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rommulas x 2hollis
tags: drvg misuse, oral, overstimulation, teasing, od, idk what else lol
a/n: iโm finally back !! my writers block practically ruined me but im back !! i love the way this one turned out, i hope u do too <2 finally i wrote romllis itโs been aaages !! i love all of u and i hope u like this one <2 @xovanillye this oneโs for you ๐ฅน
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with roman & hollis playing at lollapalooza, that means they have to share a hotel room for 2 weeks, since theyโre playing on both weekends. the boys have always been close, they never had an awkward friendship stage, they got along together almost instantly. they were very excited to perform in front of so many people, roman especially. this was his first time performing in a spanish speaking country, so this had to be perfect.
as soon as the boys walked into the large field where the festival was being held, they looked around before getting pulled by 2 spanish speaking interviewers. they gave them both earpieces & microphones while speaking quickly in spanish. roman tried his best to translate to hollis but before he could finish, they were on air. the examiners speak to the camera in spanish. hollis and roman look at eachother, hollis bites his lip and shrugs his shoulders, roman nods his head and mouths, โiโll translate, donโt worry.โ
hollis clearly eases himself, his shoulders dropping and he sits up straight, ready for any questions that come for him. the interviewers finally turn to the boys and one of them talks in english. hollis worried for nothing. the boys answered all the questions and listened quietly to everything they had to say. a few minutes pass and one of the examiners ask roman where he got his music inspiration from. he begins listing some things in spanish while hollis just stares blankly. then roman goes on to say, โhollis honestly, a lot. heโs my, my beginning state, every day. well and now. what about you hollis? what do you think?โ romans words quieten, trying to ease hollis out of his detached state. hollis shakes his head, waking himself up before giving his answer. he was in a trance from romans spanish. his accent caught him off guard, the way his words just flowed out effortlessly, hollis always forgets that romans first language is spanish, because roman strictly doesnโt speak spanish in front of any of his american friends, he claims itโs โshamefulโ and he thinks his accent isnโt right.
the interviewers start focusing more on hollis, about how his career started and how his mom had a huge impact in his music life. roman watched him quietly, observing him. he instinctively reaches his arm out, edging to touch hollis, but he realises quickly that heโs being recorded, so he plays it off by placing his hand on hollisโ chair. he keeps his gaze locked on hollis, reading his lips, but he isnโt really listening.
finally, they say goodbye to the interviewers & make their way to actually look around the venue, since they only had 2 minutes before they got dragged into a set room.
โro, i donโt know what you said but your spanish is insane. why do you always refuse to speak it when i ask?โ
โi just donโt like speaking spanish.โ
โyouโre crazy good, i wish youโd let me hear you speak it more.โ hollis pushes roman playfully.
roman smiles. they walk the next few minutes in silence, just taking in their surroundings. they make it to the stage where theyโll be performing and they look at eachother. โthis one looks bigger than the coachella stage.โ hollis says in awe, mouth gaped open. โfor sure.โ roman replies. they walk around the stage, making it backstage. they meet a few new people, most of them are spanish but can speak english. after a short while, itโs finally hollisโ time to go up.
โwhere the fucks my earpiece?โ hollis scurries around, the intro to flash is already playing and he needs to be out on stage in less than 20 seconds. roman joins him, searching everywhere for his tiny little earbud. โhere man, it was right in front of you, focus more bro.โ roman tosses it to hollis and he shoves it into his ear, no time to adjust it comfortably. hollis runs up to the side stage, jumping on the spot, the adrenaline getting to him. roman is right behind him, he places a hand on hollisโ shoulder and says โyou got this holli, iโll be out there with you soon.โ roman rubs hollisโ back before pushing him onto the stage. hollis instantly starts jumping and shouting down the mic, as of he wasnโt stressing 2 seconds ago. roman stands and watches hollis for a moment, hands on his hips and his head tilted, not just watching, but admiring. hollisโ eyes meet romans, for a moment too long. his next song comes on and he comes closer to the edge of the stage. roman finally backs away, making his way to where him & hollis was sat. their jackets are thrown over their chairs, marking the spot as theirs. roman scrolls on his phone for a moment, listening to whatever song hollis is screaming next, and waiting for him to announce his entrance.
โargentina what the fuck is going on?โ hollis screams down the mic, thats romans cue. he sprints up to the side stage, much more organised then hollis, he adjusts his earpiece and attaches his mic pack to the back of his jeans. roman gives hollis a nod and hollis smiles.
