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[auvaxmaneo]

"You can admit you're hurting. It's okay to not be okay."

Except it's not. Suwei can admit (to herself alone) that it's hard sometimes. Despite her eternal desire to rid herself of emotions entirely, she's a living, breathing being - and thus, she feels. It's terribly unfortunate, in her opinion, because she'd rather not, but it is what it is and she has to deal with it.

But she knows better than to ever, ever admit it to others.

Hurting and not being okay means that Suwei has to admit weakness, and that's not something she believes she'll ever be okay voicing. But beyond that, she thinks, even if she did say so out loud, even if she did tell Angelo right here and right now that things are so far from fine that they'll never reach that goal, what can he do? What can anyone do? It's not like Angelo can fix those issues - it's not like his responsibility to do so.

"I'm fine," she promises for the nth time instead, her expression carefully, carefully calm.

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[auvaxmaneo]

What if you and Invictus had never crossed paths?

Suwei has to laugh wryly at that, and her answer is blunt and honest. "I'd be in jail," she says, sure of the fact. After a moment of contemplation, however, she has to add, "Or I'd be dead."

It's likely true. If she hadn't crossed paths with Invictus, Suwei certainly wouldn't have finished high school and certainly wouldn't have gotten off the streets. More than likely, she'd have found herself in deep trouble at some point for running her mouth more than necessary - or perhaps she'd have just given up, all too ready to join her parents.

[auvaxmaneo]

solitude, #13, dolls

Solitude: Name 3 things your muse couldn’t live without.

Food.

Water.

Sleep.

The answers are literal, but Suwei's lived without so much for so long that anything else that comes to mind seems fairly stupid in comparison.

013. Have they ever been bullied or teased?

Not really. Despite her general reluctance to do so, Suwei knows how to put on a charismatic front when need be, and all throughout school she'd curated a carefully pleasant facade, careful to cultivate useful friendships. Out of school, on the streets, she'd learned very, very quickly to show no weakness and to avoid becoming a target.

Dolls: Has your muse ever collected something?

Nope. Without storage space, she'd never had the means to keep accumulating excess things and the habit hasn't changed since she's joined Invictus. Even now, she can pack all of her essentials into a single bag, ready to take off at a moment's notice.

[auvaxmaneo]

Ghosts: Has your muse ever seen something they couldn’t explain?

There are more things that Suwei can't explain than those she can, in all honesty - but that comes with the territory of knowing and dealing with creatures (and being one as well). She's learned that it's best not to delve into things without reason; it's a terribly stupid way to walk into an almost certain death.

[auvaxmaneo]

luci: “ why do you always think you have to do everything on your own ?? ”

Because I don't want to put you in harm's way, she thinks. Because I need to know that you'll be safer. Because I know that if things go wrong, it's okay if I'm the one to go down. Because I'm expendable, because you're not, because you have a family waiting for you. Because you wouldn't let me do half the things I do, wouldn't let me take half the risks I take. Because I always have, because I've always had to.

"Because it's easier," she answers instead, one shoulder lifting upwards in a loose approximation of a shrug. His shirt is loose on her, she notes, but comfortable nonetheless. She'll have to find a way to keep this at her flat without him realising. "Less moving parts to worry about, right? And I know what I'm doing. You don't have to worry so much - I'll be fine. I'm used to doing things like this."

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[promptfairy]

𝐇𝐔𝐑𝐓 / 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓   ♡   𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

