what's your poison?

cigarettes, alcohol, drugs and a poisoned mind☠️

[trovadora-de-versos]

If people hate you the way you act. It’s their choice. Live your life the way you want, not the way they want.

[quotemadness]

“Never forget how far you’ve come. Everything you have gotten through. All the times you have pushed on even when you felt you couldn’t. All the mornings you got out of bed no matter how hard it was. All the times you wanted to give up but you got through another day. Never forget how much strength you have learned and developed along the way.”

— Unknown

[ponchopeligroso]

every single person you know has something in their life and past that is probably worth collapsing to the ground in an uncontrollably sobbing heap over, so be nice to each other and tell good jokes

[ashstfu]

i love opening tumblr. hello mentally ill people

[lornashores]

It impacts people.

[perfectquote]

“You don’t have a soul. You are a soul. You have a body.”

— C.S. Lewis

[dysphoric-creature]

[sad-cold-bitch]

I told a guy "I hope you won't fall for me" and he said that person can't control how he feels. I told him that I'll soon go abroad for 5 months, so it's just not the right time. He said that 5 is just a number, that it doesn't matter because I'll come back.

And now I catch myself thinking about him, kind of even regretting that I pushed him away when he wanted to kiss me. About how he was telling jokes about us having a tarantula as a pet someday, about how he said to his friend on the phone, that he would like to take me on a date, about how he still holds his arm around me even when he turns around while he's asleep.

I liked him, I just don't want to break my or his heart. I don't want to be a fool again.

[sadtastical]

[vengefulatmosphere]

should i take a pill to numb the pain

change the chemicals inside my brain

i’m worried i won’t be the same

but i guess that that’s the point

[vengefulatmosphere]

tw;; self harm

so

i had a breakdown

and

i relapsed

i didnt go hard like i usually do when i relapse

i wasn’t even trying to stay clean, it just... happened

but

i did miss it

every time i relapse

i’m like

gosh

why did i ever stop

i missed this feeling

because it feels so good

and watching the blood..

i love it

it’s just hard to hide

i don’t know if i’m going to fall back into my habits or not but with winter around the corner it’s not looking good

[qvotable]

“I feel myself shutting down, closing off, like I should tell people, ‘No, we don’t use this heart anymore. It’s too fragile.’”

— Courtney C. Stevens // The Lies About Truth

[banter-and-bines]

Happy for a while then boom it all comes tumbling down at once, I don’t understand people anymore, I just want out of here

[thepersonalquotes]

[depression-and-literature-deact]

It feels like I’m drowning. I can’t breathe and every time I try to reach the surface, there’s another wave ready to crash down on me and break me again.

[depression-and-literature-deact]

I don’t want to drag anyone into my problems. I should be able to deal with them by myself, but I fucking can’t…

[unabashinglyme]

[dre4ms-v-reality]

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