โargentina youโve been fucking amazing for me tonight, but i wanna invite my brother onto the stage. give it up for rommulas!โ hollis yells and the instrumental of no me importa starts playing. roman sprints out and the crowd start screaming, jumping and cheering, the whole atmosphere changes. the red light illuminates the boys beautifully. hollis jumps a round for a little longer before giving the stage up fully. roman starts singing the lyrics and the crowd get louder, not expecting spanish to come out of the brunettes mouth. no me importa eventually comes to end and roman chants something in spanish. hollis keeps it in mind, and heโll ask him what he said when they get back to their hotel. hollis never goes back to where they were sat, he stays on the side stage, watching roman more thoroughly.
romans set is going great. he sang all the songs off his ANIMรL album & teased a few unreleased too. roman turns his head to see if hollis is still there since he had been the whole time, but this time, he wasnโt. hollis went over to the bar to grab a few drinks, he was getting tired but he didnโt wanna crash as soon as he got back to the hotel. he bought a bottle of beer for roman for after his set too. hollis jogs his way back to roman, wanting to be on stage for left to right. he hears the instrumental start playing and he starts sprinting, he canโt miss this, he canโt leave roman out there alone, he promised heโd be out there with him. roman looks on both sides of the stage, hollis is nowhere. roman just accepts that hollis wonโt come out & starts throwing his mic from his left hand to his right, as soon as heโs about to sing his first verse, hollis runs out from the side stage. roman letโs out a sigh of relief and pushes hollis playfully, mouthing โwhat the fuck?โ in between his lyrics. hollis grabs romans arm and replies, โiโm sorry.โ roman nearly messes up his next line but he quickly fixes his pace. then comes hollisโ verse. the boys sing their hearts out before saying farewell to their crowd.
โiโll be back argentia, i love you all thank you for being here tonight, 2!!โ hollis yells.
โpuede que mi espaรฑol no sea el mejor, pero mi corazรณn es mexicano!โ roman yells while blowing kisses to the crowd.
the boys come off stage and as soon as they get behind the curtain, roman punches hollis. โyou fucking scared me out there, i thought you werenโt gonna come out i was stressing.โ roman yells playfully, but his eyes glisten with faint tears.
โof course i wasnโt gonna leave you ro, i just had to get some alcohol to wake myself up, i got you one too look- oh fuck youโre crying.โ hollis points the glass bottle to roman but sets it down on the floor quickly and embraces roman. โplease donโt cry ro, you know iโm bad at comforting people.โ hollis rubs romans back and holds his head, scratching gently while messing with his dark curls. roman letโs his tears fall on hollisโ shoulder, completely melting into his grasp. their bodies stay pressed up against eachother for a quiet moment, hollis still gently caressing romans head before roman starts to pull away, hollis lets go of roman. โi donโt even know why iโm crying, give me some nic iโm being dramatic as fuck.โ
โyouโre not being dramatic ro, weโve both gotten like 2 hours of sleep and you were stressed.โ hollis says, reaching for the cigarettes in his back pocket. he opens the box and thereโs 2 left. โperfect.โ he passes one to roman and takes one out for himself.
โi deadass thought you werenโt gonna come.โ roman says quietly, lighting his cigarette and bringing it to his mouth to take it in.
โi already told you, there was no way i was gonna leave you out there man, i literally sprinted when i heard left to right start playing, i nearly dropped your drink.โ hollis takes a blow of his cigarette & stares down at the floor. at this point, the boys are walking back to their hotel, itโs only about a 10 minute walk from the venue & the weather was treating them well, so they chose to walk. roman yawns and throws his cigarette to the floor and steps on it to blow it out, hollis does the same. thereโs around 2 more minutes left until the boys make it to their hotel.
โiโm showering first by the way.โ hollis tries breaking the silence.
โsure, iโll probably fall asleep before youโre done anyway.โ
โalready? i only drank tonight to stay awake man.โ
โweโre running off 2 hours of sleep & weโre performing all day tomorrow, you really wanna stay up late?โ
โyeah, weโre in a whole new country, imagine what the tv is like here.โ
the boys both break out into laughter as they walk into the lobby of their fancy hotel in the middle of argentina. the lady at the front desk greets the boys in spanish and hollis pulls his phone out, showing her the room he ordered, she nods and places the key on the desk. hollis grabs it and says โgraciasโ. roman giggles to himself, โwas that not how you say it?โ hollis asks.
