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@balavr
slides into this blog like a damn zombie
hewwo i am thinking abt remaking ( literally all my blogs ) bc the tags are so cluttered here? and i think a fresh start will make things a lot better for me. so yeah i’ll promo meself when they’re done but in the mean time hmu on dsc so we can plot? maybe? i know i disappear so much and i’m sorry i just get overwhelmed easily noeigmsg
ily
HI I AM… not back but i just wanted to post an update so all of you know. i haven’t really been well mentally. i’ve been struggling with anxiety and depression for quite some time and it’s just been brutal. i’m really more active on d.iscord than anything. ( i change my username too much: relaxing bird#7063 ) even there though i’m really spacey with communicating. things have been looking up though, so i will be back eventually. i still absolutely love these children and i could not abandon them for the life of me. i’m just struggling. i hope y’all understand. and i hope y’all are havin’ great ass days. love you guys
today u were born so happy birthday!
hey may, my cherub friend may, my good fellow may. from what i know you have had a good day today and sincerely, that’s what you deserve. i hope you have many more to follow and that you can be content again. even then, some days i think you are or are simply having a better day, and that makes me happy to know. your well being has always mattered to me and nowadays it’s been no less. i’ve known you for Just About a year now, coming up four days after today, and really i can’t fathom that it’s been that long. a lot has happened between us, with some ups and downs but those are okay. you are still one of my closest friends and i can’t stress enough how worthwhile and valuable this friendship has been
i guess to start off i want you to know how proud of you i am, truly. i probably say that too often anyway but for as long as i’ve known you, the progress you’ve made has been incredible. and i know you have days where things are stagnant or regress but that doesn’t redefine the steps you’ve made and what you’re doing now to better yourself. all of that takes persistence i think, and you have a good handle on that, i know you do. you might doubt yourself or find some things hard to swallow and acknowledge, but i insist. i also think that’s something i look up to you with. your emotional intelligence goes far and your words do resonate with me. you being a close friend of mine probably plays a role there too, aka i trust you and your goodness as a person because you Are good and committed and earnest, whatever else. typing that made me think of the activia yogurt stuff for a moment, couldn’t tell u why
and on another note, you really are talented, you know. i mean this as sincerely as i do when i’m not being comprehensible on discord. the care and time you have put forth toward developing All of your muses ( a scary amount tbh u have a lot ) really makes me step back and be thoughtful sometimes. somehow you manage all of them and shed enough characterization on each and every one to make them human. then you illustrate all that through your writing and it’s really a wonderful thing okay. i think i’m going to leave this here now, though. i could express myself more but knowing myself i’d go on tangents and tangents. know that i love u and think ur raaaaa cool
rises from the dead sorta
aaa i’ve been gone lately since my muse has dropped but i’ll be back. i feel like these are the only posts i make lately gdsklgsd;g ??? but i promise i’m not ditching! just wanted to check in and say ily and hope ur all well and if ya wanna talk to me you can catch me here:
(just tell me who u r)
anyways imma poof back onto d.isc and work on building up my muse again ??? idk how to do that but o well i’ll still be back dw
RULES: answer the questions & tag 21 people.
TAGGED BY: @astarborn
TAGGING: uhh 21 of the ppl on the dash rn there ya go
name: may.
zodiac sign: taurus.
favorite food: aaaaaa sushi???? idk.
favorite season: winter or fall cuz i can wear my fav sweaters.
jeans or shorts: jeans i never shave oop.
where are you from: a fun lil desert in sw america.
last book you read: alice in wonderland & thru the looking glass.
favorite movie: so many... but imma stick with one flew over the cuckoo’s nest i think. and the lovely bones but i only watch that when i have the energy to cry.
dream vacation: sweet, sweet death.
natural hair color: brown.
height: 5'2.
introvert or extrovert: introvert.
tea or coffee: both ????
do you work out regularly: no oop... i just let my depression/anxiety take care of my diet lmfao
favorite beverage: iced tea / coffee. or like... if we’re talking alcoholic: double shot long island iced tea.
do you have pets: one doggo. he me son.
your ideal day off: watching a movie w the fam ig idk anymore
in a relationship or single: single. keep those things away from me.
something unique about me: uhh... i still have a baby blanket???
if you choose to, post a selfie: have an edited selfie of mself when i was at this coffee shop the other day ( bc i am an actual insecure and extra bitch )
“What do you seek from this world?”
