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Refleksi 1709
Semalam telponan sama mantan bos (IYKYK), sampai 3 jam lebih. Bisa melek karena gue :
Overdose kafeine (i guess)
Galau (halah basi)
Topiknya dari mulai beliau yang mau sidang kolokium dan dapat moderatornya adalah dosen yg dulu nguji gue skripsi dan tesis (entah kenapa gue jodoh pengujinya beliau mulu) sampai masalah JODOH (iya lu gak salah baca. Calm!) . Mendengarkan penjelasan soal penelitian S3 yang bertahap-tahap : mixed methods, in vivo dan juga studi masyarakat. Ga nyangka sih obrolan sambil lalu jaman di kampus lama bisa berkembang hampir jadi kenyataan.
Maybe, dreaming is not that scary, right? Gue takut punya mimpi besar karena takut kecewa. Padahal yah padahal kan manusia itu emang harus terlatih jatuh dan kecewa terus bangkit lagi. Kaya dulu pas belajar sepeda. Wondering, kenapa banyak yang bilang naik sepeda itu harus jatuh dulu baru bisa?!
Soal topik terakhir yang bahasannya lebih lama dibandingkan bahasan penelitian beliau (ofc, makanya banyak lagu, novel dan karya-karya yang lahir karena topik basi bernama cinta kan?)
Terus kaya Allah tuh sayang banget sama gue (tapi mungkin guenya belum terlalu sayang sama diri gue sendiri T__T), nemu reels yang mengingatkan kalau lu tuh ga usah buang waktu ngegalauin soal jodoh. Kerja aja yang oke, jadi pribadi yang berkualitas, nanti dia akan datang sendiri. Yang mana, itu bener juga. wkwk.
Salah satu temen di kantor bilang, kalau doi mau sesuka apapun sama seseorang ga akan ngomong apapun dan intinya sih berharap kalau cowoknya yang akan do more dan berusaha. Meanwhile gue si manusia yang sukanya segala sesuatu itu jelas clear and cut, gue akan langsung (akhir - akhir ini berubah sih) berusaha mencari info. Dimana posisi gue dalam hidup beliau (the other person). Ya ini masing-masing ke preferensi hidup orang aja.
Di usia 17 tahun (+++) ini makin jadi tidak berani took a risk untuk bertanya yang dulu gue anggap biasa saja. Yang temen-temen gue bilang gue berani. Padahal dulu mah emang karena nekad aja dan jujurly agak selfish alasannya, "Supaya bisa move on segera kalau emang jawabannya gak".
Hehe kalau aku malah baru-baru ini baru saja memberanikan diri untuk bilang dengan tegas ke orang bahwa “aku suka kamu” aka confess. Pertama kali seumur hidup!!! But I’m glad I did that, though. Seperti yang op bilang di atas: “sukanya segala sesuatu itu jelas clear and cut” (karena dulu aku anaknya abu-abu banget terlalu banyak shade dan flirting phase gakjelas sampe akhirnya kewalahan sendiri). Dan bagian “Supaya bisa move on segera kalau emang jawabannya gak.” ini juga mulai jadi relevan di usiaku yang hampir menyentuh kepala 3 ini… Kalau kata Hamilton: “There’s a million things I haven’t done.”
Tbh we need to function properly ASAP as we dont have time to deal with some shitty-unrequited-love feelings. So relatable.
✨⭐🌟💫
The Poet by Reynier Llanes
Monet painting details.
there’s always more work to be done
Another year behind oh boy (and I’m still posting reborn stuff oh boy) Happy 2018 everybody I hope you all have very nice and fortunate year!
FINALLY I got working computer, I can Draw
i can
…replay reborn
i love suffering, can’t get enough of it
the crows are his allies now.
“THE DEBT MUST BE REPAID. YOU HAVE OUR ALLEGIANCE, HUMAN”
@theclockworkscarecrow
That’s actually how it works.
Crows: smart enough to not only remember but convey to their buddies which humans were nice to them that one time and which were jerks, but dumb enough to get their heads stuck in fences, apparently.
AREN’T WE ALL
Keeping up #pascalcampion
I would love to say goodbye, but meeting him everyday made things harder.
I wish I can see him as an awful being.
I wish he does not worth my love.
I wish he would leave me alone.
I wish he knew that meeting him and everyone before him was a curse for me.
I wish there are no sadness nor guilt when you found someone to love.
I wish me love?
Little story of a dad and his adopted daughter !
I hope everything I did will pay off.
Sbnrny trsrh bgt sh, mo aplot foto apa di ig. Cmn y kl g mau/takut di komen mesum etc, yauda jgn aplot foto muka byk-byk & private aj. Kl mau terkenal y gt emg udh risikony. Much much much hotter influencers or celebrities got those comments & tweets on a daily basis.
Y udh si gt aj.
Untung gw ga ngerasa cakep.
Y walopun pgn si terkenal biar dpt duit bs buat skul + main game + baju bagus2 nan mahal.
things about birthday.