โno, no, it was fine, just.. your accent..โ roman laughs even louder this time.
hollis tuts. โyou know you could teach me some spanish instead of bullying me.โ
โmaybe. iโll think about it.โ roman yawns.
the boys make it up to their room, theyโre greeted with cold air since the ac was left on full blast by the previous inhabitants. the room is beautiful & big. thereโs an open living room which lead to the bedroom around the corner, there is 2 double beds and roman instantly calls dibs on the bed by the window. โthis place is so dope.โ roman kicks his shoes off, takes his shirt & belt off and he lets his jeans fall down to his ankles, leaving him in just his boxers. he starts ruffling with the pillows and untucking the comforter to get into bed.
โromaaaan, youโre actually going to sleep?โ hollis whines from the other side of the room, he drags all his words out, hoping roman will give him a bit of sympathy.
โyeah man, we can crash later tomorrow, please let me just have tonight.โ roman sits on the edge of his bed, waiting for hollis to actually let him go to sleep.
โjust at least one more hour, turn the tv on see what they have.โ hollis begs, he walks into the bedroom and looks over at roman. hollis tosses the tv remote to roman and he catches it.
โfine, if thereโs nothing good then iโm going to sleep.โ roman rolls his eyes and walks over to the couch. โsince youโre so eager iโll go get a beer from the bar downstairs, thatโll keep me awake for a little longer.โ
โget me one!โ hollis yells from the bathroom.
roman digs through his backpack which is packed with a few clothes & cigarette packs. he throws some grey joggers on since theyโre the comfiest & easiest to put on. he keeps his shirt off since heโs only going down to the lobby. he takes hollisโ card and heads downstairs. roman keeps yawning so he speed walks to the bar before his fatigue is irreversible. he makes it, and itโs packed. the air is hot & thick, this just makes him even more exhausted then he already was, the warmth relaxing him. he shuffles through bodies trying to get to the counter, many girls touching his waist & abs, trying to make conversations with him. โiโm good thanks, yeah iโm just tryna get past.. excuse me.. no thank you..โ
after what felt like forever, he makes it to the counter. โhey. please may i get 2 spirits, no i donโt want to open a tab, no i donโt want anything else, iโm bringing them up to my room.โ roman says hurriedly, he just wants to go to sleep, hollis is basically torturing him. hopefully hollis takes ages in the shower so roman can just fall asleep on the couch and act like he was waiting for hollis. he sips his spirit and the alcohol instantly has and affect on him, his eyes widen and his shoulders drop. he had so much built up tension which he didnโt even notice. roman gets back up to the room and he kicks the door open, both his hands being occupied by the drinks. roman hears the shower going, thank god. he steps in and closes the door with his foot. he sets the drinks on the table and sits on the couch, clicking the buttons on the tv remote, trying to find anything that actually catches his eye as interesting. he continues sipping his drink and he finally finds something that he doesnโt mind watching, food network. roman raises his eyebrows and nods his head, he didnโt think argentina would have this here. itโs his favourite channel.
he slouches back into the comfy plush pillows of the couch. the show has spanish monologue, but he turns on the english subtitles for when hollis comes out of the bathroom. roman realises that hollis is taking a lot longer than usual, so he gets up from the couch and knocks on the bathroom door. โyo, holli, everything alright in there?โ roman rests his head on the door. no answer. roman knocks again. โholli, iโm gonna go to sleep if youโre not out in 2 minutes.โ no answer. โthats it iโm coming in hollis.โ roman pushes the door open and steam spills out of the scorching hot bathroom. roman swats his hand in front of his face, trying to see though the thick smog but it doesnโt work very well. โwhat the fuck hollis? how hot do you need this shit?โ roman steps into the bathroom & heโs greeted with hollis laying on the floor. โwhat the fuck.โ roman drops to his knees and instinctively reaches for hollisโ pulse. luckily, he can feel it. roman shoots up to turn the shower off & he opens the window. he tries picking hollis up but heโs completely limp. โoh my god no, fuck no please holli. please holli oh my god.โ roman rushes around, completely lost. he eventually picks hollis up and carries him over to the bed. he drops him and hollis is like a ragdoll, itโs almost uncanny. โholli please what the fuck happened to you?โ roman pleads, tears swelling in his eyes. roman rumbles through hollisโ pockets, searching for any kind of drug that couldโve done this to him but nothing. this has never happened to him from cigarettes or alcohol, so he mustโve taken something. was his drink laced? roman places his hand on hollis chest desperately, his heart beat is slow but somewhat neutral. he doesnโt know what to do with himself. should he call an ambulance? should he get help from the lobby? he start spiralling & thinking about what couldโve happened in the time he was gone. thereโs no point doing cpr if heโs breathing so he just needs to wait. he sits on the edge of the bed next to hollis, just observing. romans breathing intensifies, he tries to calm himself down but he canโt stop himself from thinking of all the bad things that couldโve happened to his best friend. he takes his drink from the table and rushes over to the bathroom sink, he tips the rest of his drink our and pours cold water into his cup. he gets back into the bedroom and props hollis up against the headboard and gently splashes the water on his face. hollisโ head moves slightly, roman isnโt sure if thatโs because heโs waking up or if he wasnโt propped up properly. roman gets impatient and tips the cup of water over hollisโ head, waking him up.
