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Portfolio site for Axel B

New portfolio website! Including links to my non fanart work and commissions info (which will be updated soon; it's not available right now because I'm reworking what I'm offering).

Right now there aren't too many things up on it because I tend to keep my portfolios light; in terms of finding specific fanart stuff the tumblr tag search will be better than this. But once I have comms info sorted out they will live here & I'll update this post to reflect that!

#rambles.txt #my art #pinned post

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a fun part also of trying to pin down the time-line of jdate is if they're about 28/29 in 2016, then they were teenagers in the 2000s. this means that not only are they 90s kids, Dave could very well have had an emo or goth phase in high school, and that's very funny to me

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I personally think he had all the hallmarks of a goth/emo phase, like wearing a fair amount of black (probably internalized fatphobia mostly) and listening to emo and metal music (we already know at least one of the two had that Whitesnake CD), but he was 110% in denial about it. do not call him emo he is NOT emo he would never touch "guyliner." pay no attention to the amount of The Cure he's listened to.

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John verifiably had a The Matrix phase, which does loosely fall under the goth umbrella as well, and I do think he was the primary guy teasing Dave for being emo. pot-kettle and all that.

axemetaphor

a fun part also of trying to pin down the time-line of jdate is if they're about 28/29 in 2016, then they were teenagers in the 2000s. this means that not only are they 90s kids, Dave could very well have had an emo or goth phase in high school, and that's very funny to me

axemetaphor

I personally think he had all the hallmarks of a goth/emo phase, like wearing a fair amount of black (probably internalized fatphobia mostly) and listening to emo and metal music (we already know at least one of the two had that Whitesnake CD), but he was 110% in denial about it. do not call him emo he is NOT emo he would never touch "guyliner." pay no attention to the amount of The Cure he's listened to.

#david wong you would have loved The Black Parade dont deny it

a fun part also of trying to pin down the time-line of jdate is if they're about 28/29 in 2016, then they were teenagers in the 2000s. this means that not only are they 90s kids, Dave could very well have had an emo or goth phase in high school, and that's very funny to me

#rambles.txt #shitpost

been doing some light research for Rings of Grass + trying to fuckin', pin down what year all the books before book 4 would've taken place in if in book 4 it's 2016 and theyre almost 30, and man, it's crazy just how recent legal gay marriage in this country really is

it's hard to pin down given every state is kinda doin their own thing but yeah, if the trio are about 28/29 in 2016, then all of this shit might've begun going down in, say, 2008 (making them around 20 in book1), meaning RoG john and dave's marriage wouldnt be legal, since i decided they did that pre-book1, maybe as early as 2006, when they were 18/19 or so

#crazy to think about. also has me thinking of all the various Illegal Schemes john would come up with to marry dave #rambles.txt #delete later #rog #rings of grass #rog au #my au

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Portfolio site for Axel B

New portfolio website! Including links to my non fanart work and commissions info (which will be updated soon; it's not available right now because I'm reworking what I'm offering).

Right now there aren't too many things up on it because I tend to keep my portfolios light; in terms of finding specific fanart stuff the tumblr tag search will be better than this. But once I have comms info sorted out they will live here & I'll update this post to reflect that!

axemetaphor

Updated this thang Again, working on getting comms info together but rn it's mostly just, I've added a shit ton more personal work and separated it out into more categories. I still have stuff to add actually but I have to dig it out of random hard drives lmao

#aometime in the coming weeks ill get comms up and running #just need to sort out the payment part #rambles.txt #self reblog

possessive

#jdate #my art #doodles #cheesewong #i think im gonna stop tagging my au art in main i feel annoying but #rog au #rings of grass au #i don't like this piece at all tbh i dont like any of my art rn #watch this get no notes and i delete it in the morning SJSKSNKSND #kinda considering pivoting entirely to oc art bc at least nobody has Ever given many fucks about those #+ im the only one who knows when it looks bad and off model meanwhile everyone probably knows when im drawing John badly

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

updated RoG finally, the first 3 chapters rewritten and the 4th now published! :] don’t worry the original didn’t go anywhere, and you can get a gdrive link from the Notes at the start of chapter 4. i encourage you to download it if you want to.

In this chapter: Dave’s injuries post-Korrok Event, and the destruction of their local Wendy’s.

#ok i may just stop posting links to my ao3 on here because this is just embarrassing

I haven't rly mentioned it here but my life is Not Going Well I basically have 2 months to get a job or I become homeless/have to move back in with my family. for reference the last time I had to live with them for an extended period of time is also the last time I tried to kms and I nearly succeeded so ✌️

#suicide mention #im struggling so hard to get a job. everything is AI. everything.#it all feels so hopeless lol #im also trying to move out of Florida. its not safe #the city im in rn is like ... Okay. not too bad. where my parents live though? i could easily be murdered.#i Need to leave. i need someone outside Florida to hire me. but no one is hiring

the only thing that feels worse than making art is not making art hsjsnskdn

#rambles.txt #delete later #kinda wanna nuke my whole life tbh

I'm having another spell of being like. deeply embarrassed of my own work. so I'm probably not going to post for a hot minute

#none of my work is really getting notes too much these days so its probably fine #i just feel like all of it is so out of character and if a stranger came upon it theyd fuckin hate me #and i feel like theyd be right to #i always feel like my contributions just ruin fandom spaces. theyre never good. im always annoying #rambles.txt #delete later

I'm working on that one comic from last year again

#this time it's gonna get finished cause i did actually write the ending to it #it is 11 pages and is definitely gonna take me a long while #im colouring it fully just for fun #rambles.txt #jdate #delete later #my art #doodles #wip

really struggling with drawing Joy cause I see her in my head as having straight hair in a silk press kind of texture but I fucking hate drawing straight hair

#it always looks so flat ...#rambles.txt #delete later #might just say fuck it and give her curly hair anyway

squad

#john is blonde again #i do like thinking of him as a natural brunette who bleaches the Fuck out of his hair #his hair is intermittently extremely well cared for and soft then crispy as straw #jdate #my art #doodles #john dies at the end #im trying to get back into illustrations but honestly i am not doing well mentally el oh el #dont expect much from me #anyway. do you guys like Emo Dave. i like Emo Dave #he starts letting Amy cut his hair for him and is too depressed to do it himself so when shes too busy it doesnt get done #and it gets in his face and annoys him

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

updated RoG finally, the first 3 chapters rewritten and the 4th now published! :] don’t worry the original didn’t go anywhere, and you can get a gdrive link from the Notes at the start of chapter 4. i encourage you to download it if you want to.

In this chapter: Dave’s injuries post-Korrok Event, and the destruction of their local Wendy’s.

#idk if anybody saw this yesterday but um #pls read it i promise its good

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

updated RoG finally, the first 3 chapters rewritten and the 4th now published! :] don’t worry the original didn’t go anywhere, and you can get a gdrive link from the Notes at the start of chapter 4. i encourage you to download it if you want to.

In this chapter: Dave’s injuries post-Korrok Event, and the destruction of their local Wendy’s.

#rings of grass #rog au #my au #my writing #jdate #john dies at the end #rings of grass au #i really hope people like it i hope it hasnt been too long #i highly encourage rereading earlier chapters ive added more details and moved some stuff

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decay/rebirth

#yessssss eldritch horror fleshspaghetti beast #i need to get back into reading more of your website ive been so busy job hunting :/#heavy force

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