they nevwer liked me anyvways

one, twvo, three, four, the reject is here no more, no more... Current mood: Lonely and sad. ((Independent RP blog for Grimdark! Cronus Ampora! Read pages for more information! No art belongs to me unless stated otherwise, and I'll RP with anyone!))

[avwiltedvwiolet]

((Actually I think I'm going to go.))

[avwiltedvwiolet]

((Hi I'm going to drop the rp with sugar and ink because I'm stressed out right now and the fact that Cronus being an insensitive ass is drawing attention from other blogs too is givng me anxiety I'm sorry))

[land-of-sugar-and-ink-deactivat]

  YOU KNOW WHAT? SHUT UP. I DON’T CARE IF I’M A ‘SHATTERED FRAGMENT’ OF AN ‘ORIGINAL’. FROM MY TIMELINE I AM THE ORIGINAL KARKAT. YOU CAN GO SHOVE THAT UP YOUR CHUTE AND IF YOU DON’T ASSOCIATE WITH TRICKSTERS, GOOD FOR YOU! BUT I’M NOT TELLING HIM TO GET LOST. JUST DON’T TALK TO HIM. HE’S SHOCKINGLY USE TO IT.

[avwiltedvwiolet]

your timeline is a copy. a copy of a copy of a copy. i don't think you understand that. vwell i'd prefer there be no cruel sugarhigh freaks vwithin my vwicinity. thank you. 

[victory-shining]

im going to pop a vvein talkin to you i swwear

howw can i havve any kind of comfort in bein forced to see her avvoid me evveryday howw can i find comfort in seein her flinch and force a hello any time i pass her or come to her for orders i havve no comfort i forfeit my right to comfort wwhen i lost myself an noww im forced to see that ovver and ovver again for all of forevver in her eyes and the frowwns of all my friends

[avwiltedvwiolet]

hm.

vwell maybe vwe havwe different opinions, then. i'd prefer to be hated than to be alone. honestly i'd prefer to havwe them scream at me they nevwer vwant to see me again than to knowv they're gone forevwer. in my opinion, you're a lucky one.

[victory-shining]

  eridan e r i d a n fuckin say it wwith me eridan

yeah maybe in body the fef i kneww died an she aint evver comin back because the fef i kneww wwas my best friend

i dont knoww i think i killed her long before i actually KILLED her maybe not physically but emotionally or wwhatevver

thing is she isnt my fef anymore

[avwiltedvwiolet]

you'll havwe to earn being knowvn as anythin but a mask to me, sorry.

can't you take some form of comfort in knowving you didn't take all of her avway? she still exists. maybe not howv she used to but she does. i ripped my friends from e͜xi̵s̷ten̵c̸e̵. most of my timeline has completely ceased to exist because of me.

[avwiltedvwiolet]

mm, you probably shouldn’t if you’re sitting on it…

…i vwish i could be numb instead of feeling the g̵̕uil̶t͟ that i do… it’s all my fault…

[victory-shining]

wworth it in my opinion just to release my rage

i knoww wwhere youre comin from believve me i killed someone i care about an noww she barely speaks to me evven 

[avwiltedvwiolet]

you, dear mask, havwe some anger issues coming from me, that says a lot...

... at least she came back.

[victory-shining]

goin to flip my chair either wway so there

considerin ivve wwatched most of my friends die many times im afraid im kind of numb to that kind of situation i mean im real sorry an all dont get me wwrong i am

[avwiltedvwiolet]

mm, you probably shouldn't if you're sitting on it...

...i vwish i could be numb instead of feeling the g̵̕uil̶t͟ that i do... it's all my fault...

[victory-shining]

  boat is that like a pun since wwere sea dwwellers because if so i swwear i wwill flip my chair

happy no i dont really believve much in that wword so definitely no

[avwiltedvwiolet]

no. it vwasn't originally but... nowv it might be, only if you promise to flip your ch̴̢͡A̶̴̸͢͝Į̸̷̶-͜͏̨͢ .̴̀.͝͏.̧.̀.̨͝.͠.̕...no. no it vwasn't.

do you evwen havwe a reaction to knowving most my friends vwere m̵͡u͟͠r̷̢͟d͝ér̵͠e̴d̴̡?