hollis groans & flutters his eyes open, the bright light making it hard to keep them open.
โwhat the fuck was that? i had a heart attack.โ roman yells.
โmmmโ hollis moans and flutters his eyes shut again.
โno no no, hollis stay with me.โ roman pleads, gently tapping on hollisโ cheeks trying to get him to open his eyes.
โroโฆ fuuuuuuckkkkkk..โ hollis is a mess.
โholli please, youโre fucking scaring me. you canโt go to sleep until you tell me what the fuck you took.โ roman grips hollisโ wrist tight, shaking his arm to keep him awake.
โmmmmooollllyyyyy..โ hollis whines
โoh fuck off..โ roman whispers. he taps hollisโ cheek until he opens his eyes and heโs met with huge black pupils staring up at him. โhollis you fucking dumbass. why would you do that? do you not remember how you ended up last time you took that shit?โ
hollis just nods and closes his eyes again. he sinks into the bed and falls onto his side.
โhollis iโm real fucking tired man. now i gotta stay up all night with you to make sure you donโt fucking die.โ
โiโm sorry rommyyyyyโ
roman swallows hard. now definitely isnโt the time for a boner.
โwhere did you even get molly from?โ roman hopes he actually gets an answer.
โsooooomeeeoneeeโฆ baaaaarrrโฆโ
โat lollapalooza?โ
โyaaaaahhhh..โ
โhollis that shit was laced you fucking fool oh my god.โ
โmmmmmโ hollis groans.
โcome on holli. letโs get you under some cold water.โ
โnoooo iโm soooo comfffyyyy..โ
โi didnโt ask holli, come on now.โ roman puts hollisโ arm around his shoulder and he lifts him. he shuffles to take him to the shower but he gets him there eventually.
โtake your shirt & pants off but keep your underwear on.โ
hollis obeys. he fumbles with his belt but he canโt quite get it undone so roman does it for him.
โaaare you getting in with me?โ the only sentence hollis properly said without groaning.
โno hollis, but iโll be out here watching you, i need to make sure youโre okay.โ
โmmm pleaaase come in with meeeโฆโ hollis pleads, grabbing onto romans arms loosely. roman isnโt hard to convince.
โfine.โ roman strips, keeping his boxers on. the shower runs cold so hollis turns the warm water on higher. โno, you have to be under cold water to wake you up.โ
โbut itโs tooooo coooold rommmmyyy..โ
โfuck.โ roman moans under his breath, hollis knows exactly what heโs doing.
the shower isnโt exactly big, so the boys are placed pretty close together. hollis stands with his whole body under the water, his head lifted up so the water splashes on his face. roman is stood by the shower door, watching hollis subtly.
โwhy are you sooo far, come here.โ hollis holds his arm out & beckons roman to come under the water.
roman shakes his head. โno holl, 2 more minutes and youโre getting out. this was only to wake you up, you canโt go to sleep for the next few hours until whatever that fucking drug you took wears off a bit.โ he stays leaning against the wall with his arms folded. hollis rolls his eyes and turns the water off.
โokay iโm done.โ hollis shuffles toward the shower door but roman stops him.
โwait there, iโll get you a towel i donโt want you to soak up the floor.โ
โokay.โ hollis shivers.
roman steps out of the shower onto the bath mat and dries his feet before going into the bedroom. he grabs a white folded towel from the bed and comes back into the bathroom. โholli i told you to stay in the shower.โ roman shakes his head. โlook at how soaked the floor is.โ roman lowers his tone like hollis is a child.
