I'm August the clown but I go by Star online but I'm ok with either. And I post my art and thoughts in all of my fandoms I'm in.
I use (in order of most preferred to least) it/it's/thing/thing's/they/them/their pronouns(I'm agender) I'm autistic and bipolar. I'm also AroAceFlux
My blog is a safe place to ANYONE but especially minorities as we have to stick together. The only people NOT welcomed are those who are hateful aka racists, ableists, homophobes, transphobes, nazi or anyone else like that. I DON'T TOLERATE HATE.
My interests!
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-đFishing/fishđ
-RGU
-HTTYD
-đčTFCđč
-TMNT
-đŠTOHđŠ
-LMK
-đUsagiđ
-âCLOWNSâ
-Digimon
-MLP
-TADC
-Deltarune
-pokemon aloha
-trigun(og)
-đstar trekđ
-Avater the last air bender
-Art
-Archeology
-Psychology
-Sociology
-My ocs
-Story telling
-D&D
-Horror
-Disabilities
-infection aus
-HĂH
âÂżCreepypasta?(I like horror AUs but my friend told me they're called creepypastas)
I enjoy being told things,I enjoy questions and answering them.
My blog might also be triggering but I'll always put a warning and never be anything above tv-14 rating. And if I don't catch any of my content as triggering plz tell me, I want my blog to be safe.
This isn't canon to the timeline just something cute.
It was around 1 am. The Doctor was finally convinced by [REDACTED] to watch all of IT. Of course he had to get a trade though. I mean 7 hours with no experimentation? Giving out free medicine was one thing, at least that could be an experiment but sitting down doing nothing for 7 hours? 7 hours without experimenting was equivalent to a death sentence for this monster but he did it, for some reason. Which of course made them happy.
In exchange for doing this marathon with them, they gave the doctor seedlings of different poisonous flowers like foxglove, their baby teeth and a small bottle of pure urushoil.
Doctor was sitting on the floor, crisscrossed as he watched the movie on the tv. The human layed on his lap as they watched, using his thigh as a pillow. The Doctor notices that they were struggling to keep their eyes open, closing for a long few seconds before opening again.
"Sweetie?"
"Hm?"
"If you need to sleep then sleep."
"Hm I'm not sleepy just, engrossed."
"The settlement still stands, sweetie."
They nod slightly as they continue to watch the movie. As Doctor continues to watch, he notices they had actually fell asleep. He giggles as he adjusts them to lay on the floor so they can sleep more comfortable and won't hurt their back. Before getting up and getting the seedlings to start taking care of them as he listens to the movie.
When the movie is finished he turns the TV and lights off before moving the human to lay on the couch. Covering them in a blanket before moving to their kitchen to make coffee for himself.
It had been a few days since the Doctor had encountered with the unusual human. In fact he had almost forgotten the interaction entirely at this point.
This day the Doctor had just opened his tent for the night and the first person to enter was a short person, coming in skipping over with their file in hand. The Doctor turns around and starts to say his scripted line.
"Hello dear patient-"
"HELLO!" They interrupt chipperly as they come straight towards him and hands him their files. Giving him a goofy smile before sitting down in the patient chair. Sitting on their bum with their knees pressed against their chest and arms hugging their legs.
The Doctor stands there a little stun, holding the file in his hands. He had never been greeted happily by a human before let alone had his line interrupted by one. His groove was thoroughly thrown off.
"Well hello dear patient? May I have your name before we begin?"
"Oh, Yeah I guess you wouldn't remember me. I'm [REDACTED] I wanted to get examine again."
"Oh.. tinnitus patient. Did the pills work for you?"
"Yep! I actually wanted to see if you can get me more?"
"Of course sweetie, I'm happy they helped you and yes I can get you more.." He hums happily and with a little bit of pride before something coming to mind. "Were there any irregularities after consumption?"
