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i don’t have my icons yet on this laptop but i’ve been playing sdv between commissions while working on recovery and i think i’m going to trim/edit my muse list AGAIN and delete some old posts/rewrite some things to make things less ... cluttered

#i look at sdv #i already know im going to get attached the question is will it be one of the main bachelor(ette)s #hows it been going here guys SDFGGFD #` ☆ out of. ◞#delete /

it’s been a hot minute since i’ve been here but i’d like to share the good news that i’m finally on the path to recovery <3

#dude today was #so much...#but i finlly got the tsets i needed #and i can swallow again...#im hoping once i feel a little better i'll be back to writing bc all of this medical stuff has been absolutely DRAINING the past 3 years #rn im just trying not to do much bc im in a lot of pain but im also feeling a lot happier/hopeful than ive ever been in #terms of this anyway #so some positive news <333 #` ☆ out of. ◞

otomates-a

@astracola sent , ❝ ——— i kno azamuku was in the big ask but now im in my emotions and i’m genuinely curious as to how you’ll write it PLEASE azamuku :weh:

He’s been biting his tongue, both figuratively and literally, for quite a while now. He’s not sure how obvious it is how dedicated he’d become to avoiding making eye contact with the boy sitting before him for the past hour or so, but he hopes it can be masked as intense concentration as he works on the final touches for his makeup. It’s not as if he’d ever been the talkative type to begin with, but … there’s a stark different with him when it comes to being silent and feeling bashful. It’s just that few can tell the difference. Not that his frustration is entirely washed away by those feelings. Getting fake eyelashes onto Muku had proven the most difficult part of this process since he’d been cast for this role : he blinked too much and got fidgety when he got too close to his eyes, but … if anything, it gave him an excuse to examine him when they were this close to one-another. Without being put under scrutiny for it, anyways.

He really doesn’t want to get distracted by his own thoughts, but as he works between eyelash glue and a barely willing participant to get the first set of lashes on, he can’t help taking a moment to pause and look over the features of the boy … or, well, his boyfriend, he supposes. Yuki’s handiwork with the costumes was on point as always, but … he tries to ignore the heat rising in his face, taking in a breath before moving forward, afraid Muku would notice his pause and ruin his work by opening his eyes.

Like clockwork, he hears a quiet whine of disapproval as he finally manages to get the second set of lashes to lay finely along his eye. He lets out a sigh of his own, silently making it known that if he ruins them again, he’s going to throw a fit. Or at least as much of one as someone like him is willing. That seems to work, at least, because the only remnants of his pout when he opens his eyes and looks up at him again is the frown he has on his lips. Sakisaka has always been dedicated to his craft, it’s not as if he’s surprised he wouldn’t actually put up a fight, but… Azami freezes when he sees his face all the same, setting his jaw at the rush of butterflies that rush through his chest. Jesus, he’s beautiful.

“ … it’s not that bad,” he murmurs, his voice nothing short of choked out from him. If his expression, for what little it was, didn’t give away that he was flustered, that sure did. Absently, he raises a finger to thumb at his nose, hoping to whatever’s out there that his cheeks aren’t actually pink, but judging by the somewhat hopeful gaze he’s met with, he’s almost certain his thoughts are on … full display. Pressing his lips together, he clears his throat and trips over himself as he moves to grab the hair extension resting beside his makeup station. He’s never been so glad to step behind a person in his life, although they can still see each other by looking into the mirror. He avoids this problem by not doing that.

“You … make a good princess.” His voice is still quiet as he starts working with his hair, hopeful he can’t feel his fingers shaking. Not that his voice isn’t. “Maybe you don’t want to hear that.” He’s always going on about being prince-like. Not that he’d ever say it aloud without combusting, but he doesn’t really think Muku has many limits in that area. He’s never met someone so close to being out of a fairytale in his life. In the back of his mind, he knows even Sakyo would tease him for believing as much about someone. “But you…” His voice trails off, hands stilling with the extensions only half braided in. He stares down at them, where his hair meets the fake braid and he feels his confidence collapsing in on itself. “You’re pretty, Muku.”

He’s already inwardly kicking himself. Maybe he should’ve said handsome or ethereal or – it doesn’t really matter now, right? He dares a glance up at the mirror and when he sees him staring back he starts to tense. Before he can say anything, Muku’s hand reaches up behind him and loops around his neck, pulling him forward so that he’s leaning over him from behind the seat. It’s a bit awkward, until he feels the other boy’s lips press against his nose. Every part of his body goes rigid, with him jerking himself away so quickly that he completely forgets about the extensions in hand.

“Wh—-wh–!!” His entire face feels like it’s on fire when he catches himself from tumbling backwards entirely, just barely managing to regain his balance. Muku is already facing him turned awkwardly in the chair, fighting against Yuki’s lavish dress and his unfinished hair styling to clasp his hands together and apologize profusely, but even still there’s an air of confidence there that hadn’t always been there before. He’s not sorry at all! Azami keeps opening and closing his mouth, trying and failing miserably to find something to say, but instead halfhearted, humiliating noises are all that comes out of his mouth. He’s not sure how long it stays like that, with Muku fighting between apologies and soft laughter while he attempts to find some form of competence, but it is quite a while.