โiโm sorry rommy.โ hollis pleads, he looks down at roman with his enlarged pupils, looking like a cat that just spotted a mouse.
โstop- stop calling me that.โ roman avoids eye contact and puts the towel over hollisโ shoulders. โdry yourself off.โ roman goes back in the bedroom to grab another towel to clean the mess hollis left all over the bathroom floor. in the meantime, hollis starts patting himself dry. heโs very dizzy at this point but he tries his best to stand straight. roman comes back and he notices how unstable hollis is. โyouโre a mess. get into bed.โ
โiโm not tired yet rommy.โ
โiโm not telling you to go to sleep, iโm telling you to go lay down.โ
โyou like telling me what to do huh?โ hollis teases.
โand you like listening to me. go.โ
roman kneels down & wipes the cold tiles dry. hollis reaches his arms out, holding onto the door frame to stabilise himself, then stumbles to the bedroom. roman trusts that heโll make it to the bed safely, and just as he stands up, he hears a thud. roman sighs and thinks that this is gonna be a long night. all he wanted to do was to go to sleep. roman drops the towel onto the towel rack and makes his way over to hollis, lay flat on the floor, face first. โholli this is gon be a real long fucking night. just do as youโre told.โ roman lifts hollisโ arms and stands him up, then quickly walks him over to his bed. โlay down, how are you feeling?โ
โreal fucking good.โ hollis moans and his eyes slip shut.
roman sits on the edge of hollisโ bed, just staring down at him in his relaxed state. โwhoever gave you that shit was tryna kill you i swear.โ
โiโm fiiiinnneeโ
โyeah iโm so sure.โ
โcome lay next to meโ hollis pats the space next to him.
โiโll fall asleep holli.โ
โplease rommy. iโll keep you awake.โ
roman folds. โi told you to stop calling me that.โ
โi see the way your eyes light up when i say it, youโre only acting like that because it turns you on.โ
the boys stare at eachother, romans cheeks flush pink.
โso, you joining me?โ hollis throws roman a faint grin.
roman rolls his eyes and gets in the bed next to hollis. he lays on top of the covers since hollisโ words warmed him up a lot more then they shouldโve. he realises blood isnโt just rushing to his face. he changes his mind and suddenly he does want to lay under the covers. โitโs not that warm ro.โ hollis tries pulling the comforter off roman.
โtrust me iโm freezing.โ roman shuffles away from hollis while holding the covers tightly over himself.
โyeah, your face tells a different story.โ hollis sits up and examines romans face. romans eyes squeeze shut & breathing hitched. romans thinking of anything possible to make his dick go down before hollis finds out what his words really do to him. hollis gazes down at the sheets, they start raising subtly.
โohhh, you couldโve just said ro, i can help you.โ
romans eyes widen, surely he didnโt hear hollis right. โyouโre not thinking straight.โ
โyeah, really straight to ask my best friend if he wants help getting rid of his boner isnโt it?โ
at least hollis doesnโt lose his humour while high.
โi meant- youโll regret it.โ
โroman. in the most โbroโ way possible, youโre so fucking hot. i wonโt regret shit.โ
romans mouth opens slightly. he stares at hollisโ lips, but kissing is too gay surely, especially since roman is completely sober. โholli we canโt.โ
โwhy not rommy? cuz youโre sober?โ
โno, well yeah, but we canโt-โ
โrommy youโre acting like this is our first time.โ
โwhat?โ
โweโve done this before.โ
โholli youโre out of your mind, no we havenโt.โ
โyouโre just sober this time. go smoke a blunt & get another spirit, then you might remember.โ
โholli what the fuck? we havenโt done anything-โ
โpass me my phone.โ
roman freezes in disbelief. what did he do with hollis? roman starts spiralling, trying to remember any time even something subtle couldโve happened, but nearly every single time the boys are abroad, they get high.
โro, pass me my phone.โ hollis says more sternly this time, snapping roman out of his daze. roman nods and slowly walks to the coffee table where hollisโ phone lays. roman pauses for a moment before picking it up, not sure if he wants to see what hollis is gonna show him or not. roman tosses the phone to hollis & he catches it with one hand, roman sits on the bed, watching hollis go into his โhiddenโ folder in his photos. hollis passes the phone to roman. โscroll.โ
romans eyes widen. tons of photos & videos from after parties, backstages, hotel rooms, everything. thereโs photos of hollis with romans dick in his mouth, videos of the boys making out, roman sucking hollis off, even pictures of the boys just laying on top of eachother naked. roman rubs his eyes and looks over at hollis. hollisโ smile grows watching romans gaze, stressed, confused, scared.