    change any gendered language to your needs.  ♡

“   you  don’t  have  to  hide  your  tears  from  me .   ” “   you’re  doing  great ,   okay ??   i mean it .   ” “   you  are  so  strong .   ” “   please  don’t  ever  give  up .   ” “   i  will  always  believe  in  you .   ” “   why  do  you  always  think  you  have  to  do  everything  on  your  own ??   ” “   it’s  okay ,   i’m  here .   i’ll  always  be  here .   ” “   you’ve  always  been  strong  for  me .   let  me  return  the  favor .   ” “   just  listen  to  my  heartbeat ,   okay ??   ” “   come  on ,   take  a  deep  breath .   it’s  gonna  be  alright .   ” “   please ,   just  hold  me .   ” “   you  always  meant  the  world  to  me .   i’m  sorry  i  let  you  forget  that .   ” “   i  never  stopped  loving  you .   ” “   you’ll  feel  better  if  you  talk  about  it .   i’m  here  to  listen .   ” “   you’re  so  much  more  than  the  mistakes  you’ve  made .  ” “   i  forgive  you .   ” “   you  are  so  fucking  powerful .   ” “   i’m  not  leaving  you  here .   ” “   i  trust  you  more  than  anyone  else  in  this  universe .   ” “   it’s  okay  to  be  confused .   nobody  has  all  the  answers .   ” “   i’m  so ,   so  sorry .   you  didn’t  deserve  that .   ” “   healing  is  not  linear ,   but  it’s  always  moving  forward .   ” “   you  can  admit  that  you’re  hurting .   it’s  okay  to  not  be  okay .   ” “   hold  my  hand ??   ” “   you  are  my  home .   ” “   no  matter  what  anyone  else  says ,   you  are  so  important  to  me .   ” “   don’t  worry .   i’ll  protect  you .   ” “   shh ,   it  was  just  a  nightmare .   you’re  safe .   ” “   don’t  talk  about  yourself  like  that .   ” “   just  say  the  word .   you  know  i’d  do  anything  for  you .   ” “   you  are  loved .   ” “   i  just  need  a  hug .   ” “   i’ll  destroy  anything  that  so  much  as  thinks  of  harming  you .   ” “   don’t  ever  let  anyone  make  you  feel  ashamed  of  who  you  are .   ” “   you’re  not  alone .   you’re  stuck  with  me  forever .   sorry .   ” “   well ,   hello  sleeping  beauty .   you  fell  asleep  on  me .   ” “   if  you  don’t  take  your  butt  back  to  bed ,   i  will  carry  you  there  myself .   ” “   i’m  sorry  to  wake  you  up ,   but  i  really  need  someone  to  talk  to .   ” “   i  hate  seeing  you  like  this   …   please ,  let  me  help .   ” “   you  are   &   always  will  be  precious  to  me .   ” “   i  can’t  believe  that  asshole  said  that  to  you .   it’s  not  true ,   you  know .    ” “   you  want  me  to  punch  him  in  the  face  ??   ” “   you  deserve  every  good  thing  in  the  world .   ” “   you  know  i  always  have  your  back .   ” “   you  don’t  have  to  worry  about  anything ,   as  long  as  i’m  around .   ” “   stop  apologizing ,   okay ??   i’ve  already  told  you  i’ve  forgiven  you  a  hundred  times now .   ” “   don’t  beat  yourself  up  over  this .   be  kind  to  yourself ,   it’s  not  your  fault .   ”

[xleafyheartx]

