my mind's made up now, my fear is gone

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[bardic-witch]

found a really good app, so im finally starting up a digital book of shadows for meself.

and its also making me think a lot again about how i just. god music is so important to me. some day i really wanna learn how to play an instrument.

feeling so powerfully aligned with music like.. gettin emotionally charged by some good shit for magic doesnt feel strong enough. i wanna fuckin. add to rituals and focus using the act of playing something. either following an existing song or freely flowing both feel like theyd add something special and me to it.

id be fuckin unstoppable. lmao

[bardic-witch]

oh hey, hi, i’m here. lmao i need to really like. get stamina for social media back in order.

[frostbackcat-deactivated2021031]

NONE OF THE GIRLS IN OVERWATCH ARE LESBAINS

[saint-arthur]

did you know that there was an opera about destroying the sun written and performed in 1913

because there totally was, it’s called “victory over the sun”

Well, I do now.

[orlofsky]

Oh my god 

[pilferingapples]

THE DRAMATIS PERSONAE ALONE Two Futurist Strongmen Nero and Caligula A Time Traveller A Malevolent A Willbeite Machine Gun A Fightpicker Belligerent Soldiers Sportsmen Chorus Pallbearers A Telephone Talker NERO AND CALIGULA WHAT IS THIS PLAY

[amelancholycharm]

ALSO

the description of the original 1913 performance sounds pretty rad:

[bardic-witch]

is this homestuck????

[honeyproducer-blog]

I’m writing a depression themed cookbook and the first recipe is plain store bought tortilla chips with no salsa or anything and you eat the whole bag

[trans-mouse]

Then you feel awful because your mouth is in pain from the salt, so you eat the entire tub of ice cream that you planned to distribute across the span of a week.

[bardic-witch]

The Way Too Fucking Real Cookbook

[bardic-witch]

so ive discovered something since getting on hrt and going out presenting femme/crossing the 'can disguise self as a dude' line: dear men, when women stare out a window and seem distant, its not that we're whimsical and fleighty. its that we're all fuckin gorgeous and we'd rather be in awe of ourselves than listen to bullshit.

[bardic-witch]

lukarina skywalkette

hanabethica sololivia

cloudaniserica strifelicitiffany

[a-pool-shaped-moon-deactivated2]

i always found it odd how common it is that transwomens’ “new names” are completely different from their birth names and often associated with women and girls in their teens/early 20s

why do 50 year olds named John at birth pick names like Emily instead of Joanne, which is commonly associated with middle age women and is a feminized version of John? why does Dennis pick Ashlynn instead of Denise? why does Brian pick Kailey instead of Brianna? why does Simon pick Lexi instead of Simone? i could go on

[sunlightbf-moved-deactivated202]

Cis people run out of shit to complain about: start attacking names

[emotional-karuma]

OH NO TRANS WOMEN PICK NAMES THAT THEY LIKE HOW TERRIBLE HOW AWFUL

[mioxenoblade]

You know what confuses me about cis people? Look up how many of them renamed themselves to Luke Skywalker after the first Star Wars came out. Or look at how people changed their names to that of a character, like wrestlers and shit. All that’s ok, but a trans woman wants to use a name that sounds nothing like her dead name and BOOM! Now it’s a problem.

[bardic-witch]

they are literally mad that trans women don’t follow fanfic ““““genderswap”“““ naming conventions.

“look obviously spiderman would be named petericia parker if they were a girl, god dammit if only those trans women didnt fuck things up i wouldnt get such bad reviews”

[totalspiffage]

Visit Original Link

happy 420

[bardic-witch]

i’ll do a body comparison pic set later, possibly only on my nsfw blog

[bardic-witch]

first three from six months ago

second three from earlier this month

last one from three minutes ago :3

[bardic-witch]

6th Month HRT-versary

( just shy of a week late, but)

so okay, first off, my old picks suck. mostly because like. the only thing i had to take them with was a shitty 3ds. so, sorry abt this, but

UPCOMING PROGRESS POST

[butt-berry]

It’s Bulbasaur blooming season

[butt-berry]

Lots of variety this year!

[butt-berry]

A late bloomer!

[butt-berry]

Water-lily Bulbasaur catching up on the latest gossip at the lake

[bardic-witch]

IM CRYING!!!! these are SO GOOD!!!!

[kreuzader]

this month is the 8 year anniversary of Capcom stealing their own Okami art from IGN for the okami wii port

[kreuzader]

[bardic-witch]

like i guess for more context a big thing si like. one of the people is aw being rly aggressive about stuff on my dash? was someone it turns out like. pulled some really ableist shit on a dear friend of mine. and its kind of unnerving to like. see someone else i respect reblog from someone who like? is dangerous and was buddy buddy with a huge trans misogynist??

but this isnt anyone who follows me, so dw. i dont think anyone who’d see this post reblogged a gross thing?? sorry i was being vague, im just like. i dunno even tho they dont follow me im nervous at the thought of causing more trouble?

and like, tbc, none of this excuses me being an ass? i guess i just wanna stress like, a big chunk of my tension was entirely other people outside anyone id irectly talk to or their disappointment.

[bardic-witch]

hey btw i’m like, sorry to anyone if i came across as too aggressive last night. there’s literally nothing wrong with being disappointed in the ending?

and the big problem is like. thsoe posts weren’t even directed at anyone i (still) know, and there was stuff going on completely outside anything i reblogged with people just being really fucking aggressive out of the blue.

and i probably didnt express my frustration and shit the best? it just kind of exploded near the end, again not even at like. disappointed people as much as the specific escalated bit of “okay but what if the ending was fake and we don’t know they got to be happy”. that kind of rubs me the wrong way i guess?

but this is a lot of dancing around and making excuses, when at the heart of it i like. i dont want to shit on people, it’s fricked up and i’m sorry i snapped.

[bardic-witch]

okay but, get this!

what if! the happy ending in the new world was FAKE! and was all just potential, and no one goes through the door! you might say like “thats fucking ridiculous and there’s no reason to think they didn’t get the happy ending they just earned”, but!! hear me out!!

like, consider all the implications of a bullshit fakeout ending instead of a happy one! wouldnt it be so much BETTER???

which REMINDS ME! there’s another problem!

WE DON’T KNOW IF THEY GOT TO GO TO THE NEW UNVIERSE OR NOT.

GOD way to do all these unresolved plotholes, HOMEFUCK!!!