So, I have been MIA from tumblr for a while, no particular reason and not that anyone would truly notice but I am just so drained. I feel like I have no one. I’m trapped in a void of unrealistic expectations and I have no one to go to no one to understand. I spend the hours in the night wishing I could sleep just to wake up in a few hours in a disassociative panic
I wish I was good enough
I wish I was sober enough
Life is rough and I’m sorry y’all had to hear me go off on quite the tangeon