100 Random Character Development Questions

001. When is their birthday? 002. Do they do anything to celebrate their birthday? 003. Does your character like coffee better, or tea? 004. Do they prefer being alone or with others? 005. Are they in good health? 006. What sense do they most rely on? 007. Is your character an optimist or a pessimist? 008. What is their favorite fairy tale? 009. Do they believe in happy endings? 010. Do they believe in love at first sight? 011. How would your character court the person of their dreams? 012. What makes your character embarrassed? 013. Have they ever been bullied or teased? 014. Detail one secret shame your character feels. 015. Are they most likely to fight with their fists or their tongue? 016. What is their choice of weapon? 017. When does your character think that violence is justified or deserved? 018. Your character wakes up to find that war has been declared. What do they do? 019. If they could have a superpower, what would they choose? 020. What are their hobbies? 021. How do they display affection? 022. What is the most beautiful thing they’ve ever seen? 023. What do they consider beautiful in others physically? 024. What do they consider ugly in others physically? 025. What do they consider beautiful in others personality-wise? 026. What do they consider ugly in others personality-wise? 027. What is their idea of perfect happiness? 028. What makes them laugh out loud? 029. What sort of sense of humor does your character have? 030. Do they believe in the afterlife? 031. Are they superstitious about anything? 032. Does your character believe in ghosts? 033. Do they keep their promises? 034. What’s their view of lying? 035. What is the most important rule your character lives by? 036. How honorable is your character? 037. If your character saw someone drop a large sum of money and knew that they could probably take it without anyone noticing, what would they do? 038. What bad habits do they have? 039. What do they think is the worst thing that can be done to a person? 040. What is their obsession? 041. Are they comfortable with technology? 042. What is their greatest achievement? 043. What will they stand up for? 044. What disgusts them? 045. Does your character have any chronic medical conditions? 046. How do they handle getting sick? 047. What was the last medical problem your character had? 048. Do they have any allergies? 049. How does your character feel about growing old? 050. How does your character feel about their own mortality? 051. If they knew they would die tomorrow, what would they do today? 052. What is your character’s worst flaw? 053. What is your character’s greatest strength? 054. Does your character want power or authority of any kind? 055. Is your character an introvert or an extrovert? 056. Has your character ever struck someone in anger? 057. Has your character ever killed anyone? 058. What is your character’s idea of a perfect day? 059. List several phrases your character is fond of uttering. Where did they pick them up? 060. What is your character’s attitude toward education and learning? 061. Does your character prefer adventure or safety and security? 062. What sort of legacy does your character wish to leave behind? 063. How well does your character handle difficult people? 064. In what ways does your character annoy others? 065. Is your character better at leading or following? Which do they prefer? 066. Does your character prefer city life or being out in nature? 067. Does your character believe in fate or destiny? 068. How strong is your character’s sense of responsibility? What kinds of things trigger it? 069. What about your character is heroic? 070. What about your character is cowardly? 071. How kind is your character? 072. In a Dungeons & Dragons game, which class would your character be? (wizard, fighter, bard, priest, ranger, etc.) 073. In a novel, what plot role would your character fill? (hero, anti-hero, sidekick, villain, etc.) 074. What is your character’s favorite game? 075. Is your character ticklish? 076. How do they express anger? 077. How often do they cry? Over what? 078. How emotionally stable is your character? 079. How easy is it for them to read the emotions of others? 080. How easy is it for others to read your character’s emotions? 081. Is your character religious? 082. What are your character’s sleeping preferences? 083. What is the first thing they say and/or do when they wake up? 084. Describe your character in one word. 085. Describe your character in three words. 086. How would your character describe themself in one word? 087. How would your character describe themself in three words? 088. Is your character quiet or loud? 089. How vocally expressive is your character? 090. How bodily expressive is your character? 091. What type of music does your character like? 092. What emotion does your character evoke in others? 093. What is your character’s goal in life? 094. Name three things most would not expect your character to be able to know. 095. Name three things most would not expect your character to be able to do. 096. How do they move and carry themselves? What energy do they project? 097. How well do they adapt to change? 098. Does your character like animals? 099. Do they talk to inanimate objects? 100. Does your character dream? If so, what do they dream about?

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Send me ‘What If’ scenarios for my muse to answer.

[horrificmemes]

Fear-Themed Headcanon Questions

Send one (or a few) to my muse and they’ll answer: 

Spiders: Does your muse squish bugs or put them outside? The Dark: Did your muse sleep with a nightlight as a child? Snakes: Would your muse ever keep an unusual/exotic pet? Blood: What’s the worst injury your muse has ever had? Clowns: Does your muse prefer comedy? Or horror? Mirrors: What is your muse’s least favorite thing about their appearance? Tight Space: Does your muse ever feel that they’re not living up to their own potential? Closet Monsters: Does your muse hide any aspects of their personality/life from others? Crowds: What does your muse think of big cities? Death: Name one thing your muse has lost that they wish they could get back. Ghosts: Has your muse ever seen something they couldn’t explain? Needles: Does your muse have a strong stomach? Curses: Does your muse believe in good/bad luck? How about karma? Heights: Is your muse a risk-taker? Solitude: Name 3 things your muse couldn’t live without. Fire: Would your muse rather be very cold, or very hot? Failure: Has your muse ever given up on an important dream? Abandonment: How would your muse win back someone who left them? The Unknown: Is your muse a philosophical person? Boogeyman: What position does your muse sleep in? Falling: What does your muse think about falling in love or commitment?  Change: What was a turning point in your muse’s life? Disease: What does your muse do on a sick day? Number 13: Does your muse believe any superstitions?  Noise: Name one sound your muse finds absolutely unbearable. Insects: Name something your muse finds gross or annoying.  Dolls: Has your muse ever collected something? Getting Old: Would your muse rather live 50 years loved, or 200 years alone? Social Phobia: Does your muse consider themselves an outgoing person?

