm so glad you are alive. I literally cried when I thought you died :( I don't want to feel like that again

I made you cry? I am truly sorry about that.

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Can angels get rid of nightmares or do something to stop them from being so traumatic? Cause Sam gets nightmares of killing Kevin, and I think helping him out would be only fair, since... Well, you know.

I am not sure if we can help, but I am more than willing to try once things settle down.

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Don't worry :) I may be small but my love is great. Maybe if I could sit in your lap and hug you that way? Then you won't have to worry about me getting tired :)

I believe that may work.

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I just wanted to tell you how much you are loved. Can I just hug you and never let go?

You may try, but I fear that your arms will get very tired. I do not want your arms to hurt on my account.

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Mkay. Could you you maybe pet my hair again in the meantime? While the movie's still playing, I mean.

Of course I can. It would be an honor to do so.

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Can I give a hug? Even though you made mistakes you deserve to be loved. <3

Of course you may give me a hug.

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Gadreel will forever be my favorite, suppose Gadreel back to help Castiel, what is the chance you become the bad guy again, or make the wrong choices again?

If I have my way, I will never become the bad guy again. Though...

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Thank you for answering. I'm just glad that you hadn't decided to do it yourself. The thought had plagued me for weeks.

Abner, please believe me when I say I would never, ever choose to kill you of my own accord. After I thought I did, it was the worst feeling of my existence. I would rather take whatever someone was threatening to do to me than ever hurt you again.

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*sniffles* Good. I - I'm glad. I wasn't kidding about you being one of my favourites, okay? *scrubs eyes* Could you - Could I keep hugging you, just for a bit? I need to make sure you're real, that you're okay, but I don't want to impose, or anything!

Of course you can, but I assure you that I am real.

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*nods and hugs/cuddles tightly* I'll give you a pep talk off and on, okay? You can still hear prayers, right?

I can and I will listen for yours.

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That's very kind. Thank you. Gadreel, I have a question for you, and you do not have to respond if you do not wish to, but... *deep breath* Why did you come to the Sarver house to try and kill me?

Because... I was ordered to by Metatron.

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Oh, thank goodness! :'D Are you alright? You're not hurt are you? Jeez, don't scare us like that.

I am a bit sore and I think...

Yes I believe this is a headache, but I am perfectly fine otherwise.

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I am so happy you're alive, Gadreel! I believe in you and your cause, and I know you'll succeed in whatever you set out to do.

Thank you, my friend. I hope I can support you in the faith you give me.

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*props up and makes eye contact* ... How can I help?

Stay safe. That is all I need.

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*cries into shirt* I just - Oh God. When the cell came up around you - I couldn't bear it, I thought /I/ was going to die. For your last moments to be in /that/ place, for you to be back there at all - I'll kill them. I swear to God, I will kill anyone who ever touched you. *dissolves back into tears* Oh God, I'm sorry, I'm getting tears and snot all over your shirt. I'm sorry. I'm just a mess of emotions right now. Thank God you're alive. Thank God. *continues crying*

It is ok. It is ok. -hugs a bit tighter and awkwardly pats your back- I am ok. I did not die there. Not completely anyway.

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Don't apologize. It feels nice every time you hold me. It reminds me of those quiet times when we would comfort each other and just... Exist, without torment or torture.

I just worry about you. Honestly... I really thought I was going to be gone and leaving you here on your own were some of my last thoughts.

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Don't be sorry. I'm loathe to admit it, but I am... Happy you killed him. He made our lives miserable. *sarcastically* some angel.

I completely agree with you. -hugs-

-lets go- Sorry... I wanted to hold you a moment...