Beauty of the Sunshine

writing my heart out..

[beautyofthesunshine]

Another struggle to stop romanticizing pain when you have been in pain almost all of your life.🤍✨

[beautyofthesunshine]

In the hush of the air, whispers linger,

A dance of thoughts, both light and deeper.

Maybe it’s the breeze, or maybe it’s your mind,

A blend of both, where mysteries unwind.💫🤍

[beautyofthesunshine]

She is beautiful,

no matter the phase

waxing, breaking, becoming,

she still glows. 🌙

[beautyofthesunshine]

My old ‘I hate him!!’ was just love pretending to be angry.

But now? It’s simple.. “I don’t care anymore.”

[beautyofthesunshine]

Fresh haircut, fresh start!

like I trimmed away the heaviness

and let the light find my face again.

A few inches gone,

and suddenly the world feels wider,

the mirror feels kinder,

and the girl staring back

looks a little braver,

a little freer,

a little more herself than before.💫

[beautyofthesunshine]

Lanterns I Should’ve Kept

I kept handing him chances like fragile little lanterns, hoping he’d finally learn to hold the light… but every time, he let them fall.

And somewhere along the way, I realised it wasn’t him breaking me..

it was me, breaking myself, by believing he’d ever glow any brighter.

[beautyofthesunshine]

When I see him smile,

my whole world lights up—

even my silence turns to poetry.

[beautyofthesunshine]

The love she gave, she now recalls—

it lives within her, after all.

[beautyofthesunshine]

After all this..

I’m scared that I’m going to forget your face and you..

I don’t want to..

But still you don’t care so what’s the point of all of these emotions be it love or fear..

[beautyofthesunshine]

You’re becoming a distant memory now..

[beautyofthesunshine]

There might be a tiny tiny hope that that soon there will be a time when I could say as well that “now I can see it all..🫶🏻💫”

[beautyofthesunshine]

I hate you —

not because I truly do,

but because I don’t know

what else to feel anymore.

You made me believe in something real,

then left me with ghosts of it.

I hate that I still care,

that I still replay what went wrong,

that your absence still feels like a presence.

But I’m done giving you that power.

You’ll stay as a lesson now —

not a wound.

[beautyofthesunshine]

How cruel love can be..

That you want to be comforted by someone who has hurt you in the first place..

[beautyofthesunshine]

No kidding—

I’m obsessed with myself and the moon,

both wax and wane,

yet never lose their tune.

[beautyofthesunshine]

After the weight of it all, I crave arms that are not here—just the silence pressing close.

[beautyofthesunshine]

Clouds bend down,

brushing the sky—

wanting to touch earth. 🌧️✨

[beautyofthesunshine]

The clasp that hides behind you,

Slips to the front with gentle grace—

A whisper from afar,

A heart that thinks of your face.💫