Brooklynjonesy

I'd tell you to kiss my ass🍑🍑 but im afraid you'll fall in love 😍😍than I'll never get rid you of you

[valentina-poem]

[gumtooth]

blood orange 🍊💉

[pinkw0rld-deactivated20210309]

remember when you were 12 and the internet seemed like an endless source of fun and now you just scroll through tumblr and check instagram?

[pinkw0rld-deactivated20210309]

or is that just me

[p1x1egutz]

thought i was the only that felt this way lol

[parallaxia]

The internet when you were 12 in 2007: Most of your friends didn’t use it and neither did your parents. Corporations didn’t fully understand it yet, commercialization consisted almost exclusively of banner ads. The most popular social media was MySpace, of which you could personalize almost every aspect and nobody’s parents used. Instead of having one Nerd Website that everyone uses, you had accounts on a bunch of different forums related to your interests and each had its own unique environment. YouTube was an uncharted terrain of kids just like you uploading whatever they wanted, unpolished and unedited with no ad partnerships.

The internet in 2020: Literally everyone is online, every member of your family has an account on each of the most popular websites. Instead of being a place you can enter on your own terms when you’re ready, the internet now comes to you, giving you a little spike of anxiety with every new notification. Ad spam is everywhere and it’s becoming increasingly harder to differentiate between real people and marketing schemes. The most popular social media websites have streamlined, neutral colored UIs that cannot be personalized at all beyond a singular photo and username. Instead of being a haven for fellow weirdos, everyone is a denizen of the internet now. 90% of online activity for your interests takes place on a single website, the community is going to be devastated if it ever goes down but what can be done? YouTube is just mainstream television but on the internet now, YouTubers are rich celebrities who live in Hollywood mansions.

[xxglitterghostxx]

Im so glad people are talking about this cuz Ive been scared it was mainly my depression sapping the joy out of everything again

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[babysmokeysblog]

Things your don’t tell your therapist

You don’t tell your therapist that while you’re cutting vegetables you fantasize about the knife sticking outta your stomach

Or the times you’re driving on the freeway and wanna take a sharp turn into incoming traffic going 80mph

What about the fact that every time you cross a bridge or the over pass while driving you wanna dive off

Or the times you sit on the bathroom floor fantasizing about all the ways I can end all this pain

But instead you try to keep this happy picture perfect image of yourself. I can say I’m doing better because I have healed scares but no one sees when I slice the bottom of my feet open because no one will notice but you are reminded every step you take as it rips the scares back open and the blood pores into my socks

It’s getting harder and harder to pretend you’re okay and smile everyday

[babysmokeysblog]

I slice the bottom of my feet because I want you too think I’m doing better that all my scars are healed but every time I take a step I feel the cuts ripping open sometime blood pours into my socks

[diphyllia-grayi]

there is a point in your depression where you just give up on getting better but you still won’t kill yourself. you just float around in this state of nothingness and don’t notice anything around you because you’re just so numb and you just don’t want to anything about it anymore

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[monsters-in-your-head]

[monsters-in-your-head]

[ukiyoexo]

Thought I could fly, So I stepped off the golden. Nobody cried, Nobody even noticed.

[missingyouonly]

[nutelladreams]

The only thing I know for sure is that I’m going to kill myself one day

[claclounche]

[anotherfucked-up-girl]

[real-demons]

[danger]