“ It’s harder than you think. ”
“ I don’t know… how to explain it. ”
“ It hurts… a lot, not every time but… at same time, every time.”
“ There’s this major gap inside my chest, a void that makes me ill. ”
“ – I wake up in the middle of the night not recognizing myself. ”
“ I just… want something better, you feel? ”
“ Shut up! As if you understand. ”
“ When – When did you ever stop and think about me in all this ?”
“ What do you want me to do???”
“ I can’t keep ignoring it forever, ( name ) !“
“ You — You weren’t supposed to see that. “
“ I used to… but… not anymore. ”
“ I’ve stayed clean! I have been good! I have TRIED, okay? ”
“ It feels like I’m running and running… without getting further away. “
“ What you see is not what I see, okay. ”
“ That — Person in the mirror… it’s not me, it’s not m e. ”
“ I don’t know what hurts me the most, myself or you. “
“ Have you… ever — you know ? “
“ I regret it. Until this very day… I regret it.”
“ Please don’t make me look at it. “
“ It’s not like I expect you to understand. “
“ It’s… as if you’re not even trying. “
“ …could you try…? For us at least? ”