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Ao3 crashing right before Jeremy’s birthday is a metaphor you see. Ao3 is an anchor that everyone takes for granted, and when it crashes everyone is affected and and gets mad at it for not working and tells it its recovery time is ridiculous . And Jeremy is an anchor that everyone takes for granted, and when he crashes—
I never know what to say, everything just makes me sound crazy😭
someone asking neil years down the line how he knew andrew was ‘the one.’ neil looking at andrew across the room & casually responding: “there was no ‘one.’ he was the only.”
jean moreau and ilya rozanov : lover boys trapped in a fearsome reputation, absolute bitches sometimes, fucked up family scenarios, using food as a love language, deflecting personal questions like their lives depend on it
kevin day and shane hollander : public eye perfect, private life intense anxiety, autistic as fuck and obsessed with the perfect game, supportive parental figure(s) and highly publicized relationship with a female celebrity, absolute fucking nerds
neil josten and scott hunter : (irritated by someone) you know, I get it—
i love jeremy knox so much i want to invite him to my house and let him pick the music and tell him to ramble about how much of a freak his boyfriend is and then wrap him into a burrito and then kiss his freckled cheeks goodnight andandandnand
I’m sorry but jeremy’s crash out is going to demolish us. sobs wracking him as he cries years worth of tears and heartbreak and guilt and pain. asking jean to stay even thought he thinks he’s being selfish. but jean will hold him through it and promise he’ll never leave him and oh we are DONE
the thing about bastille is that they write pop songs. and the other thing about bastille is that they write pop albums about the world falling the fuck apart that continue to hold up
how are we feeling about pynch in their 30s
the concept of nora saying that when andrew & neil win the olympics neil grabs hold of andrew so hard that he knocks the breath out of him
If you haven’t read Adieu Mon Homme, you must!!! Featuring Knight Jean and Prince Jeremy 🥰
yay stickball
based on all for the game by @korakos
inspired by Alexxuun's tøp art on tiktok!
i think that neil josten's loneliness is something we need to talk about more. this is a guy who aches
neil josten and Andrew minyard show what happens when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object and the answer is they fuck
The Kings men, chapter three
"Neil hesitated, then set the bag on Matt's bed and struggled out of his shirt. It was getting a little easier every day, but it hurt when he raised his arms too high and when he twisted he felt the pull at his stitches. He got his shirt over his head and to his elbows before Andrew got tired of watching him struggle and tugged the shirt loose. Andrew tossed it off to one side and didn't look to see where it landed. He was more interested in the scars and bruises covering Neil's front."
This chapter holds so many great passages I might draw another one from it asp. But in this one there was something that felt very real, a mix of pain and trust and interest and discovery, and even desire maybe.
It's actually been a while since the last aftg comic! It was tkm chapter four (the fact that they reverse-follow each other was not intended) and you can find it here if you're interested.
it is so insane to me that neil does fully just stop running for andrew. like he doesn't run from their relationship. he doesn't, actually never, runs away from what they mean to eachother even when andrew is enforcing the whole "this is nothing" thing. he just decides right after that first kiss that this is it for him and then as he's being kidnapped to his long awaited death he gives neil josten away while thinking about andrew's lips like whattttttt. whatttttttttt. the runner who depended on running for 8 years of his do or die life ignoring the countdown TO THE END OF HIS LIFE because he was too busy kissing you like 😐🔫
I feel like Jean and Jeremy are the kind of couple that everyone close to them thought was dating way before they actually were. The way they act around each other with so much care and love, even maybe small lingering touches. Always cautious not to make a mistake and hurt the other one. So when they hopefully finally get together and want to tell their friends they are met with utter confusion. Turns out they thought jerejean just needed more time to open up about it and had been dating for weeks if not months when in reality they just started dating last night after a heartfelt confession.
there's something about the fact that neil barely remembers his time at evermore and doesn't really talk about it and the fact that he just knows it was horrific and the fact that when wymack picked him up from the airport he looked beaten halfway to death and the fact that he was waterboarded and tortured so fucking badly and we only find out about it from jean's pov and the fact that jean describes him in the car ride to the airport "violently disassociating from riko's farewell party" and the fact that andrew asks jean "did grayson ever touch neil?" and the fact that no, grayson didn't, but if neil had been raped or sa'd in the nest he probably wouldn't even know it something about it just makes me want to curl into a ball and die.