"Hmm I got more sleep which actually lead me to think you gave me allergy pills. Like the ones from the 90s! So I experimented with different allergy pills but noooo. None had same results which suuuuuuuucks!" They say with the same energy of a youtuber
"Why's that? Does my bedside adequate not please you?" He says curiously, not offended at all. He's used to it, Harlequin even complains about it.
"No, I actually like your behavior. You seem to find me funny and I'm happy about that. You're also less expensive than an actual doctor and medication so I can't argue even if I wanted to. WHICH I DON'T! No, it's more because you're apart of a traveling circus so you can't be my drug dealer forever."
"I don't think drug dealer would fit me." Doctor answers as he gets a jar the size of his hand.
"Then what would you call yourself?" They ask curiously.
"Doctor. But possible an apothecary, chemist of some sort, a revolutionary possible?" He mutters the last part mostly to himself.
"OoOo self love and pride! We love that! Pop off, Queen! Slay!"
"Queen?" Doctor looks at them with a confused glance.
"Gen z slang. It's a good thing! It means your confident in yourself." They clarify quickly before muttering quietly. "I guess you're not on the internet alot, huh?"
"I perfer books and, well I guess they're retro technology now but Walkmans and boom boxes." Doctor answers before realizing. "We're getting off topic, any other side effects caused by the pills? Rashes? Hives? Burning of the throat?"
"Dang, you caught on. Oh well, triple nos to your questions." They answer, sounding a mix of disappointed and sly, like 1/3 disappointment and 2/3 sly.
"You were doing that on purpose?"
"Of Course! I like to understand my fellow humans. I like to know how they think. I think there's something silly with you!" They say excitedly, rocking back and forth, bouncing from excitement.
Doctor pauses at their words as he finishes filling the pills. He was about to clarify them on the human part but decides to focus on the last part. "What do you mean by silly?"
"I think you're brain functions uniquely. That others don't quite understand you or your behaviors."
"Hmm, and why do you say that?" Doctor asks curiously as he fills the jar
"Because I feel like we get along well.. . Am I wrong?" They ask, sounding a bit more sheepishly then their earlier excitment. Their rocking slowing down, waiting for an answer that will never come.
".. Your pills are filled. This should last you three months. The also help with more then tinnitus, they can help with nausea, hangovers and faint spells." He says as he gives them the jar of pills
The Doctor's avoidant answer is not go unnoticed by them, allowing a silence to fill the tent as they hold the jar, staring at it. As the silence grows, they move, letting their leg fall to hang off the chair as they roll the jar in their hands, watching their reflection changing at different angles before finally getting up.
"Thank you Doc, for the pills. But I should get going, I'm sure other patients are waiting to meet with you. Wouldn't want to hold up the line, right?" They say, trying to sound sly but there's a twinge of sadness.
But before they could leave the Doctor gentle places his hand on their shoulder to signal that he wants them to stay. And after a second, they tilt their head up and back to make eye contact with him.
"When ever you need a check up, please use this ticket. It will allow you special access." He says calmly as he tries to hand them a cyan ticket but they gently push it back to the Doctor.
"I don't want special treatment! You're apart of a small business and I don't want to be treated any differently from any other patrons. I'll wait in line like everyone else, I'll pay for my tickets as well because it helps you, Doctor, get paid!" They answer sternly, sounding a little frustrated
"But thank you for free medicine, it really is a great help. Till next time!" They say sincerely and grateful before leaving, waving what looks like devil horns as they leave.
I'm back in school and I'm doing my work but I'm being a bit of a brat as I work and my fucking teacher comes from behind me, covers my eyes and puts a shock electric collar on me with a tracker. And the way I reacted makes me think it wasn't the first time this happened in the dream and I got super pissed and they said that "they would only get rid of it if I came after class on the last day of school."
Ofc I don't in the dream but no one seems to notice the collar, I guess it was small??? On the last day after school I was so fed up with the collar that I grabbed pliers and cut them off and took photo evidence of the whole event. And hanged out with my friends as I documented everything and sent the evidence to the principal because I was concerned the teacher would kidnap me.
