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Often,
I find myself apologizing.
To myself
To You
To Everyone
For what, though?
Because I have these ongoing issues(chronic illness)that cannot be ignored.
Trust me, Iād love to set them aside and go to the grocery.. or have casual hangouts on a whim or Satan forbid! Make plans for the future with anyone for fear that once the day comes Iāll be too ill or in dire pain and need rest.
Bed bound forever
Woe is me!
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I actually forget the point of this post.
I was less stoned when I started.
Ah well.
Ooooo I think I was upset because I havenāt been able to leave the bed today. Iāve had migraine.. vertigo.. pyramids crampsā¦. So Iām beating myself up for having chronic illness? Is that it?! Humans are so silly. šŖæ
Earlier today I was saying something about my vertigo.. something about triggering my vertigo, but I said wendigo instead. Triggering my wendigo. Mhmmmm

















