Just a small town girl

Absence makes the heart grow fonder 💛

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For once I'm actually enjoying not knowing everything, not having the worry or anxiousness of every single detail. Just taking everything as it comes and loving every second of it. Because that, after all, is what living is all about. 

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I'd give anything to be someone's everything. To fall for someone that makes everything perfect. Brings you happiness and protects you. All the little things; unexpected hugs/kisses, unawkward silences, long cuddles, baking cakes, piggy backs, play fights, falling asleep on his arms, how he just makes you smile, long phone calls, staying up to talk to them, silly faces on snapchat, cute messages, the first and last person you talk to. Having that means getting attached, giving a part of yourself to someone else. Trusting again. Being able to be your complete self, confident and relaxed. If only there were such a person.

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Regardless of all the heartbreaks, arguments and betrayal I do still have a tiny remainder of hope that some day, somehow things will be better. That hope allows me to be able to dream and imagine how I would like things to be, and perhaps if I think hard enough I'll be strong enough to have the ambition to go out and become the person I've always wanted to be.

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Reminiscing over the past is okay as long as you don't become stuck in it, moving on is okay. 

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People change so much now it's hard to figure out whether they're no longer themselves or just beginning to find who they are 

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I was kinda hoping that for once I'd be good enough for you, perhaps not

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the crazy thing is, you've ever so quickly become such a huge part of my life. to wake up and not talk to you would be horrible, and to never see you again would kill me. but the thing is, no matter how much i like you, i'm trying to prove to myself that i don't, purely because i know i'll end up hurt. sometimes i think about you, alot, and it's all cute and good right now, but i guess i'm just trying to save myself of the heartache later because if i allow myself to love you then thats it, there's no going back

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Me: I'm not the kinda girl guys fall in love with💜💜

Him: Well I am💜💜

Me: You are what?💜💜

Him:Falling for you💜💜

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