((Okay phew I really really didn't want to do this but uh..
There's a multitude of reasons behind this. First and foremost being the fact that I am not?? In a very good place emotionally,mentally or physically. Life at the moment is becoming increasingly hard for me to cope with, with new stresses piling on me on a daily basis. My situation with my father and my step dad are not the best, and I am currently at a point where I am not comfortable in my own home due to certain situations. I've even sought out going to see a counsellor, after seven years of putting it off, to see if anything can be done for my increasing depression and anxiety, because as it stands my health is being very severely affected by what is going on in my life.
The secondary reason is that..Superhumanity has become something I cannot cope with. Even now I log on to one of my character's blogs and see the dash and everything's so hectic that my current emotional state (???) can't deal. I feel rather..left out and that's probably no one's fault but my own but, I feel as if..Superhumanity can very well go on without me. My characters don't really influence anything besides A and Cruor who are..figureheads at most.
But away from Superhumanity I feel as if I can cope with things. There's no pressure, no negative vibes or stresses. Yes I am in other rp groups, but the difference between them and SH is that things..haven't been hard in them, and I don't run them, so it's much easier for me to work with.
I really adore everyone here because you're such a great bunch of fantastic, talented people and I thank you all so much for just?? Y'know, talking to me and rping with my characters on occasion it really means a lot to me. But..I just can't keep going on like this, and I have to take a break for the sake of getting better. If I ever do get better.
For the sake of continuity my characters will be here. I'll try and interact every so often to keep them alive, and I'll leave Emily and Chu in charge if that's alright with everyone.
Again I'm sorry for this. I'm sorry for having to leave so suddenly, and I never wanted things to end up this way. But I'll try my hardest to come back in the future. Until then I hope everyone enjoys SH, and that life treats everyone well and stuff like that.
Thank you for reading. ヽ(*・ω・)ﾉ))
