wandering through the abyss

they/them | trauma venting

[areweforgiven]

being mentally ill is so embarrasing how can you explain to a normal person that you had to psych yourself up for half an hour to like get off the floor

[nocountryforlesbians]

head not empty, many abstract uncommunicatable thoughts

[justapeiceofshit]

[iwas-handpicked]

stop asking me what my plan for the day is, it’s the same as always, self sabotage

[xinsanely-mentalx]

Person: describe your personality

Me: ?????????????bad???????????¯\_(ツ)_/¯???????????

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[stresssoanddepresso]

I’m not even on a path to self destruction anymore, I’m there, I’m fucking gone.

[gogh-save-the-bees]

disconnected ; body dysphoria and dysmorphia // a self portrait

[godsworms]

reblog if you feel disconnected from your body 90% of the time and refer to yourself in second person singular or first person plural

[dancefloors]

mirrors are literally insane lol. like that’s me but it really isn’t.

[miserablenskinny]

no offense but mental illness is the only concrete thing about me and if i were to recover i’d have no idea who i am and that terrifies me

[quiiescenza]

Heather Havrileski, "I'm Broke and Mostly Friendless, And I've Wasted My Whole Life"

[traumatized-suggestion]

I mourn who and what I could’ve been without my traumas everyday. I could’ve been so much more than i am. I could’ve been healthy. I could’ve been a real person.

[iamquietlydrowning]

[depression-healthy-carrier]

The worst part of depression is waking up and the first thought that pops in your head is how shitty you feel, alone and already struggling to get through the day before it’s even started.

[chaampagnemamii]

I don’t even care *crys for hours*

[funnymemes-and-kinkydreams]