it's been awhile...
Doing so great post- lap band surgery. Celebrated my one year surgiversary with an 80+ lb weight loss and a tightening. The tightening didn't go so well. For the first time since surgery I was spitting up food like a newborn. So I went back. And having my band loosened was the worst thing I could have possibly done. I've gained 12 lbs in 3 weeks. This also coincided with starting a brand new job. A plethora of challenges. So grateful for my tumblr because I came back here and was reminded of what it means to take care of myself. I need a fill and I need to find my focus. It was so easy to get cocky, so easy to slip back into bad habits the moment I discovered that O could slip much more past my band. As long as I have a tomorrow, I have a chance.