[promptfairy]

𝐇𝐔𝐑𝐓 / 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓   ♡   𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

    change any gendered language to your needs.  ♡

“   you  don’t  have  to  hide  your  tears  from  me .   ” “   you’re  doing  great ,   okay ??   i mean it .   ” “   you  are  so  strong .   ” “   please  don’t  ever  give  up .   ” “   i  will  always  believe  in  you .   ” “   why  do  you  always  think  you  have  to  do  everything  on  your  own ??   ” “   it’s  okay ,   i’m  here .   i’ll  always  be  here .   ” “   you’ve  always  been  strong  for  me .   let  me  return  the  favor .   ” “   just  listen  to  my  heartbeat ,   okay ??   ” “   come  on ,   take  a  deep  breath .   it’s  gonna  be  alright .   ” “   please ,   just  hold  me .   ” “   you  always  meant  the  world  to  me .   i’m  sorry  i  let  you  forget  that .   ” “   i  never  stopped  loving  you .   ” “   you’ll  feel  better  if  you  talk  about  it .   i’m  here  to  listen .   ” “   you’re  so  much  more  than  the  mistakes  you’ve  made .  ” “   i  forgive  you .   ” “   you  are  so  fucking  powerful .   ” “   i’m  not  leaving  you  here .   ” “   i  trust  you  more  than  anyone  else  in  this  universe .   ” “   it’s  okay  to  be  confused .   nobody  has  all  the  answers .   ” “   i’m  so ,   so  sorry .   you  didn’t  deserve  that .   ” “   healing  is  not  linear ,   but  it’s  always  moving  forward .   ” “   you  can  admit  that  you’re  hurting .   it’s  okay  to  not  be  okay .   ” “   hold  my  hand ??   ” “   you  are  my  home .   ” “   no  matter  what  anyone  else  says ,   you  are  so  important  to  me .   ” “   don’t  worry .   i’ll  protect  you .   ” “   shh ,   it  was  just  a  nightmare .   you’re  safe .   ” “   don’t  talk  about  yourself  like  that .   ” “   just  say  the  word .   you  know  i’d  do  anything  for  you .   ” “   you  are  loved .   ” “   i  just  need  a  hug .   ” “   i’ll  destroy  anything  that  so  much  as  thinks  of  harming  you .   ” “   don’t  ever  let  anyone  make  you  feel  ashamed  of  who  you  are .   ” “   you’re  not  alone .   you’re  stuck  with  me  forever .   sorry .   ” “   well ,   hello  sleeping  beauty .   you  fell  asleep  on  me .   ” “   if  you  don’t  take  your  butt  back  to  bed ,   i  will  carry  you  there  myself .   ” “   i’m  sorry  to  wake  you  up ,   but  i  really  need  someone  to  talk  to .   ” “   i  hate  seeing  you  like  this   …   please ,  let  me  help .   ” “   you  are   &   always  will  be  precious  to  me .   ” “   i  can’t  believe  that  asshole  said  that  to  you .   it’s  not  true ,   you  know .    ” “   you  want  me  to  punch  him  in  the  face  ??   ” “   you  deserve  every  good  thing  in  the  world .   ” “   you  know  i  always  have  your  back .   ” “   you  don’t  have  to  worry  about  anything ,   as  long  as  i’m  around .   ” “   stop  apologizing ,   okay ??   i’ve  already  told  you  i’ve  forgiven  you  a  hundred  times now .   ” “   don’t  beat  yourself  up  over  this .   be  kind  to  yourself ,   it’s  not  your  fault .   ”

[horrificmemes]

Fear-Themed Headcanon Questions

Send one (or a few) to my muse and they’ll answer: 

