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Hello? Are you sleeping?

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gardenof.

                    “      i totally understand   - but atticus ,     i’ve think ygou’ve honed your uncle skills enough. “   a soft  smile  /     while her gaze is gentle.     “  shall i ask for peggy to rate your uncle skills ? “

         “  peggy ? why ask peggy ? she’s busy !! we shouldn’t bother her with these silly things. ”  eyes widen & behind the feigned cough hides his flushed cheeks. “  but i’m sure she’d give me 100 out 10.  ”

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bcstgirl.

         she planned on ignoring him for whatever time they had left. but as she saw his hand creep onto her book. the words moving away, she slowly raised her head to meet his eyes. she was going to kill him. stab him with her pencil and kill him.  ❝ i have an exam. ❞ a hissed statement as she placed both hands on the book, ready to pull it away.  ❝ my birthday? am i five? ❞ no, but still didn’t change the fact that she was still upset he missed it.  ❝ i could care less if you came or not! it’s not like you didn’t already promise that you would especially since your exams would be finished. ❞

              “  you’re still a kid to me, little carter  ”   he halts, like a deer caught in the headlights, a hand suspends in midair as another supports his chin. lips move hesitantly – unable to come up with a judicious reasoning behind his current action, his verbosity lost – he pulls back before she can do anything.  “  i’m sorry. i thought i got the date right --  ”  that sounded better in his head, perhaps the thought should have stayed.   “  i mean, i obviously know when your birthday is --  uh, i, uh... overslept. ”

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⦇ WOW A LIL’ UPDATE... ⦈

HI im going to be away on a trip with my granny so i won’t be on this blog for a while!! lol that’s it. +im going to get the blog started again as soon as i get back. 

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[arachnyd-deactivated20200427]

ya ,   i didn’t wanna be that person again but lmao  -   i got 500 dollars to pay for my LSU seat fee ( basically they make you pay this so the us university system can squeeze money out of people as well as giving you an  ‘incentive’ to not change your mind).      my parents are currently fighting over it because my mom made us pay the 300 dollar one for a school i’m not even going to so my dad’s displeased. i said i could try and pay about half, but i don’t get paid until AFTER it’s due.     it’s due may 15th.    so i mean anything would be appreciated even if it’s just spreading the word.   this is my paypal link and thanks yo

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bcstgirl.

         she was going to smother her brother with a pillow. last minute call at work, he said with a grin before he left her with him.  peggy was going to ignore the puppy dog look in his eyes as he chose to put down his book on contract law.  ❝ hmph. i thought we already made it clear i am not most people. ❞ a scoff here, before she went back to writing her notes on whatever assignment it was that she was clearly not paying much attention to. ❝ it was an observation. sort of need those skills to survive. ❞

                        lips prepare for a pout; every inch of his body – down to its very last whit – fights to hold back from giving her the much deserving cheek pinch. instead, the struggle manifests itself in an exasperated sigh. ‘ oh, right. michael did brief me on that: peggy carter is, among other things, not most people... including paying more attention to my wrinkles than her assignment. ’ he slowly pulls her textbook towards him, fully aware of the repercussion that awaits; for her lack of attentiveness blows harder the icy glares, he figures it is the only way.  ' ... are you mad at me? is it because i missed your birthday? ’

[endevil-deactivated20180904]

hey! i’m toni, a queer korean who is a rising senior + double major in university. i’ve tried every avenue to avoid having to do this but if you’ve been following me for a while, you’ll know how bad my financial situation is getting. if you don’t feel like reading, here is my paypal link.

i’m going to korea to study abroad this summer, but i’m also going to visit my grandfather’s grave in seoul. he passed away in late november and my family could not afford to send me to his funeral. i was the only person in my family to not attend. i was also in the midst of finals so my parents did not want me to jeopardize my grades, even for that. i was extremely depressed and suicidal following his death, and really didn’t recover for the most part until around two or three months later.

it’s been half a year and while i’m doing tremendously better, i still never received closure for his death. the last time i saw him in-person was in 2016, but my family has not been able to afford sending me to korea since i was a child. my parents own their own business, which they started around three years ago but before then, my mother (who was at then, my sole provider before remarrying) was working minimum wage. 

i have no established savings and currently, all of our money goes towards my student loans. (i’m the first person in my family to attend university so my family really didn’t know how to prepare for it.) i’m traveling to korea to study abroad also because with my grades, i earned a scholarship which should cover a lot of the costs of living and the flight itself, which we’ll only be paying around $500 with the scholarship.

however, the program itself is around $3,600. i’m applying for further financial aid from the university in korea itself and i’ve secured three jobs for my next semester, even as a senior who has a sixty-page thesis due in the same semester. i’ve already been trained over the past month, in the midst of writing finals and completing my internship, so it’s a definite i’ll be working all three.

please, if you have a few dollars to spare, here’s my paypal link. i’ve been skipping meals since april began to try and save as much as i can for this summer. it means so much to me to be able to go and i don’t want this opportunity to slip through my fingertips. thank you for reading and have a great day/night.

