[remanence-of-love]

[aurora-luft]

Kicking myself for the way I interact with everyone around me. My intentions might be good but it doesn't matter. I think I deserve to be alone. I don't know how to be a person

[aurora-luft]

Beginning to think this ache in my heart is going to last forever

[aurora-luft]

I wish I could call her and talk to her. But it's already hard enough to heal, I need to cling to the one self-imposed rule I've actually stuck to.

[aurora-luft]

When does it stop hurting? I feel pathetic that I'm still so heartbroken.

[aurora-luft]

I wish I could call her and talk to her. But it's already hard enough to heal, I need to cling to the one self-imposed rule I've actually stuck to.

[aurora-luft]

You know you love someone when you want their dreams to come true more than your own

[aurora-luft]

I’ve accepted that I’ll never love anyone like I loved her ever again. And that’s okay. Because I will love, it’ll just be different.

[aurora-luft]

I wish I could hug her one more time and the most pathetic part is I could because she’ll be 1.5 hours away from me in the near future but I will only restart my healing

[aurora-luft]

So I did go see her and it’s weird because did I reset my healing? Yes. Did it pull me out of a deep depression? Also yes. Life is complicated

[aurora-luft]

I wish I could hug her one more time and the most pathetic part is I could because she’ll be 1.5 hours away from me in the near future but I will only restart my healing

[wistfulwatcher]

REWATCH ROULETTE ORPHAN BLACK | 1.01 Natural Selection

[aurora-luft]

I wonder if you'll be there when I graduate, I wonder if you'll be the one to hood me. I wonder if you'll think about me. I wonder if I'll still be thinking about you.

[aurora-luft]

I miss my best friend. I wonder if she misses me too

[vikingfunerals]

the commodification of friendship is the most annoying thing to come out of the internet in ages. like actually i love to break this to you but you're supposed to help your friends move even if it's hard work. or stay up with them when they're sad even if you're gonna lose sleep. you're supposed to listen to their fears and sorrows even if it means your own mind takes on a little bit of that weight. that's how you know that you care. they will drive you to the airport and then you will make them soup when they're sick. you're supposed to make small sacrifices for them and they are supposed to do that for you. and there's actually gonna be rough patches for both of you where the balance will be uneven and you will still be friends and it will not be unhealthy and they will not be abusive. life is not meant to be an endless prioritization of our own comfort if it was we would literally never get anywhere ever. jesus.

[lustcannibalism]

ok I endured it. now what!!!!!!!!!

[aropride]

ao3 is an awesome website for people who love "open in new tab"

[wordx]

i think humans are meant to lay in bed with the love of their life all winter.

[aurora-luft]

I need to get over her but even the thought feels like betrayal. It feels like the concept of love itself is defined by what we once had. I know it’s not true. But I haven’t yet been able to dismantle it