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all my favorite characters shoved into one

[b0x-cat]

Hi

so basically i just wanted a place where not many of my friends are on(i think) where i could make silly rants and post and whatnot so yeah(if you know me irl, ignore me)

basics:

she/her

bisexual, asexual

17 years old

current interests

Smallishbeans

more tba

constant interests

pokemon

Smallishbeans

Empires SMP(i actually live in Mezalea☝️)

thats really all i can think of that you need to know, feel free to chat/send in asks and stuff

[b0x-cat]

broo i love how my parents have such blatant favoritism atp, like

wdym im over here teaching YOUR son, yk, the one YOU decided to have, how to clean a toilet and sink at the age of 12 🫩

“oh its cause girls mature faster than boys!”

bitch i was 4 when you taught me. i was barely speaking and i was cleaning the entire bathroom at 5.

your son is about to be 12 and just now learned how to clean a SINK AND TOILET NOT EVEN THE WHOLE BATHROOM??

not only this, she genuinely favors him over me in every way

he doesn’t know how to read and he is going into the sixth grade in less than a year.

i had a college reading level by 4th grade.

ahe doesnt even encourage him to try and read, and when i try, im the one who gets in trouble

🫩

[b0x-cat]

idk if this is just a me thing but like i hate being so lonely

like yeah, i enjoy my alone time but why is it that im never invited to anything, never texted unless i text first, never asked to play games, ive never been my best friend’s best friend

i hate it

i always feel out of place when im with my friends or that i dont belong because everyone else is so close and meanwhile im just there

why cant i fit in

ive had this constant feeling of not being like others for my entire life, whether im with friends or family

i get so jealous when new people become friends with my friends and they can instantly mesh well together, because I want to be like that with my friends but no matter what i just dont feel like a normal person

i just want the feeling to go away

[b0x-cat]

drop some Minecraft args for me to watch !

as i sit here waiting for uploads from my favorite hermits, id like some good args to watch:3

[b0x-cat]

wishing everyone a happy new years!!

[b0x-cat]

used my new acrylic markers to draw christmas joel !!

taken at a weird angle btw so there is some glare!

KIND criticism would be greatly appreciated!! still trying to improve my drawings for people(i think im getting there?)

[b0x-cat]

dude youbknow the hyper fixation is getting bad when you have a whole google spreadsheet for each swries and each youruber, along with a google docs describing everything thing i find interesting

[lillaray]

Just a normal guy over here

[pixveerei]

everything's fine and everything's normal of course

[sproutellini]

His skin I like

[smallcloverleaf]

Everything is fine.

[b0x-cat]

anyone else love being yelled at because their astigmatism is so bad, they genuinely can not see at night?

just me? okay.

[candyje11yfish]

Everything is fine! everything is normal!🌈

[b0x-cat]

also my life seires pins came in!!!

i only gto Lizzie and Joel cause 1. Theyre my parents basically and 2. ive watched Joelms pov everytime and numerous times(im on my like 10 rewatch :3)

i need to watch Lizzie’s but im genuinely so fixated on Joel that hes all im watching atp

hes even my roblox avatar

[b0x-cat]

a realt really sloppy sketch of a possible lemur! Joel design i made before falling asleep

i really love the way joel’s whole aesthetic is looking right now and cant wait to see it develop more!!

you’ll probably see more of lemur joel in the fiture !

[ariespetal]

sdr2 survivors sleeping in one big pile is actually something so special to me

[b0x-cat]

bro can parents just keep somethings to themselves

like yes, i am petrified to drive because of how people drive around me, no that doesnt mean im not willing to learn, just give me five fucking minutes to calm down

you dont have to call me pathetic and lazy because im scared to drive

also, we havent left the fucking house in who knows how long, how do you want me to get hours when youre not wanting to leave??