V!Méabh Vamdimion Masterpost!
Key info about the silly:
Identity: Genderqueer, Panromantic Greysexual (Polyamorous?)
Personality: An anxious and awkward but curious person with a deep fascination with the supernatural and or the perception of the unknown as supernatural by the mind. They are studying psychology, specifically with the aim of going forensic), partly because human psychology interests her partly because she is expected to get a degree by her parents.
Appearance: Roughly 6'6ft, a gymnasts build, long curly dark blue hair, white bangs, gold eyes, pointy ears and a generally romantic goth style of dress. (see skins below) Profession: University student, Psychology and philosophy
Tw: so much child abuse and psychological abuse and the cycle of abuse.
Méabh is the youngest of 4 and is 5 years younger than her youngest older sibling. She was an accident and her parents resented it, pushing her further than they pushed their siblings, who were already being pushed pretty far. Méabh being undiagnosed AuDHD in the 80's/90's wasn't great, especially in her household. All of the symptoms of her AuDHD because 'exuses to be lazy' and she was punished far more severely than her siblings. It started small, not getting pocket money or new toy, but by highschool year 9 she wasn't given more for the bus, school supplies, food or her uniform if she didn't get A/grade 8 or 9's in her exams and assessments.
By university she has entirely dropped contact with her parents. On payer she knows they were abusive but she refuses to admit to herself that she's a victim of abuse. She had been playing to go into psychology since highschool because it's was different to her siblings and still something she was interested in and could acquire fame and adoration from excelling in. She started preparing for her dissertation in year 9 (I know real people who did this) and by university it was perfect and she was mostly added and removed information as she learnt it.
During her first years at university she was studying the masters course alongside the regular content so she could tutor people on it. During this she met a doctorate student ho she, for the first time, really become friends with. She had some friends in her childhoob but due it the immense pressure she stopped having the time to have friends but on her own in uni she has that time. She ends up telling this person about the dissertation she has written and they offer to read it and help her work on it. Méabh this this will massively help her as they know that a dissertation needs better. Instead they edited it and turn it in themselves.
When Méabh confronts them they tell him that his parents were right and his is pathetic and a moron for trusting them. They tell them that everyone is deciful and untrustworthy and she's just as much as a fool and just as useless as her parents said she was for not knowing that.
This ruins Méabh. The first person she thought she could trust and they do take something that matters so much to her and do so in such and unfair and unkind way. From this point on Méabh hates everything and everyone. It's not long after that she leaves for Oakhurst, just a little into her master's. Méabh has at this point tried to push the person and the event away in her mind and they try to downplay it as much as possible. (The subject matter is her dissertation is abuse which is part of why it's so important to her.)
Méabh sees a lot of her fear around this and that person in Howell, as she is closest with him.
A mix of a straw coloured fruit bat (Nigerian) and a brown long eared bat (Irish) but flying fox size.