[avwiltedvwiolet]

mm. then it’s true.

most of my friends havwe ceased to exist. and the only survwivwing one has been asleep for too long…

[victory-shining]

yeah sure lets say it is so wwhat

mind elaborating or am i goin to havve to play twwenty questions

[avwiltedvwiolet]

so nothing. i don't really havwe any rights to poke fun at you since i'm kind of in the same boat.

my friends are all D̨͠EA̷̕D̢ except for one vwho is in a likely eternal coma. happy?

[avwiltedvwiolet]

so you vwere trying to make contact vwith someone hopin they’d be easy to talk to?

pretty much. vwell, that and the fact that vwhen your only friend has been asleep for svweeps you tend to get lonely.

[victory-shining]

i refuse to confirm or deny that

all my friends are awwake and they only speak to me wwhen im needed wwhich i guess i understand so its wwhatevver

[avwiltedvwiolet]

mm. then it's true.

most of my friends havwe ceased to exist. and the only survwivwing one has been asleep for too long...

[victory-shining]

  because maybe i find any and all amporas wway easier to talk to than most people and or trolls im not sayin that IS wwhy but im not sayin it isnt either

so you only spoke to me to complain nice i finally decide to answwer more of these things an i catch mr complain

[avwiltedvwiolet]

so you vwere trying to make contact vwith someone hopin they'd be easy to talk to?

pretty much. vwell, that and the fact that vwhen your only friend has been asleep for svweeps you tend to get lonely.

[empatheticmurderer]

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Can nobody hear me? I got a lot that’s on my mind I cannot breathe Can you hear it, too?

[avwiltedvwiolet]

but there’s alvways a reason, evwen if subconscious. something that catches your eye, that causes you to drift tovward the person or thing.

[victory-shining]

youre real deep huh wwoww look at you

fine youre a cronus

noww wwhy choose to greet me huh

[avwiltedvwiolet]

vwhen you havwe centuries to talk to no one but your sleeping friend, you tend to get a little lost in the shards of the univwese.

...vwhat does that havwe to do vwith anything?

i chose to greet you because your url made me angry and i vwanted to say something about it

[avwiltedvwiolet]

you really are just like him… hm…

yeah but vwhy did you click the button? vwhat drovwe you to think the blog of a broken toy vwould be vworth followving?

[victory-shining]

good god

maybe because broken things tend to migrate towward one another like a giant festerin clump of assholes i dont fuckin knoww

[avwiltedvwiolet]

but there's alvways a reason, evwen if subconscious. something that catches your eye, that causes you to drift tovward the person or thing.

[avwiltedvwiolet]

…half horrorterror? …i’m not supposed to associate vwith other terrors.

vwhy do you seem excited to hear of my curse?

[thereaperspet-blog]

AN̸D́ ͢WÍTH ͝G0̧0D ̨R͡EAS͜0Ǹ! ̵0U͢R͘ ͢RA̧C͠E̶ IS̷N’T͢ E͠XA̶C̵T̴LY̧ T̡H̕Ȩ ̶B̴ES̸T S͢0RT͏ T́0 ͟BE͘ AR0UND̴.̸ ͞B̶UT̶ ̶HEY,̸ D̡0N’T ̛W͝0RRY҉ ́-̢ I D̸0N͝’͟T ͠AS͜S͘0͞CIATȨ ͠W̛ITH͟ ͝T͞HE ͘0T͡H̢ER ̶TERR̷0͡R̴S ҉ANYM0͢R͏E.͢ ̕N̶AH, ̢N0̧T ̧EXC̸ITE̷D.̕ ̡JUS̢T INTE͝RES͟TE̛D̴.͏ ̸NE̴VER M͠E͝T̢ A͠ G̡R͏IMDARK ͏A͠M̢P̸0RA.̛

[avwiltedvwiolet]

vwell...that's not it. my terror doesn't like it vwhen i talk to other terrors... he gets angry vwith me. the vwhispers get louder...

...i didn't knowv vwe vwere rare.

[avwiltedvwiolet]

hm, of course you do, pretender. so did he. back to the original topic, though…vwhy are you here?

[victory-shining]

do not fuckin call me that my name is eridan E R I D A N

an im not answwerin to some bullshit nickname like pretender youvve got to be fuckin pullin my leg i deservve to be called by my name

im here because i clicked a followw button

[avwiltedvwiolet]

you really are just like him... hm...

yeah but vwhy did you click the button? vwhat drovwe you to think the blog of a broken toy vwould be vworth followving?

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