DreamState

He/Him | 20 | DID

[astateofdreams]

I have DID and NPD and I'm going to post stuff here.

He/Him should be used for us collectively. Most of us are masc. presenting anyways.

I/me and We/us are used interchangeably on this account.

Anti-Endo and Anti-Radqueer

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Tag system:

DreamState coins - My coined terms

DreamState collects - I collect gifs/userboxes/etc.

DreamState does stuff - The odd template

DreamState finds - Reblogs

DreamState gets lied to - Answering asks

DreamState speaks - Original text posts

div crds: @anitalenia, @kodaswrld,

[wikiplural]

hi there!! i will properly do an intro later, but i plan on creating an anti endo archive (think anti endo pluralpedia), i'll likely be hosting it on miraheze and reposting things to this blog. i would love to have the permission of anti endo term coiners before archival first. if i do this, i will also have to find mods (mostly systems, non systems are okay too but all must be anti non traumagenic)

[astateofdreams]

You can archive my terms! I would love that!

[astateofdreams]

Ellitan

An alter who is psychogenically blind.

It's a vertical flag because it's not a role. This was also made for the fun of it.

If you use this term it'll be assumed that you are anti-endo.

[anti-willo-america]

I've had two crises really close together. That's really troubling. If I stop posting for a bit, assume that I checked myself into a mental hospital. Don't worry about me too much.

I only queued up posts for the rest of the day.

[astateofdreams]

Recoin: Militact

An alter who is usually co-conscious and is able to take full front easily. They are often more alert than other protectors and can be more aggressive.

By using this recoin it is assumed that you are anti-endo.

[astateofdreams]

Should I recoin some terms? If you want to see a term recoined, send it in the inbox!

[astateofdreams]

Egovult

An alter whose job it is to protect to ego of the system, in any way they need.

This is for NPD systems.

By using this term or flag, you are assumed to be anti-endo.

[astateofdreams]

I'm going to coin some more terms for us.

[astateofdreams]

30 Days of DID : Day Five

How often do you switch? How often do you lose time? Talk a little about what dissociation is like for you.

We generally switch a few times a day, and we lose time fairly often. We usually have blackout switches, so the dissociation is a bit much. It's also very disorienting at times.

[astateofdreams]

30 Days of DID: Day Four

Are you or any of the others in a relationship in or out of the system? How does dating work for you if you do it?

We're not in a relationship, some alters are in relationships with each other. I won't say who though. And dating, outside the system, works kinda like normal. Some alters might not like the partner though.

[astateofdreams]

30 Days of DID - Day Three

What are your thoughts on integration? Do you wish to integrate?

My thought is that it's necessary for true healing. Some folks don't know that integration isn't final fusion, it's the lowering of dissociative barriers through extensive therapy. I do wish to integrate and I believe it will better my life quality.

[astateofdreams]

30 Days of DID - Day Two

Who knows about your system? Who do you want to know? What do you feel like it’s like coming out as multiple?

Outside of Tumblr, 2 of my close online friends know, my ex knows, and a few IRLs. I want a few more close online friends to know. It's embarrassing and nerve-racking, it makes me feel vulnerable, and I hate feel vulnerable.

[astateofdreams]

30 Days of DID - Day One

Describe your system. What kind of system, how big, anything you feel is a good introduction.

It's DID and there's 12 alters, I think. Most of us are non human. Around half of us are introjects, and that's all I can think of.

[astateofdreams]

I feel like I should do the 30 days of DID thing.

[anti-willo-miku]

hi you have to love people with cdds more than you hate endos

okay bye

[anti-willo-miku]

how do you put text messages underwater? i wanna comment on some bullshit i found but i have no idea how to drown it. or maybe could you sink it for me ?

- @anti-willo-reki

okay so if your on tumblr mobile. u get your screenshot, put it in, click the little paint thing while ur in the editor, press the disco and then press underwater.

PT: A screenshot of the ask above, with two icons: A paint pallet and three dots. A circle is drawn over the three dots.

[astateofdreams]

I hate that I can't do this on desktop. Let me drown posts on desktop, Tumblr.

[astateofdreams]

I wish I knew who I was. I hate identity confusion so much.