For the past 3-years, I think I'm not that same childish person anymore. I don't really care about who's giving me a birthday greetings and who's not. What I care is what they think about me for the past year and I will try so hard to change the bads. I also see birthday as a time to allow myself to spend my money on expensive things. Well, especially foods. As in Anambas I couldn't barely buy anything nice, but Blackpeppered Beef was pretty decent, though. I always wish that my friends will not hate me and see the better me everytime they meet me, I still didn't do well on managing my anger though lol, but the difference from the past years is real, and I partly proud of it. I also hope I can be super-son for my parents. They are not the best parents around, but really, I love them and want them to be happy. Even if they hate each other (I guess?), at least they can be happy with my achievements.
Anyway...
I really missed Eyang Mamah. She were always the first to wished me happy birthday. She always thought me to be not only smart, but also a kind and respectable person. Maaf yang, Abi nya belum bisa jadi kind and respectable person. Since you're gone many things happened. I finally out of my comfort zone... I believe you'll be proud of me if you're still alive. You're the one who told me not to give up. So kind that you asked me "Kenapa ga jadi penyanyi jazz aja?". You always proud of my achievements and appreciate me, while father is like "ok" and mother's like "you can be better than this". A great cook herself, and the one who comforts me with her love and foods. Thank you for always be there for me, and I'm sorry I can't went to your burial 2 years ago. I love you and miss you.
Sedih Banget, Sampe Pengen Nangis
Kadang sedih banget sampe pengen nangis kalau liat temen-temen pergi ke Jepang ga pake mikir sedangkan w cuma bisa melihat Osaka Castle dan Itsukushima dari Samurai Warriors dan Warriors Orochi. I knew that I shouldn't be like this but it is one of my very dream. I KNOW I SHOULD GO TO MAKKAH AND MADINAH FIRST BUTTTTTTTTTT U KNOWWWW ITS DIFFERENT. Sometimes, I rendered speechless when someone literally went to Japan every year or twice a year. Ya gw jg tau si rejeki orang beda-beda, gw mungkin harus lebih berusaha dibanding mereka. Tapi yaudah lah. Emg sih y instagram tu toxic bgt buat kehidupan sosial w. 😔😔😔😰😰😰
This composition's really comprehend with today's event. You guys should hear it, it is quite nice.
Anyway, earlier today, I was in Tarempa. I went there yesterday, with Y and P after doing some blood group checks and distributed drugs for Malaria in Temburun. I agreed to come with them because today, we supposed to surprise the dentist here, E, because tomorrow's her birthday but she won't come back to Nyamuk today, I also asked about the transportation to go to Tarempa from Temburun and vice versa, P told me that I should've not worried about it. But, you know what I hate about "not worried about it"? WHEN I ACTUALLY WORRIED ABOUT ANYTHING RELATED TO THAT.
After our activities at Temburun, we had a transportation crisis because we didn't have required motorcycles. I had to wait for approx. 2 hours because no one barely had phone signal except Y, but Y's phone was being used by P to call his father. I dunno but I thought it is a common sense when everyone's visibly wanted you to stop the conv because no progress will be achieved if there is no phone to call for help. After a long 1 hour, finally she ended her conv with her father and give Y her phone back and immediately called for vehicle help. But no one literally respondes and after 1 hour long, we finally used the first idea of using 2 motorbike but tartig on one bike. I WAS LIKE HHHHHHHHH. But its ok because I had rent a room in a Motel and rest asap.
Nothing really happened that night and today's morning except I found out how attractive my friend's lil brother is! Lol. And he reportedly like to go topless and use only shorts at the house with his slightly chiseled body. Omg now I'm like a gay-predator on the go. Lol. I am not though. Really.
It was 12pm when I called H, the pompong driver and owner. I asked him when will we went home and I also asked him to take me to Temburun, and he replied with "Ok".
Then I went to salat in the mosque while waiting foe him. Then, Y told me that H was with J, his friend and asked me to take ojek instead. I was like... WTF GURL! You asked me to go to Tarempa to surprise E (which was failed because E was busy with her work there), and told me that the transportation will be easy but here we are! I had to pay 75k if I want to go to Temburun. THAT WAS A LOT OF MONEY and the others didn't pay anything to go to Temburun. I even wrote "Lain kali kalo ga jelas ga usah aja gw deh." H was my love interest in sometime last year, but it was ended because his face's really conditional (sometimes ulala, sometimes ughhhh). But, it was today that I ended up hate him because of he lied to me. AND Y'S UNBELIEVABLY SUPPORTING HIM HY SAYING "mungkin dia ga enak ngomong sama lo bang". Ih gblq bgt org boong masi aja di belain hhhhhhhhhh sebel.
Then, they had to change their plans because I was very mad at them. So I want to N's house where Y and P stayed, and wait for R (a nurse at Pustu that lived in Antam, a place between Tarempa and Temburun) to come to take me for a ride to Temburun. It turned out, I had to go to Antam with H and went to R house!!!!!!! WTF I hate Y and P and H even more! I chose not to talk to any of them until this second I write this post.
My hatred for being betrayed turned out so well and positive though. I immediately cleaned my room, bathroom, and also the fan in my room. Eventhough, I'm still mad at them, at least, I can relax in my room for the rest of today. Idk if I will talk to them tomorrow because none of them asked me for forgiveness. Hhhhhhhhh bego bgt kesel.