Spiders: Does your muse squish bugs or put them outside? The Dark: Did your muse sleep with a nightlight as a child? Snakes: Would your muse ever keep an unusual/exotic pet? Blood: What’s the worst injury your muse has ever had? Clowns: Does your muse prefer comedy? Or horror? Mirrors: What is your muse’s least favorite thing about their appearance? Tight Space: Does your muse ever feel that they’re not living up to their own potential? Closet Monsters: Does your muse hide any aspects of their personality/life from others? Crowds: What does your muse think of big cities? Death: Name one thing your muse has lost that they wish they could get back. Ghosts: Has your muse ever seen something they couldn’t explain? Needles: Does your muse have a strong stomach? Curses: Does your muse believe in good/bad luck? How about karma? Heights: Is your muse a risk-taker? Solitude: Name 3 things your muse couldn’t live without. Fire: Would your muse rather be very cold, or very hot? Failure: Has your muse ever given up on an important dream? Abandonment: How would your muse win back someone who left them? The Unknown: Is your muse a philosophical person? Boogeyman: What position does your muse sleep in? Falling: What does your muse think about falling in love or commitment?  Change: What was a turning point in your muse’s life? Disease: What does your muse do on a sick day? Number 13: Does your muse believe any superstitions?  Noise: Name one sound your muse finds absolutely unbearable. Insects: Name something your muse finds gross or annoying.  Dolls: Has your muse ever collected something? Getting Old: Would your muse rather live 50 years loved, or 200 years alone? Social Phobia: Does your muse consider themselves an outgoing person?

[xleafyheartx]

100 Random Character Development Questions

001. When is their birthday? 002. Do they do anything to celebrate their birthday? 003. Does your character like coffee better, or tea? 004. Do they prefer being alone or with others? 005. Are they in good health? 006. What sense do they most rely on? 007. Is your character an optimist or a pessimist? 008. What is their favorite fairy tale? 009. Do they believe in happy endings? 010. Do they believe in love at first sight? 011. How would your character court the person of their dreams? 012. What makes your character embarrassed? 013. Have they ever been bullied or teased? 014. Detail one secret shame your character feels. 015. Are they most likely to fight with their fists or their tongue? 016. What is their choice of weapon? 017. When does your character think that violence is justified or deserved? 018. Your character wakes up to find that war has been declared. What do they do? 019. If they could have a superpower, what would they choose? 020. What are their hobbies? 021. How do they display affection? 022. What is the most beautiful thing they’ve ever seen? 023. What do they consider beautiful in others physically? 024. What do they consider ugly in others physically? 025. What do they consider beautiful in others personality-wise? 026. What do they consider ugly in others personality-wise? 027. What is their idea of perfect happiness? 028. What makes them laugh out loud? 029. What sort of sense of humor does your character have? 030. Do they believe in the afterlife? 031. Are they superstitious about anything? 032. Does your character believe in ghosts? 033. Do they keep their promises? 034. What’s their view of lying? 035. What is the most important rule your character lives by? 036. How honorable is your character? 037. If your character saw someone drop a large sum of money and knew that they could probably take it without anyone noticing, what would they do? 038. What bad habits do they have? 039. What do they think is the worst thing that can be done to a person? 040. What is their obsession? 041. Are they comfortable with technology? 042. What is their greatest achievement? 043. What will they stand up for? 044. What disgusts them? 045. Does your character have any chronic medical conditions? 046. How do they handle getting sick? 047. What was the last medical problem your character had? 048. Do they have any allergies? 049. How does your character feel about growing old? 050. How does your character feel about their own mortality? 051. If they knew they would die tomorrow, what would they do today? 052. What is your character’s worst flaw? 053. What is your character’s greatest strength? 054. Does your character want power or authority of any kind? 055. Is your character an introvert or an extrovert? 056. Has your character ever struck someone in anger? 057. Has your character ever killed anyone? 058. What is your character’s idea of a perfect day? 059. List several phrases your character is fond of uttering. Where did they pick them up? 060. What is your character’s attitude toward education and learning? 061. Does your character prefer adventure or safety and security? 062. What sort of legacy does your character wish to leave behind? 063. How well does your character handle difficult people? 064. In what ways does your character annoy others? 065. Is your character better at leading or following? Which do they prefer? 066. Does your character prefer city life or being out in nature? 067. Does your character believe in fate or destiny? 068. How strong is your character’s sense of responsibility? What kinds of things trigger it? 069. What about your character is heroic? 070. What about your character is cowardly? 071. How kind is your character? 072. In a Dungeons & Dragons game, which class would your character be? (wizard, fighter, bard, priest, ranger, etc.) 073. In a novel, what plot role would your character fill? (hero, anti-hero, sidekick, villain, etc.) 074. What is your character’s favorite game? 075. Is your character ticklish? 076. How do they express anger? 077. How often do they cry? Over what? 078. How emotionally stable is your character? 079. How easy is it for them to read the emotions of others? 080. How easy is it for others to read your character’s emotions? 081. Is your character religious? 082. What are your character’s sleeping preferences? 083. What is the first thing they say and/or do when they wake up? 084. Describe your character in one word. 085. Describe your character in three words. 086. How would your character describe themself in one word? 087. How would your character describe themself in three words? 088. Is your character quiet or loud? 089. How vocally expressive is your character? 090. How bodily expressive is your character? 091. What type of music does your character like? 092. What emotion does your character evoke in others? 093. What is your character’s goal in life? 094. Name three things most would not expect your character to be able to know. 095. Name three things most would not expect your character to be able to do. 096. How do they move and carry themselves? What energy do they project? 097. How well do they adapt to change? 098. Does your character like animals? 099. Do they talk to inanimate objects? 100. Does your character dream? If so, what do they dream about?

