Ten Bats In A Trench Coat

30 earth rotations around the sun and l have no idea what I'm doing. Demi, INFP-T, Aquarius I love and miss you, Dad 8/14/2012

[silvermoon424]

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[rt0no]

[sarakipin]

Anything to walk on land 🔪 2021

[annieskywalker]

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[zombilesbian-deactivated2016081]

This worked

[annieskywalker]

YAYYYY!!!! I’m in the process 🙏🏽💆🏽

[bake-mon0]

somewhere between

it’s weird being here.

not broken anymore, not bitter. just somewhere in between.

like the scar’s still tender if i press too hard,

but most days i don’t even think about it.

i don’t want them back.

i don’t even want to talk about it anymore.

i just wish the truth didn’t ache the way it does.

that i cared deeply and they couldn’t match it.

that i kept trying long after they stopped showing up.

they used to get it.

used to talk, used to try, used to care about being better.

and then one day it all got quiet,

and i realized i’d been holding a mirror up

to people who didn’t want to look anymore.

but i’ve grown since then.

it’s calmer now, softer.

there’s a tiny part of me that still hopes

they’ll see it someday, not for me,

just so the story sits right in the end.

healing isn’t this big glowing finish line.

it’s the small breath you take after you stop chasing closure.

it’s being okay with never hearing you were right.

it’s realizing you didn’t lose anything

by being the one who felt more deeply.

i’m still here, still me.

just quieter about it.

and maybe that’s what peace actually is,

not the absence of pain,

but the presence of self again.

[witchywitch7]

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[baptizm-deactivated20200524]

This is Self Care Charizard. Reblog whenever you need a temporary release from whatever stresses you currently have.

[monarobot]

need this so bad

[psykopaths]

[a-little-less-than-okay]

[shawtyimmaparty]

This year felt like being awake during a surgery

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[butisthisdea]

#65

"I have a bad habit of giving an ocean whenever someone asks for a single drop."

[lost--in--book]

“And that’s the thing about people who mean everything they say. They think everyone else does too.”

- Khaled Hosseini, The Kite Runner

[blackbluecherryblossom]

don’t tell me i’m overthinking. i’m overfeeling and it’s not the same.

[a-little-less-than-okay]

[minozza]

You are the closest to Heaven

that I'll ever be 🤍