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Lovely little thing 🍭 •explicit• #b4bydull

[b4bydull]

Oh, but don’t you wonder?

[redrola]

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[b4bydull]

☀️

[blvckoni]

“Blah blah blah, blah blah blah.”

- Blah

[b4bydull]

I related to this more than I’d like

[1anonyymous1]

“are u okay?” no i need more money

[weltenwellen]

Tomas Transtromer, from"Streets in Shanghai“ Bright Scythe

[weltenwellen]

“Odd as it may seem, I am my remembering self, and the experiencing self, who does my living, is like a stranger to me.”

— Daniel Kahneman, Thinking, Fast and Slow

[callmehass]

[villaine-deactivated20191223]

night, a poem by me.

[b4bydull]

I loooooove this with lots of my heart strings

[jacaylsdcbhsdhk-deactivated2020]

idk maybe I’m the only one but I sometimes have full blown arguments with myself and it’s like it dienst even matter if I’m in public or whatever I’m like I’m busy !! I need to smack some sense into myself

[jacaylsdcbhsdhk-deactivated2020]

me @ me: ok so why did you sleep @ 2 am knowing full well you had to wake up @ 6 the next morning excuse me ??

me @ me: well ..

me: what excuses do you have ?? now you’re gunna be tired and angry the whole day and whose fault is it

[jacaylsdcbhsdhk-deactivated2020]

what fruit is your love langauge ?

[b4bydull]

Kiwi and raspberries

[podencos]

Not to be that person but I keep slipping in and out of dimensions

[dirbyagnesvarda]

remember when ocean vuong said “the most beautiful part of your body is where it’s headed & remember loneliness is still time spent with the world” and “to look at something is to fill your whole life with it” and “don’t we touch each other just to prove we’re still here” and “if only briefly, hunger is to give the body what it knows it cannot keep” and “i miss you more than i remember you” and “days I feel like a human being, while other days i feel more like a sound, i touch the world not as myself but as an echo of who i was” 

[firstfullmoon]

Maybe the centipede in the cellar knows with its many disgusting legs why I am sad. No one else does. I want to be a sweetheart in every moment, full of goats & xylophones, as charming as a hill with a small village on it. I want to be a village full of sweethearts, as you are, every second of the day, cooking me soups & drawing me pictures & holding me, my inexplicable & elephant sadness, with your infinite arms. But isn’t it true, you are not always why I am happy. & I promise it is true, you are almost never why, why I am sad. You are just in the same room with me & my unsweet, uncharming, completely uninteresting sadness. I wish it could unbelong itself from me, unstick from my face. 

— Chen Chen, from “Elegy for My Sadness”

[februaryflora-deactivated201811]

every few months it feels like i relearn the whole entire world

[thegoodvybe]

I want a fresh start. To become someone I like seeing when I look in the mirror. That’s all I want - more than anything.

[penny]

“So give me a run for my money Sipping bubbly, feeling lovely, living lovely Just love me, I wanna be with you”

— “Love” (Kendrick Lamar)