[auvaxmaneo]

@maneojiwoo

“ it’s the beauty of being human. ”

[auvaxmaneo]

maneosoobin​:

wonderwall;

wonderwall (adj) somebody you find yourself thinking about constantly, and you are completely infatuated with them.

a starter for @auvaxmaneo​

Luci wasn’t really sure how this all started.

Well, he knew how the whole thing between him and Suwei started. He wasn’t drunk that night. And it would take a shit load of alcohol for him to get drunk thanks to the werewolf metabolism combined with his high alcohol tolerance. Luci liked to think that he was a bit tipsy that night. That’s why suddenly her lips started looking so fucking good. That’s why he kissed her and that’s how the whole thing started. 

But that’s not what he wasn’t sure about. 

In the one year that the two of them had been sneaking behind member’s backs and acting like they don’t spend nights tangled in sheets together, Luci couldn’t pinpoint when he started feeling those weird little jumps his heart made whenever Suwei entered the room. If they are in a room together, his body just gravitates towards her like a moth drawn to a flame. He knew that what he was starting to feel was gonna burn him sooner than later. After all of his relationships ended up with his heart burnt to ashes. 

If Leona’s best friend is unlucky in life, well Luci has bad luck when it comes to relationships. His ex-girlfriend broke up with him through text on the day he was supposed to propose and a few months later Luci found out she’s pregnant. He ended up falling for his first friends with benefits but he’s in love with his best friend. Now, as he observes Su from his spot, he wondered how she would break his heart and if he would ever be prepared for it.

Shaking the thoughts from his head, Luci looked around the premises and spotted a random patron talking to Suwei. Immediately, his shoulders squared and his eyes observed the pair for a few more minutes. He knew that she could handle herself. After all, she is a trained assassin and spy. She’s perfectly capable of protecting herself from unwanted people. Suwei also made it clear that she is the kind of woman who doesn’t need a knight in shining armor. However, as the man took a step closer to Suwei, his overprotective instincts kicked in. Before he could even stop himself, Luci slid on Suwei’s side and wrapped a protective arm around her waist. “Hey, hun. I paid the tab already. Are you ready to go?” the werewolf asked loud enough for the man to hear. “Oh who’s this? Is he a friend of yours babe? I’m Luci, her boyfriend.”

Suwei didn’t quite know how to feel about any of this at all.

She didn’t do relationships. She barely did flings. Even if she did get caught up in something, she was very, very careful to keep it away from gang life, to keep it far away from Invictus. And yet-

And yet, here she was, a year into a... Something with Luciano, out of the frying pan and into the fire.

It wasn’t a relationship, she’d told herself many times over. Relationships were built on communication and mutual understanding and mutual attraction. Relationships were built on emotion. Their - dalliance, perhaps? No, dalliance sounded far too whimsical. Affair sounded too torrid, and wasn’t quite accurate either. Arrangement, maybe. Their arrangement in particular had been built on something far more carnal than it had been emotional.

