Lex.

18. Paleo. Dancer. Side note: Life? Kicking my ass.

[baldieevangelista]

[gold-kushkloudz]

[behold-beauty]

X

[alloverthegaf]

it’s wild sliding back into depression when you’re self aware from being through it before because your brain starts telling you all these mean things and you’re just like “wow we’re doing this again huh”

[baldieevangelista]

Vegan deconstructed taco bowl & cherries (Spicy Tofu crumbles Black bean mash Sautéed red and yellow peppers and onion Brown rice Hummus)

[justcutepigs]

Hello I am pig. 🐷

[fashion-runways]

MICHAEL CINCO Couture Fall/Winter 2015

[thepowerwithin]

You deserve to laugh. To be happy. To live a joyful life. You deserve to experience moments of pure beauty and bliss.

Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin

[thecartierrug]

https://www.instagram.com/thcartierrug

[albertothechihuahua]

this is the money dog, repost in the next 24 hours and money will come your way!!

[jaxblade]

ehh what the hell

[jaxblade]

OH MY GOD SO NO FUCKIN BULLSHIT I SWEAR To GOD. I reblogged this an hour ago and IM NOT Lying My Tax Refund which I did in late march popped into my Bank Account, and it was a Decent sized amount……

WHAT THE FUCK Is THIS MAGIC!??!?!?! Im trying this again IM NOT BSing hahahaha thats actually pretty cool xD

[jaxblade]

yooooo

yoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

FUCKIN YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

no BULLSHIT I KID YOU NOT! Look what I found while walking Home…..

OH MY GOD

OH MY F*CKIN GOD

THIS POST FUCKIN WORKS?!?!?! THIS IS PAST A COINCIDENCE NO WAY!??! NO FRIGGIN WAY!!! 

Im Going to reblog this every day to test this, its MAGIC ITS FRIGGIN MAGIC 

[que-pasadena]

I need to believe in the heart of the post…

[perlexnoire-deactivated20150716]

Oh? Well… *reblag*

[zer0will2live]

i reblogged this and now my uncle is giving me 250 to dye my hair nani the fucko

[qslay]

I have nothing to lose

[stoicdaydreamer]

my palm was itchin today not riskin it

[astripperstory]

I always reblog the money posts cause I can’t afford not too lol

[brownsugarempress]

It works. I just got $300 for no reason.

[thecrybabbles-deactivated201605]

Money dog is my friend

[yeaimcoollikethat-deactivated20]

Money dog is the shit

[anttom2016-blog]

I believe in the money dog😀

[princedhunglow-deactivated20181]

I believe in the money 🐶

[cosmic-noir]

Bless me pls money pup 🙏🐕

[crip-jesus-deactivated20190301]

Just woke up 🙌🏿

[totheonedegree]

Pplease😭🙏🏽

[marvelismylife]

Doing this again because last time I reblogged this I got $50

[roses-likethis-blog]

can’t not reblog the money dog

[angelicexpression-deactivated20]

The dog is cute but money is cool too

[itzzniece-deactivated20220328]

Reblogging again just for the hell of it

[tinytea]

*crosses fingers*

[lilac-fishnets]

y nott

[pale-ghostly-thin]

casue why noot?

[diet-coke-and-black-coffee]

Cuz a bitch broke

[imsoofuckingsad-deactivated2018]

do you ever lay in bed and realise how not okay you are ?

[turqui-in-the-bugatti-deactivat]

i don’t need to lay in bed to realize that

[eith]

[monstrosityofmentalillness]

Reblog if you’re 18+ I want some people closer to my age

[baldieevangelista]

@mylife

[baldieevangelista]

Burnt it a tad but still good

[baldieevangelista]

06/19

I have lab work this morning so I have to skip breakfast for a minute, but when I get to work I’m gonna have

2 hard boiled eggs

Coconut milk yogurt

Ethan’s ACV shot in turmeric apple...

Considering this is the only social media app I have now besides LinkedIn, I’m sure I’ll have no trouble keeping y’all posted. I’d post my weight but ew.

[baldieevangelista]

QTNA

Do y’all ever realize that you’re not actually happy at all and you’re just REALLY superb at hiding from your misery?

[baldieevangelista]

06/18

Yikes so I’m really at point in my life where I am experiencing a lot of self hate, like a lotttt of it. I’m having what seems like so many issues, and I can’t look in the mirror without being ashamed of myself. Depression put on a good 15 but the rest I have myself to blame. I can’t live w being bigger, but especially when I love my craft. I can’t be a fat dancer realistically, it’s too painful and creates self resentment. Also really fucking hard to get a job. I need to get this weight OFF but I struggle with disordered eating patterns, insomnia, depression, and anxiety none of which help. I know they’re excuses but it’s hard to stop feeling shitty about yourself when that’s your mood 25/8.