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𓉸ྀི

strange creature

I’m not yours. I don’t post for you. I’m not here for you. I’m friendly but have a low tolerance for bullshit so please employ some common sense before interacting with me.

That being said,

If you’re a minor, or generally give me bad vibes, I will block you without warning

#pinned

thelittlelovebird

I love nerds sm like damn teach me everything u know I'll listen

minimiffy

charnel-grounds

“Inferno” or “Vision of Hell”

anonymous, attributed to the English School

oil on canvas, 19th century — source

rosieandthemoon

Claudio Bravo, 1965

sobbingdolli3

The most masculine thing a man can do is be slapped around by a woman and beg for more.

How high are you right now, baby?

Why ?

I need to be taken to the edge and held there, driven mad, blank, obedient. Just an empty vessel for you to spill your filth into. My god. My sweet, darling, obsessive boy. My savior. The monster who dwells under my bed. The possessive & protective Father Figure who’ll never let me stray far from home. I need. Crave. Itch. Ache. Where is he? Does he only exist in my dreams?

#word vomit

It’s interesting how your perspective on so many things can so drastically change when you stop punishing yourself for burdens that were never yours to carry in the first place.

#word vomit

effinbirds

#would it be considered rude #if I just printed little cards with this on them #and anytime I wanted to get out of a conversation #which is always #I’d just be like ‘hold on a sec - I have something for you!’#dig in my purse #pull out this card #hand it to them #and watch their face (I admit with a smidge of sadistic amusement) as they read it

It slammed into me like a 5-tonne truck, a dark wave that tried to take everything from me, and I shoved back with everything I had, every ounce of power in me — with an aggression & a force not even I knew I was capable of, and I felt it lift, dissipate, scatter, and eventually cast out.

I realized in that moment that darkness has done me no favours, it is not my companion, nor my confidant. It has been a curse, a stain, a slow eating poison.

I felt liberated. I took a deep breath and I felt my lungs fill with air for the first time in a long time, rather than heaviness.

I do not belong to the shadows. I never did. The demons that dwell there tricked me, kept me in a haze, fed on me, used me as a puppet.

I am a child of light.

I always knew this, but I shoved it so deep down inside myself, allowed the darkness to convince me I was nothing more than a vessel for sin., but I see it so clearly now.

I’m beyond anything the shadows could ever touch.

#word vomit