So, I’m in an emergency situation. I need every bit of help I can get. On Christmas Eve, my alternator went out. This prompted a huge fight in my family, for no real reason, other than I had an anxiety attack. And in order to stop said anxiety attack, I had my head slammed into the window of my mother’s car. So I would ‘Shut the hell up.’ The fight eventually seemed to settle but not before members of my family were involved that shouldn’t have been. We leave, go see my father, get home, the fight continues. I’m then told I have no way to work from here on. To ‘figure it out’. Even though she told everyone in my family business that they didn’t need to know. Stretched the truth. Burned bridges. I have no way to fix my car. Yesterday, I’m told I’m being put out onto the streets. Also told to ‘figure it out’. And she knows she’s destroyed countless relationships for me with my family. So I’m being thrown out. With no car, soon no job, and nowhere to go. I’ve been told basically that she doesn’t care what happens to me and that she’s sick and tired of me. And the area I’m being thrown out into is a hub for trafficking. I’m absolutely terrified and confused. How could a mother put her child out like this with absolutely no concern? That’s the question I’ve consistently asked with no response. Last night, she strands both me and my brother in our home. No car. No food. Nothing. Took our other brother, and her dog, and left. My brother and I are currently starving and scared. And, God forbid, something happens, I can’t get us anywhere to get help. My mental health has deteriorated to the point where I could care less about whether I live or die and I’ve had upwards of twenty panic attacks in the course of four days. I’m losing track of time. I have no idea what I’m going to do from this point,… I opened a ko-fi page in hopes I can receive some sort of help until I can find a place to go or even just to get my car fixed. So I have some place to sleep at night,… if you wouldn’t mind, I’d appreciate even just your consideration: http://ko-fi.com/bonrockatansky Thank you, Bon. 😔
My beautiful girlfriend is in a tough spot right now, if you can’t donate then please reblog bless the kind people who have already helped out.
Things over the past few days have gotten worse so I’m reblogging this again to try and spread the word more. To all the people who have donated, thank you so much every dollar mean’s so much to the both of us, and anyone who can show proof of donation feel free to come to me, I’ll draw you anything you want as thanks for being so giving.
But right now, things have only gotten worse for her, she thought she would be able to get help with fixing her car but now those people have abandoned her, which means she if she is to get her car fixed up enough to provide herself with heat and shelter. Then she will need to be able to afford not only the new car part but to have someone fix it.
right now getting her car back in working order is one of the most important things, so she has warmth, shelter, a way of getting around to get food. The area she lives in is really not ideal for the situation she is being put in, she lives out where it’s an hours drive just to get to the closest walmart, Uber’s aren’t available where she lives so she’s in a situation where she can’t get rides, without a car she’s not going to be able to get anywhere.
there is no family willing to help her, and the few family members that know what’s going on are only getting mad at her for trying to ask for help and it’s getting to a point where I am scared of losing her.
Anything you can give helps immensely, If you’re unable to donate please spread the word. I wouldn’t do this unless it was important.
PLEASE DONATE TO HER KO-FI
So things have gotten progressively worse. I’ve had to call in multiple times which is only penalizing me more and more. I’m frightened I’ll lose my job because of this. I’ve had nobody who’s been willing to take me, and, unfortunately I live in an area where if it were possible for me to get an Uber, they wouldn’t be able to even get to me. I should have the alternator fixed by today, but, after reviewing my schedule, my hours have been cut back so badly, I’m talking they have be set to be off for an entire WEEK, that I’ll never be able to afford to get into a apartment or house and I’ll stay stranded on the streets. I’m not even sure how I’ll be able to feed myself. Let alone keep bills paid so I can keep the essentials. I’ve made myself so stressed that I feel physically ill. I feel helpless and I’m so scared. Please, if you could get the word around, I’ll keep things as updated as possible.
Love,
Bon. 🤧