“Le-…” Azami’s eyes tear up a bit : it’s made perfectly clear by his expression that he’s not upset, but he is embarrassed. “Lewd!! That’s inappropriate!!” With his voice humiliatingly higher than normal, he storms forward and rests his hands on Muku’s shoulders, forcing him to sit forward once more so that he can hastily finish working on his extensions. Let him out of here!! Let him out!! “Y-you can’t just steal…” He finishes his work, although it’s certainly not his best, and steps back. For a moment, he glances up and sees that the boy in question seems to have become genuinely concerned, though. Maybe he is too reactive… Reaching a hand up to clutch against his chest, trying to remain oblivious to the fast beating of his own heart, he glances to the side, shyly. “S-sorry,” he manages, his voice cracking. “I’m just embarrassed.” That, at least … seems to get him a fond smile in return.

#` ☆ saved. ◞#` ☆ otomates: azami & muku. ⁞ ever the same‚ ever a surprise‚ it’s a tale as old as time.◞#'HE'S NOT SORRY AT ALL' MAED HE CHOKE IM CR YINGGG #HES RIGHT #HES NOT SORRY #:huff:!!!!!#a little embarrassed maybe...but sometimes you have to take a ris #*risk...you see... :hh: he thinks its worth it #bUT THIS IS SO CUUUUUUUTE UNI OHMY GOD #PLUS AZAMI'S LACK OF SUBTLETY WHEN IT COMES TO FAWNING IS EVEN CUTER IM GOING TO C RY THIS IS ADORABLEEEE :SOB:

rotshope

hi it’s-a-me unicorn & this is my very basic ass promo for a blog i’m not even 2% done putting together but alas!! if you’d be interested / okay with interacting with an ANIME & GAME MULTIMUSE, i’d really appreciate it if you could REBLOG / LIKE this so i can find people to write with over here. ♥ ft. characters from ouran host club, tokyo mew mew, code geass, sally face, say i love you, life is strange, lollipop chainsaw + much ! much more !

forgive the blog for being a mess rn, i am also a mess xoxo

#promo tag /#😳 you cant follow me w/o following uni thats the rule #everything about her is wonderful if you werent following her already you are :clap: MISSING :CLAP: OUT :CLAP:

faunna

Dr. Frankestein and the monster

#` ☆ frankenstein. ⁞ you’ll be the poison‚ you’ll be the cure. ◞#victor/cardia tag.#IM 🥺😭😭😭#I LOVE LOVE LOOOOVED HIS ROUTE AND I LOVE THE AESTHETIC OF THIS AND IM AAAAAA

also since i’ve been on hiatus i’ve been able to look into more series ... which is both a blessing and a curse ?

anyway ! i’m playing through c/ode realize + starting to pick up m.onster p.rom among ... other games ... so i have a few muses i’m adding to the list. i removed quite a few too, for that matter, and there’s still a few i’m bouncing back and forth on because i’m not ENTIRELY sold on them ... we’ll see after my hiatus is up ?

for now though, definite added muses:

v.ictor f.rankenstein

i.mpey b.arbicane

f.inis

d.racula delacroix ii

d.amien l.avey

m.iranda vanderbilt

#my character type is simultaneously 'all' and yet very specific all at once #` ☆ out of. ◞

hell-elements

♡ Muku - A3! Season Spring & Summer - Episodes 10 & 11 ♡

#` ☆ visage. ⁞ muku. ◞#ugh i forgot i need to update my tags ...#lOOK AT HIM THOUUUGH AAAAAA :sob:

velvetbunnis

#ryo tag /#yuuryo tag /#gif /#THIS WAS THE /CUTEST/ ANIME #I JUST CAUGHT UP I HAVE TO ADD RYO AS SOON AS I COME BACK FOR REAL IM SO :SOB:#LOOK AT THEEEEEEM !!!

astracola

okay yeah – i’ll put it in my rules later, when i can, but i’m temporarily putting this blog on a semi-hiatus ! i’ll still be lurking on the dash and sending memes and the like, but i think i need this for … quite a few reasons.

astracola

boosting this again!

#` ☆ out of. ◞#yeah i came online just to rb a promo but im not completely inactive!#the tags on the og post still apply my medical situation hasnt changed at ALL and we're working on that (thankfully) but #because of it it makes it difficult to type let alone /think/ or focus because my mental health also took a huge hit #i cleaned up my muse list a bit and i'm sure i'll clean it up again once i make an official return after i've healed!#but hello to anyone new !! if you're interested in future interactions you can hit my IMs or ask for my discord if you want but this feels #important to toss back out !!!

otomates-a

can’t you tell i’ve got news for you ; THE SUN IS SHINING —— & SO ARE YOU. hey losers & weebs, like / reblog if you’d be interested in writing with an independent otome / visual novel multimuse ? written by unicorn, ty. ♥

#promo tag /#tumblr deleted my tags but its not like im officially off hiatus anyway lmao BUT ANYWAY !!!!!#always have to promote the ploml <3

okay yeah -- i’ll put it in my rules later, when i can, but i’m temporarily putting this blog on a semi-hiatus ! i’ll still be lurking on the dash and sending memes and the like, but i think i need this for ... quite a few reasons.

#mostly medical but. life is really like that!#we're working stuff out but my head is far too foggy to think about writing not even taking into account physical health #i feel bad not having SOME kind of announcement especially with ? the influx of followers ive gotten recently ??#but i promise im not inactive im just getting my ass kicked #anw thank you guys for your patience with me ... ill be around when im able with some hopefully positive updates !#` ☆ out of. ◞#unformatted /