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just a woman lost in the west | 33F | not californian

[ballafornian]

seriously the list of anatomical quirks i mentioned in the last post i wrote are getting interesting and longer as age and fastidious medical attention reveals their consequences:

2mm bile duct (made gb removal a PITA for the surgeons so it took 1.5 hours instead of 45 minutes)

stupid shoulder (type II subacromial impingement syndrome)

ridiculously narrow sinuses (could get surgery for it... tonsils first. i'm not listing them but i guess the constant extreme distention is a quirk atp?)

"dish shaped" wrist bones that dip and taper down from the forearm and up towards the hand that makes those injury prone also

badly built kneecaps and fluid buildup from the knees down to the ankles (non-pitting edema)

can't wait to find more things to add to the list! we all have some quirks like that but i find this stuff soooooooo fascinating

[oneheadtoanother]

[rosieandthemoon]

Wightwick Manor, in Wolverhampton

[crabussy]

just saw a chair so photogenic I had to reevaluate my feelings towards plastic furniture

[crabussy]

do you see this. beyond ridiculous

[crabussy]

what are our thoughts

I understand your feelings for the chair robin crabussy

unpost this right now you strange strange man

Remaining time: 5 days 23 hours

[crabussy]

I hired a wizard to cast png on it. effervescent

[asteroidtroglodyte]

It looks like if you took the sunbeams that dance across the bottoms of swimming pools and wrought them into the likeness of a chair

[gredta]

[breadbank-deactivated20240125]

[ballafornian]

one hour til doctor rings. i'm gonna intercept him and be like - can i make a prediction based on what i saw on the ultrasound?

and basically, my money is on my tendons being okay cause they were smooth with no breaks or disruptions that i noticed. idk about ligaments, or the bones from the xray. but what i did see on top of the tendon was big big blobs sitting all over each other that i assume are inflamed bursa.

so i'm calling that i have bursitis and need a steroid injection. odds on!

[ballafornian]

i was 100% correct. the only thing i didn't know because obv i didn't see the x ray was that i have a particular anatomical quirk that means my shoulder is more prone to these issues.

steroid injection and physio it is.

[ballafornian]

Weird but I’ve never experienced a friend ghosting or abandoning me for a relationship. I’ve more experienced them never shutting the fuck up about it

[ballafornian]

like this is how it gets every time. she sit on her phone constantly no matter what she is doing, i ask how last night went, no response for hours - so i go to type to fill her in about what's happened with me in the days since this whole thing started and then suddenly, with no imessage typing dots, i get a 5 paragraph novel out of nowhere

she does this every time. call it conspiritorial thinking but with how often that happens, it LOOKS LIKE she waits for my dots and copies and pastes a message so i can't talk about anything else without being rude.

[ballafornian]

one hour til doctor rings. i'm gonna intercept him and be like - can i make a prediction based on what i saw on the ultrasound?

and basically, my money is on my tendons being okay cause they were smooth with no breaks or disruptions that i noticed. idk about ligaments, or the bones from the xray. but what i did see on top of the tendon was big big blobs sitting all over each other that i assume are inflamed bursa.

so i'm calling that i have bursitis and need a steroid injection. odds on!

[ballafornian]

i had a rather famous tiktoker hit me up out of nowhere after a comment i left on him in my home town and he jumped on me to get my phone number and i'm like lol where is this going. he rang me, mentioned he's coming back and wants to meet up. that is, until i mentioned W in passing and he's like lol nvm i'm not coming back

[ballafornian]

things i have been armchair diagnosed with:

ehler's danlos syndrome

intermittent explosive disorder

narcissism

autism

adhd

sociopathy

aaaaand bpd (the only correct one)

[dallydewdrop]

strength training my pinky finger so i can make better promises

[owlowlowlowlowlowlowl]

[the-frog-blog]

no country for old me

[wonkyfaint]

some of you treat cheating like it's worth rape threats and suicide baiting and that's why you are unsouled

[drops-of-universe]

if my friend hates you i hate you-in-law

[ballafornian]

this is my "i own my shit buck up" song

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Take me like you find me Don't try to change me You know better than that Take me as you see me Don't try to hide me I ain't used to that Shout it out loud Put a bomb in a crowd If I got something to say There's nothing that can stop me I can't let it lay

If I have to fall on my head Every night of the week It's gonna be my fault and no one else If everything goes wrong And I'm singing my song It's gonna be my fault and no one else

[innerchildabortionclinic]

no one knows if watching a new tv show is possible