Hot Mama

29 and Trans

[athenaalexandria]

No please, call me Mommy, Daddy was my father

[athenaalexandria]

The unfortunate part of having high pattern recognition and having my special interest be acting when I was younger is that now I find it very difficult to find actors that are genuinely convincing.

Don’t get me wrong, I often love the characters and the actors that play them, but it’s so obvious to me that they’re acting, it never quite feels natural in the way other people tend to think it is. I’ll hear about someone’s great range, watch them, and realize they have the same range as a child actor being told they get ice cream if they can just get this line!

I still enjoy the performance, I just also feel like I’m taking being gaslit by the other movie goers when they say the actor was so convincing and real. Like no, I trained myself in the art of acting like a neurotypical person, and what we just saw was babies first attempt at faking an emotion. A cute first attempt, but I do better on the daily! And don’t get me started on actors portraying autistic people!

[athenaalexandria]

I’m tired of being a news topic. I just wanna live in peace. I don’t want everyone to have a take on my existence. I’m glad you support me, I can tune out the bigots, now let me live my life and stop bothering me about my identity. If I feel I have something to contribute, I will offer it, but I am not the voice of an entire group of people and I’m tired of being treated as such.

[athenaalexandria]

Wanting to post photos of my face for strangers to tell me I’m pretty and look like a girl, but scared that they won’t cause I don’t and I’ll be sad 😭 which is ridiculous I’ve been in HRT for nearly 4 years now and I’ve had FFS, no one has misgendered me in years except my parents. BuT wHaT iF!?

[foop204]

(Based in this post)

Happy Pokemon day!! If youre a johto starter you either get isekai’d or become french

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if i had a dollar for every pixel in this image i’d have 15 cents

[toastpotent-deactivated20250619]

if i had a dollar for every ounce of rage i felt in my body after i read this comment i would have enough money to buy a cannon to fire at you

actually I did the math, they would have $225, not $0.15

sis i’m right here….

if i had a dollar i would buy a can of soda :)

[toastpotent-deactivated20250619]

while you’re there could you buy me an apply juice please?

sorry i only have a dollar

[toastpotent-deactivated20250619]

:(

hey I just realized my friend Vriska is right, they would have $22500 not $225

^my friend Vriska

if i had $22,500 i would buy a can of soda and an apply juice

You can buy anything you want with $22500

yeah and they want soda and apply juice

apply juice to what

[zvaigzdelasas]

directly to the forehead

[asundergrowth]

Great post guys

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[inwardhardar]

[bear-man74-deactivated20241221]

@fish-identifier

[hellsitegenetics]

my bear-man in christ i have already identified it

[gnawing-humor]

We can’t be certain until @fish-identifier calls it

[hellsitegenetics]

[console-pokeballs-rupees]

Pokemon Fusions by leoiruga on instagram

[athenaalexandria]

I’m going to make a quick guide about marvel rivals.

1. You will notice that either your control stick or the W key have the ability to make your character walk forward. This is important while you are on attack, I recommend using it.

2. The giant glowing circle is actually a good thing! Try standing in it before I stand on your balls!

3. In this game (and in life) there is more than 1 dimension! Try looking to the left or right if you notice you’re taking damage. ADVANCED TIP: there is a 3rd dimension too, it’s called up. You should look there sometimes before storm or iron man- never mind you’re dead again.

4. Do you notice how nobody on their team is dying? That’s because they are being healed. You can stop that by aiming at the woman, shark, glowing golden man, or evil raccoon.

5. I see that there is someone in our back line. How about rather than all of us chasing them, we leave that to one person and the rest of us put pressure on the rest of the team so they can’t shoot us in the back?

6. Do you notice you aren’t getting healed? Look around to see if you can see your healer! If you can’t, that means they can’t heal you! Because walls are solid objects! And respawning takes 15 seconds!

7. Do you remember tip 4? Well the enemy team may try to use that tip as well. This can be prevented by standing in front of your woman, shark, glowing golden man, or evil raccoon, when you notice a hail of bullets headed their way!

8. So you’ve decided to play support to prove it’s not that hard. Great! Stop aiming at the enemy. Your Storm and Thor can take on 4 of the enemy team if they have your support, and 0 if you decide dagger is a dps now.

9. You may notice some extra objects on the ground around you such as floating demon squids, a giant fuck off turret, a revive beacon, or a mechanical nest of spider bombs. You should shoot those.