— HIGURASHI NO NAKU KORO NI SENTENCE STARTERS
seek? he doesn’t think there’s anything to seek. he’s stuck, right? the world is a fucked up mess of prime numbers and no one can find any sort of order in that kind of chaos. that’s it. that’s all there is to it. no order, no peace, no light… you can’t see your hands with the darkness chaos brings.
❛ a nap. ❜
“Everyone’s days of happiness are limited.” uvu
— HIGURASHI NO NAKU KORO NI SENTENCE STARTERS
words normally would have been heard from roman’s lips instead escape letha’s. they make his shoulders tense. he doesn’t like to hear her voice say those words. letha’s happiness should never be limited. he wants her smile to be never-ending. that’s the life he wants for the light that always pierced the darkness ‒ back when they were younger.
❛ don’t say things like that. ❜ he swallows, speaking finally after a lengthy silence. ❛ happiness is unlimited to people who deserve it, and you’re one of those people. ❜ even if he doesn’t believe it, he wants letha to.
“i’ll stop crying in a minute … i can’t help it.”
— THE OUTSIDERS SENTENCE STARTERS
he can’t blame her. it’s been hard, no doubt, and roman waking from the grave for the second time surely hasn’t helped matters… so he’s quiet, waiting with more patience than pre-dead roman could have felt. he’s tired.
❛ do you need a drink? ❜
“what’s it like?”
— THE OUTSIDERS SENTENCE STARTERS
green eyes regard the other while the smoke intoxicates his mind. roman holds the joint in front of him to observe then shrugs. ❛ i’unno… just nice, i guess? ❜ a smirk spreads across the boy’s cheeks and a hand offers the blunt pinched between his finger and thumb to his darling cousin. ❛ wanna try? ❜
“Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni” RP Sentence Starters
Lifted from the anime (2006-2007) as well as the manga and visual novels. Content warning for possible violence, death, etc.
“You don’t need to know. It’s okay even if you don’t know.”
“It’s so cute, I wanna take it home!”
“When painful times come, they won’t be your ally.”
“Don’t worry, I’ll use the blunt end of the knife.”
“When today was over and tomorrow came, I thought I could finally have a happy life here.”
“Everyone’s days of happiness are limited.”
“No one’s going to help anyway, nor could they.”
“Waste your bullets on me, but if you hurt one of my friends you’ll face a fate worse than Hell!”
“Everyone has their stories of pain and sadness, or things that they don’t want to bring up.“
“If you’re going to put up a show of torture, I’m sorry but I’d rather leave the stage.”
“Trusting and forgiving was all they needed to defeat their inner demons.”
“The only thing I could do was watch. I’m sorry.”
“What do you seek from this world?”
“All of us together can make a miracle.”
“Unless one continues to fight without succumbing to the pain of defeat it is impossible to achieve victory.”
“That’s what the people I love taught me.”
“My God, you can really be annoying.”
“Thanks to you, my popsicle melted.”
“No matter how much you cry, no one will hear and no one will be saved!”
“After coming this far, I can no longer turn back.”
“Next time I won’t make the same mistake, I promise.”
“I just wanted to be told ‘it’s okay to live’.”
“God may forgive you, but the police force will not.”
“I have the AC running in my car, should we speak in there?”
“That demon inside me is all that’s left.”
i have 2 Many Tabs open and it’s actual hell : a biography by may
A perfect relationship = Two people never giving up on each other.