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bcstgirl.

         ❝ you’re getting wrinkles. ❞ lifting her head from her book, she pressed a forced smile  before she picked up one of the chips in the middle of the table and popped it into her mouth. she didn’t know why he came, wasn’t he in law school? or why she was here–she had an entrance exam to study for. was she still upset that he missed her birthday dinner even though he had promised to be make it this time. maybe.  he’s just your brother’s friend. she had to tell herself quietly.  ❝ there, i spoke. ❞

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                  ‘  ...  good !  maybe they’ll stop asking me for my id, ’      book that has previously occupied his hands lay flat on the table, displaying the man himself free from any obscurity. he inches his chair closer, dropping his chin to rest on the table as curiosity-filled eyes follow her.      ‘ but typically most people don’t point that out ... especially to someone who they haven’t talked to in a while. ’

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the small things

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gardenof.

              “   you’re being an uncle and the baby hasn’t even arrived yet …“ 

@wonwars  / @atticase

‘  --- !! well ,  i am your uncle ; it only makes sense for me to prepare ...  ’

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BIRTH NAME   yi geon - 이건-  李建 ;  beom geon-yul - 범건율 - 范建律 ( formerly )  ALSO KNOWN AS   grand prince hyoik - 孝翼大君  //  HOUSE   house of yi   BORN   9 november 1981  //  REIGN   18 september , 2026 - 28 july , 2046   RESIDENCE changdeok palace , seoul , greater korean empire*  * alternate timeline where the imperial family stood as a symbol of resistance and hope and korea has retained its monarchy after the japanese occupation / post-ww2  PLAYLIST X

효익군 - 孝翼君 - PRINCE HYOIK 

the night is long and cold as the storm continues to brew . amongst the blizzard , a mansion stands strong as life and death travels between two rooms . there are whispers in the hallway of an omen : of something great or terrible ; of tragedy and birth - else the sky wouldn’t be acting up . you are born 9 november , 1981 , as your father - now , the late scholar beom - draws his last breath . and you are given a name , geon-yul , before the night ends whilst tranquil air replaces the chaos . 

at nights , your mother - the widowed princess - mutters stories of your father : the man whose heart was bigger than the moon , who never once forgot to stay humble . 

when you turn five , you are adopted by your grandfather - the current emperor - as a precaution in case your brother fails his part . you are given a new name , a new home , a new father with a condition that you mustn’t utter the name of your previous father . 

you are yi geon . grand prince hyoik . second in line to the throne . you are no longer your father’s son .

효익대군 - 孝翼大君 - GRAND PRINCE HYOIK 

the palace is a strange place , everyone hides behind their facade , and so do you . things have changed since your brother’s removal from heir apparent . you learn to lock away your emotions all the while you let them break you apart - piece by piece - and build you up again so you fit their ideal . you are an empty shell , filled with lust and greed that are not your own . you are no longer your own . 

you pretend to enjoy the late night study sessions , the riding lessons , the dinner parties and galas . you will do anything to satisfy your grandfather . you must wear your mask perfectly - that is the purpose of your existence . 

you leave korea to study abroad . it’s a liberating feeling to be on your own and you treasure every second of your freedom . with each phone call you receive of your grandfather’s deterioration , you dread going back to the prison you call home . 

황제 이건 - 皇帝 李建 - EMPEROR YI GEON , the sixth emperor of korea . 

you are a dutiful emperor , a benevolent scholar , an unfortunate royal . they say you take after the father you never saw and the grandfather you’ve sworn never to become . 

you start to long for something real - something of your own . you long to build the empire you have imagined , not those from the whispers from your court .  on your first day , you proclaim yourself as a beom . 

psd cred !

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is eden's uncle back ? is this a thing ?

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( throws confetti uwu )

owo 

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[shinees-deactivated20190406]

I’m leaving. Of course. Only the microphone moron can awake the sleeping hulk.

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