10. For the final tip, you may notice that there are glowing bubbles around the map. If they are blue, you should stand in them/pick them up. This will keep you alive. They are not decoration as some may try to suggest, but actually ways to get constant or bursts of healing!

Follow these tips and be instantly better than 80% of the player base! If you are oblivious to your surroundings then I can’t help you.

[athenaalexandria]

I don’t have agoraphobia and a fear of making friends, I just struggle to go outside because I’m scared of how open and perceiving it is, and don’t trust people to be kind.

Ok maybe I have agoraphobia and a fear of friendship.

[dennydreadful]

trying to break into the furry scene what do you guys think of my newest ocs

[athenaalexandria]

I’m really tired of seeing people demand I stay in the states. Yes, I do live in Portland, I understand I’m in the safest part of the country. But I do not want to live in a place where my partner and I are screwed no matter what. She’s black and nonbinary, I’m white and transfem. That means we are an interracial lesbian trans couple. We are fucked no matter what. My wife and I can’t blend in with the Nazi’s. So instead of being mad that we’re running, use the spot we left to help trans kids flee from red states. We’re not going to stop fighting for our rights even if we’re gone. Our families and history are still in the US, and we will not abandon them. But I will be damned if I let the far right of this country rip away the small bit of happiness we have managed to carve out for ourselves. Because make no mistake, if we stay, our likelihood of dying is going to rocket up. So fuck trump, fuck the white nationalists, and fuck the republicans. We’re leaving.

[trannykong]

[catmask]

i dont consider myself a 'fashion guru' by any means but one thing i will say is guys you dont need to know the specific brand an item you like is - you need to know what the item is called. very rarely does a brand matter, but knowing that pair of pants is called 'cargo' vs 'boot cut' or the names of dress styles is going to help you find clothes you like WAAAYYYY faster than brand shopping

[catmask]

this also goes for aesthetic or -core titles. 'y2k tank top' is going to get you resellers and fast fashion brands advertising to people looking to meet a current trend. 'thin strap crop tank top' is going to get you a diverse group of results and not upcharge you to hell and back

additionally, shop second hand when you can, second hand and thrift sites typically organize clothes by the cut and color. theyll be more affordable than a depop seller curating you a style to sell you

[daftpatience]

useful terminology for different kinds of clothing shapes :)

[athenaalexandria]

I’m so glad you think I’m valid and that I don’t need to provide anything to be worthy of love, that’s great. Now how about you give me some money to survive while I’m stuck in this capitalistic hellscape?

[athenaalexandria]

I’ve always been ashamed of my intelligence. I would figure things out incredibly quickly, but be punished for it. I was forced to slow down and explain things to people who would get mad at me for it because they thought I was showing off. I’ve been scared to call myself smart for most of my life for fear of retribution. But you know what? Fuck it. I’m very smart, smarter than most people, and I hate it. I hate having to dumb down myself for others, I hate having to wait for people to catch up, I hate having to argue with people who think they’re smart, I hate it all so much. Being inebriated literally feels like pain relief because my brain is finally as slow and stupid as other people and I don’t have to keep torturing myself just to not make other people mad. I have been so patient all my life with so many people and I’m fucking sick of it. The only people in my life who I like are the ones who can keep up with me at all, and even then I’m still usually a bit ahead. Why do I always have to go at other people’s pace? Why can’t I just go at my own? If they get mad I figured something out before them, why do I have to slow myself down and cause problems for other people because you were too stupid to figure something out? I don’t like making people feel stupid but I can’t just fake that. Fuck!!

[athenaalexandria]

Take my sleep derived poetry:

Spectrum

Gender is a spectrum

And so is sexuality

But people seem to think that means

Black white and grey

But color is a spectrum

And there’s no beginning or end

And if there’s infinite colors

Why can’t my gender be green?

Sexuality is purple

Autism is pink

But see her over there?

Yeah her gender is yellow I think

And his is a gold luster

And theirs is a black abyss

And that couple over there?

Their sexuality is a pale blue mist

Cause see these things aren’t black and white

Or even shades of grey

Red is not more color than blue

Are you getting what I’m sayin?

We are all just expressions

Of an infinite continuum

And if that’s the case than my gender is aleph null

[athenaalexandria]

I’ve been keeping a list of predictions for YouTubers I think will be cancelled and why. It’s recent enough that none of my predictions have come true yet, but if any of them do come true at least now I have proof that I did indeed “always know something was off”