โthats.. me.. and you-โ roman furrows his eyebrows, his gaze softening while staring down at hollis. hollis loves every second of this.
โyeah roman, thats us. did you see all of them?โ
โi donโt believe it.โ
โlook at this one, this oneโs my favourite.โ
hollis taps on a 3 minute video. itโs roman sucking off hollis.
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roman is between hollisโ legs, sucking his dick. his head bobs up & down steadily while hollis records himself from up top, showing off his abs. he brings the camera down and points it to romans face. hollis moans and whispers a few โfucksโ. his other hand holds romans hair in a ponytail.
โyou just love this dick donโt you ro?โ
romans mouth comes off hollis with a pop sound.
โyeah i fucking love this dickโ roman jerks hollis off while sticking his tongue out for the camera, showing all the pre cum he gathered from hollisโ pent up cock.
โfuuuck ro you little slut, youโre gonna make me cum already.โ
roman speeds up and hollisโ moans turn into whimpers. he releases his load all over romans face, covering his face in pretty white strings. roman brings his mouth back onto hollisโ dick and jerks him off while sucking him.
โfuck fuck, no stop please stop-โ hollis whines, dropping the camera onto his stomach.
the video ends.
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hollis turns his phone off and places it on his stomach, like how it ended in the video.
โthat- thatโs not me.โ roman mumbles, avoiding eye contact as much as and can, hollis doesnโt take his gaze off roman even for a second.
โyeah? you really think so? how about you come suck this dick and tell me if it tastes familiar.โ hollis palms himself through his thin boxers, heโs already hard from watching the videos. โyou were so fucking horny that night. i wish i recorded the rest, i think about that night a lot. itโs a shame you donโt remember.โ
romans practically drooling at this point. hollisโ dick is outlined by his thin white boxers. roman instinctively reaches his hand to hollisโ waistband. slipping a few fingers in but hollis stops roman. โyouโre not gonna take anything?โ hollis tilts his head.
โi wanna remember this time.โ romans dick is throbbing, he palms himself secretly, making sure all the attention is on hollis.
โyouโre so fucking dirty i love it.โ hollis grabs romans throat and pulls him into a kiss. roman is hesitant at first, hollis just brings him closer, about 3 inches away from his face. โwe donโt have to do this you know.โ
โyeah- just wait a sec.โ roman jumps off the bed and goes to the table where hollisโ untouched spirit is sat. he downs it quickly, wipes his mouth and comes back to hollis. โthat should be enough.โ
โso you donโt wanna remember?โ
โi just wanna be a bit numb, i wanna stop stressing about thisโ
โopen your mouth and stick your tongue out. thisโll help youโ hollis demands, roman complies. hollis opens the bedside drawer and grabs a small bag of pills, he takes one out and places it on romans tongue. โthis wonโt do much, i took 4.โ romans eyes widen, he goes to say something but hollis closes his mouth before he can and makes him swallow. โdid you swallow?โ roman nods.
โthatโs a good boy.โ hollis pulls roman into a kiss & he tastes the alcohol on his tongue, sucking him deep & slow, like they have all night. roman gets on top of hollis, straddling him now. they continue making out when hollis picks his phone up, not breaking off the kiss. โno.โ roman mumbles in between hollisโ lips. โnot yet, itโs not kicked in yet.โ roman rolls his hips, his dick rubbing on hollisโ, only the thin fabric of their boxers separate their sensitive skin. hollis moans in romanโs mouth, roman breaks the kiss off to look at the mess hollis has made in his boxers already.
โyouโre so easy.โ roman teases. hollis gathers romanโs hair into a ponytail and brings his head down to his clothed dick.
