#vent post ig

[hyperfixatedfandomer]

Logging in on TikTok to be jumpscared by the most braindead, shallow and ignorant opinions on Spider ever

[kabiuisnowheretoo]

(TW ABUSE RAHFHRJHT)

"Hey guys, did you know I had a Papa Louie AU where Professor Fitz goes around killing parents of abused children to adopt them and raise them in a happy and nice environment and the only reason I made this AU is to cope with the fact I was abused since birth by 99% of the adults around me ?"

-Kabiu aka the one with a Papa Louie AU where Professor Fitz goes around killing parents of abused children to adopt them and raise them in a happy and nice environment and the only reason she made this AU is to cope with the fact that she was abused since birth by 99% of the adults around her

[sloppygloppybedsheetsnsocks]

Sometimes I pretend to be human.

Sometimes I wonder what I wear underneath.

It's not the same for me and you.

We both feel pain, but it's not the same.

I don't feel the same way about it as you.

But I say I do.

I act the way I should.

I put on my face all for you.

Sometimes I have this overwhelming feeling that I am unwanted and unlovable because I only know how to make the wrong choices.

[donniehaspronouns]

god I’m having such a hard time with Thanksgiving coming up and I’m not going to be with my family for the first time in 23 years of being alive and it’s really weighing on me just 24/7. currently in the middle of a fight with my sister about it and I’ve been lowkey avoiding responding bc I don’t want to have this argument but it has to happen. and I’m really sick which doesn’t really help I’m just so tired. this sucks

[notadreamurr]

I feel so unmotivated, like I dont want to do anything. I dont want to leave the house, work, even talking to others feels like such a drag. If I was given a once in a lifetime trip to anywhere I wanted id probably just want to stay home, because all that travelings just too much work. Maybe im depressed or something, idk.

[ang3lf4c3-d0llh34rt]

if I don’t become an actress I’m doomed for death.

[finnabis]

I had a bad day so let's talk about it:

It was around 11 when a teacher called me to their office and they shown me a screenshot of me on Tumblr, with DMS open and they kept asking if I knew these people (irl) and was safe (in a quite accusatory way, like determing I'm not safe before I even spoke about it, to the point she said I can't determine whether I'm safe or not until I'm 18?) and was talking about shit and I honestly felt awful because I do feel safe on here, not only do I feel safe but Tumblr is one of the only places I actually feel happy on. Anyways she kept talking about it and then she said she is going to contact IT to block the site off of school computers and my heart fucking dropped and if I wasn't already so angry I would've broke down (I mean I did later on but that's besides the point) and then I got suspended for breaking the teachers chair and my parents got told about this situation because of course they did. As much as I dislike my parents I thank them for this because THEY AGREED WITH ME!

So like, my school has spyware on the computers because how else would they fucking take a screenshot from my computer.

This whole situation is a mess and I cried when I was alone in the office because I was scared of losing you, losing all of the friends I made on Tumblr, scared of my phone getting taken away and having no way of talking with you. I was scared of being alone... And having no friends ha. I didn't care about the fact I was suspended or that I my hands were bleeding and I was in pain (I accidentally cut myself whilst getting mad) I was just scared of losing you...

So uhh yeah, if you were wondering why I wasn't online for a few hours that's why.

End of rant ig

(fin)

[a-fucking-tornado]

I'm not pyromaniac, I just feel an unsettlingly imense sense of relief when I set stuff on fire.