It seemed, however, that after a year of ducking under covers, behind the closed doors of her apartments and away from prying eyes, something had changed. It hadn’t been a big change, no, but rather little changes over the course of time - a more tender hand here, a brushing back of hair there - and something about Luciano had grown achingly familiar. Something about Luciano had grown achingly comfortable.

Suwei didn’t quite know if she was ready for familiar.

Still, those were thoughts for another time, and they were quickly chased away when an unfamiliar face stepped in closer to her. She took a step back, nose crinkling a little as he leaned in even further. She was about to speak, to tell him to fuck right off, please, but she’d only just opened her mouth when there was an arm around her waist.

Her head snapped to her left, and she lifted a brow even as she played along smoothly.

“Nope,” she said, popping the ‘p’. “Never seen him before in my life. I’m sure he was just leaving.”

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Chan ran his fingers restlessly over the smooth ivory keys, humming softly under his breath in tune with the notes the piano produced as he spared a bored glance around his quiet living room. It was one of his rare, full days off and with his roommate occupied at work, Chan had been hard-pressed to keep himself entertained and out of trouble for most of the morning. With no assigned hits to take out and no scheduled shifts at the restaurant to work, he’d spent majority of his day thus far cooped up in his apartment. Having spent a few hours fiddling around on his secondhand piano and drowning out the low hum of dialogue filtering from the television across the room, Chan had exhausted most of his options for occupying his time. He was bored and frankly, the frenetic energy stirring in his body from not using his magic was beginning to agitate him. What he really needed was a reason to get out of the house; a familiar face to see and socialize with to keep quell the tedium, or at the very least, just a reason to get some fresh air and expel the magic itching under his skin.

Heaving out a sigh, the djinn shut the lid over the keys and reached out for his phone, snatching it from where he’d set it down on top of the piano. Scrolling idly through his contacts, Chan kept a keen eye out for any names that would inspire him to do something with the rest of his day. His contact list wasn’t extensive, given he’d changed his number when he’d left home and didn’t make a habit of getting too close to people. After so many years of being forced to hide his true nature and keep a low profile, he still hadn’t fully grasped that he was allowed to be himself and be open with people. That hadn’t stopped him from building a small circle of people he cared for however and as he filtered through the list of acquaintances and friends, his eyes caught sight of one name in particular that had his lips curling up into a mischievous, excited grin – Suwei.

Opening up a new message, he began typing out his thoughts as they came to him.

Hey Su.

You busy?

I’m going stir crazy.

Could use some entertainment.

You up for messing with people today?

Fingers tapping across screen of his phone, Chan sent the messages individually in hopes that the frequent, annoying pings of multiple alerts would catch her attention faster and increase the chances that she’d answer quickly. Rising from the piano bench, Chan shuffled his way across the living room to his bedroom, setting his phone down on the dresser as he waited for a response. Rather than sitting idly while he waited to hear from her, Chan went about changing out of his sweats into a fairly casual outfit, getting ready to go out regardless of what Suwei responded with.

Suwei frowned as her phone buzzed, ignoring it - and then frowned deeper yet as it buzzed again, and again, and again, and again. With a groan, she rolled over onto her side, finally reaching over to see who needed her response so desperately.

To have an immediate response wanted from her was a rare occurrence. The few times it had happened before had been with urgent hits and small windows of opportunity, or on some occasions with a requested shift change at work. For anyone else to be reaching out to her as such was both a little surprising and rather annoying. After all, Suwei so rarely got free time, and when she did, she wanted to spend it asleep. She already dealt with people more often than she preferred as it was.

Blearily, she unlocked her phone, squinting at the brightness of the screen against the darkness of her curtained room. Sleepy eyes scanned the screen, and despite herself, the corner of her lip curled up into a wry smile. Of course - Chan. He would be one to text for the sole purpose of wreaking havoc, wouldn’t he?

With a yawn, she stretched before curling in on herself, fingers flying across the screen.

what did you have in mind?

Knowing who it was, she was a little less reluctant to roll out of bed. Suwei tossed her phone onto the bed, tugging loose sweatpants up as she ducked into the bathroom to shower and make herself at least somewhat presentable. When she came back not too long later, dressed in fresh clothes and a towel in her hair, she checked her phone again, expectant that a response had shown up in the time she’d taken.

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My mouth can’t translate the things my heart says.

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