โyou gotta finish what you started.โ hollis slides a thumb into his waistband & roman finishes pulling them down. hollisโ hard dick springs out, close to knocking roman out. roman brings his hands to hollisโ cock straight away, jerking him off messily. he spreads the bead of precum that was sat on his tip around his dick to use as lube. roman spits into his palm and pumps hollis needy cock. โsuck it ro.โ hollis tries bringing romans mouth to his cock, but roman keeps his head locked in place. โnot yet.โ
โplease, i want you to at least remember how i taste before youโre completely gone.โ hollis knows how to use his words, even though he may say it innocently, he sure doesnโt mean it that way.
roman brings his pretty pink lips to hollisโ swollen tip, licking his hole gently. hollis shudders and grips romans hair tighter, a whine spilling from his mouth. roman kisses the tip, then puts his mouth on it, only paying attention to the tip. hollis squirms and rolls his hips, desperately trying to thrust his dick deeper into romans mouth, but roman holds his hips down. โare you always this needy or are you just pent up?โ romans asks. hollis sucks in a deep breath, trying to keep quiet. if roman remembers anything, it shouldnโt be how whiny hollis is in bed. roman finally takes hollis fully, he canโt hold back and he moans loudly, gripping romans hair & the sheets, nearly pulling them off the mattress. roman giggles around hollisโ throbbing dick, he looks right up at him. his eyes are shut tightly, and heโs biting his lip harshly, trying his hardest to muffle any girly noises that come out of his mouth. hollis tries talking instead, masking how needy he is for romans mouth.
โfuuck ro just like that, iโm gonna cum down that throat reaal soon.. fuuuck..โ hollis whines out, his moans turn into whimpers as roman speeds up, suddenly his mouth comes off hollis and jerks him quickly.
โcum for me holli.โ roman furrows his eyebrows, looking at hollis innocently, begging for his cum. hollis bucks his hips, fucking into romans hand now. roman finds this as the perfect opportunity to slip his phone out of his pocket and prop it up secretly to record hollis, give him a bit of payback. heโll go insane when he sees this sober, but this is also for roman to jerk off to. hollisโ breath intensifies, roman brings his lips around hollis and he spills hot & thick down his throat. โfuuuck.โ hollis groans, holding romanโs head in place so he takes in every drop. โswallow it rommy.โ roman closes his eyes and he lets hollisโ cum slide down his throat. roman wants to know why hollis stopped the video after he came, so he continues jerking hollis off. he whines & whimpers, squirming in romans grasp.
โfuck ro stop, stop stop stop, oh fuck stop please.โ hollis pleads, roman has just discovered a new kink of his. roman giggles as hollis tries to push roman off him, but he doesnโt budge. roman shoves hollisโ pulsating cock down his throat, balls deep. hollis is crying at this point. โplease roman, please please stop.โ roman keeps giggling around hollisโ dick. hollis finally canโt take enough and pushes roman off him, nearly launching him off the bed. roman watches hollis continue to squirm, trying to pull his boxers back up but heโs so sensitive all over. โfuck ro, i canโt even pull these back up.โ
roman laughs. โi didnโt know you were so needy for your best friends mouth.โ
hollis inhales sharply, โthis isnโt the worst iโve been. great thing that you wonโt remember this tomorrow.โ hollisโ eyes roll to the back of his head, finally pulling his boxers up & over his sensitive cock. roman giggles & stops the recording, sliding his phone back into his pocket. โyeah, i really wish i could remember tonight.โ roman teases, hollis completely oblivious.
โcmereโ hollis holds onto romans neck and pulls him into a short kiss. roman pulls away and just stares at hollis. โdamn i taste good.โ hollis bites his lip. both of their pupils are are fully dilated, you canโt even see the coloured parts of their eyes. hollis takes his phone out and takes a picture of roman. โyou look insane.โ he turns the phone to roman, showing him how pretty his eyes look. โdamn i look good, send me that.โ roman smiles.
โno no, this is for me.โ hollis locks his phone and places it on the nightstand.
roman tuts.
โcan i go to sleep now? you seem okay to be by yourself.โ roman pleads, its all he wanted to do all night.
โfine ro, youโve been so good for me tonight.โ hollis places a gentle kiss on romans lips, then roman makes his way to his own bed. hollis notices the bulge in romans boxers. โfuck, you didnโt even finish.โ
โiโll jerk off in the shower tomorrow, iโm too fucking tired holli please let me just go to sleep.โ roman whines & hides himself, his eyes drop.
โaww poor baby youโre so fucking cute, okay ro. you can go to sleep.โ hollis sticks out his bottom lip.
โte amo.โ
โi love you, goodnight rommy.โ
look what i made, am i getting blocked orrr ๐ณ๐ณโ๏ธโ๏ธ
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THAT ROMLLIS PILL WILL DESTROY U
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