The Doctor had just finished with another patient, cleaning his tools and arranging them before hearing the tent flap open. He turns around to see a short person entering. He questioned for a second if it was a lost child but the fool in front of tent wouldn't let a child into his tent. Tickettaker wouldn't let that happen. Besides it's not the time to ponder, it's time to perform.
"Hello visitor come in don't be afraid and don't mind the dolls, they don't bite.. well not anymore."
The Doctor said calmly, the line coming out easily. After all, he's been saying this line for decades at this point. Though he does notice the smaller figure didn't react to the dolls at all, merely walking up and handling him the file they signed before sitting in the chair. Allowing the Doctor time to read their file.
"Hmm, [redacted] is it? Unique name. But it doesn't matter. Please, roll up your sleeves visitor."
They do so as the Doctor strapes down their left arm and for the first time the visitor looked actually surprised and a little frighten by this but before they could mutter a word out the Doctor calmly interrupts with.
"Apart of the show, don't want you running off now, do we?" He chuckles as he finishes strapping their arms down
"Wouldn't want you to hurt yourself right? My office is full of dangerous instruments that could hurt you if you freak out. After all no one like to visit the doctor. It's safer for all of us. Hmm, it says on your file that you're just curious but not you're not actually sick, correct?" And after they nod he responds "Then I'll just examine you."
Doctor moves to place his fingers to their neck but notices and notes their patient arm twitch as he does so, as if it wanted to move. The Doctor's fingers land on their pulse, feeling the calm rythm of their pulse.
"You're calm?" He mutters a little surprised but more confused. "Hmm are you enjoying this visitor?"
"Is it that obvious?" They ask sheepishly, kinda sounding embarrassed.
"Yes but that's perfectly fine, I don't judge. It just means you don't need an injection." Doctor answers calmly.
"WAIT I COULD'VE GOTTEN AN INJECTION?! WHAT'S THE INJECTION?! HOW DO I GET IT?!" They ask loudly and curiously, thrashing around a little from seemingly, barely constraint excitement.
"Hmphf Phff, hehe. You're an unusual human, [REDACTED]." The Doctor then sighs before asking. "Before you leave do you need anything?"
"INJECTION!" they quickly state.
"Besides that."
"Hmm fine... can you check my ear then?" They ask after a moment of thinking.
"Of course sweetie, what's wrong?" Doctor asks as he frees their arms and begin to study their ears, tilting their head to him to get a better look.
"It rings, and sometimes it feels like extreme pressure in my ears that causes me to feel dizzy."
"Hmm sounds like tinnitus. I do have something for this." Doctor answers as he moves away to get a capsule of pills. "Here, take one of these when ever the ringing start. If this doesn't help come back."
"Can you even sell these to me legally?"
"Do not worry, it's not a drug so yes I can legally give it to you."
"... Do you promise this help?" They ask quietly
"Of course, I promise this help sweetie." Doctor answers as he hands them the capsule and notices them pulling out their wallet but quickly stops them. "No need to pay, consider it.. a gift."
"Oh no I can't just take-" they say as they try to push the capsule back into his hand
"Please I insist." He says as he firmly pushes the bottle back into their hand, manually curling their fingers over the capsule.
"Thank you." They say before they leave Doctor's tent. The doctor then turns back and tidies up before his next patient
Star is literally me but in the extremes of my personality. I haven't finalized an idea of what it looks like plus it likes to change outfits alot. But the only certain aspects of its design that is certain is it's mask. Each mask represents either mania or depression, I did this bc of my bipolar and thought it would be a cool clown gimmick
Manic; This mask is over the top, almost painful to look. In this form Star seems/ acts more chill but is really pushy and unaware
Depression; in this mask star losses pink as way to loss of enthusiasm in live, when Star is like this the get more talkative.
my profile will change to one of theses 2 if I know if I'm manic or depressed and probably put up a random picture when I'm feeling neutral