(via love-diaries)
starters from the 1967 book, THE OUTSIDERS by s.e. hinton
“quit shaking me, i’m okay.”
“they didn’t hurt you too bad, did they?”
“you’re bleedin’ like a stuck pig.”
“did they pull a blade on you?”
“they ain’t gonna hurt you no more.”
“you’re crazy, ( name ), out of your mind.”
“what were you doin’, walkin’ by your lonesome?”
“you don’t ever think.”
“it’s just because you’re the baby — i mean, he loves you a lot.”
“how come you dropped out?”
“what’s it like?”
“take your feet off my chair and shut your trap.”
“oh, my, my, you’ve got me scared to death.”
“guess what i’ve been in for?”
“you don’t look the type.”
“what’s your name?”
“what’s a nice, smart kid like you running around with trash like that for?”
“glory, what time is it?”
“you what?!”
“oh no! no, not my hair!”
“i’m still tired.”
“things have been happening so fast … “
“i killed a kid last night.”
“there sure is a lot of blood in people.”
“i’ll stop crying in a minute … i can’t help it.”
“nothing gold can stay.”
“i always remembered it because i never quite got what he meant by it.”
“i look lousy, but don’t rub it in.”
“i’ll get them, don’t worry!”
“and don’t but me about it.”
“you shouldn’t be smoking.”
“he didn’t get much sleep this week. he hardly slept at all.”
“he’s getting might big to be carried.”
“i can’t feel anything below the middle of my back … ”
“you’ll be okay.”
“i don’t want to die now. it ain’t enough.”
“it’s not fair.”
“i don’t want to see her.”
“i am a menace to society. man, do i have fun!”
“stay gold, ( name ), stay gold.”
we , unaccustomed to courage , exiles from delight , live coiled in shells of loneliness until love leaves its high holy and comes into our sight to liberate us into life . ♡
#actual DILF
His arms are like twenty feet long
agnelino : bella.
she feels so much heaviness in her heart, having to share this, having to deal with the idea of seeing edward again. but it seemed like an unavoidable approach; her worlds were bound to collide, one way or another. and here she is, trying to play ringleader to a scenario she can’t even begin to comprehend with her own emotions; she’s been sitting on a breakdown. ❛ i.. – roman.. when you and peter were gone, i saw him. i was hurting so much, and he tried to help me through it. and then i told him he had to go, ❜ her voice cracks a bit, she clears her throat to cover for it, ❛ after i told him i still loved him. i just – ❜ how can she begin to explain the intimate details of her innerworkings? ❛ i love him, but i never thought i could be with him. and now he wants to see me again, and i don’t know what to do about it. i prayed to god, i could ignore it until it went away, but i can’t. ❜
he should feel angry, but he doesn’t. there’s understanding roman has with how difficult it must have been when he was dead for two years. he doesn’t like it, though. he doesn’t accept edward, nor the fact that she had seen him during his absence. he doesn’t feel betrayed, but he feels an ache in his heart knowing bella is just as tied to edward as roman is to peter. there are some things that never change...
❛ do you know what he wants? ❜
agnelino : bella.
flushed lips press together, gaze averting for a moment before she exhales. she sits up, snags roman’s glass and downs whatever remained. ❛ – i’ll refill that. but, uh – no, yeah, everything’s fine. nothing to be too worried about. ❜ body language screams of anxiety, but she’s working on a facade to hold up. roman never picks up on it, he seems to see right through no matter what. out with it, swan! ❛ – i think edward is coming to town. to see me. ❜
oh... that’s not what roman had expected. not what he wanted to hear either. mulling over it in silence for a few moments builds tension that he is all too keen on feeling. ❛ ... why? ❜ both a legitimate question and a display of disappointment that he can’t hide. he’s never trusted the guy. bella’s been hurt by him far too many times. he’s been the cause of her distress far more than roman bothers to remember. ❛ let me guess... you want me to meet him? ❜ he can’t help but be protective when it comes to bella. she’s as much family to him as his blood.
