MY BULLSHIT

26/F... Just tryanna exist bro. I don't bite... promise

[thahalfrican]

Congrats if you survived this year because what the fuck was that

[alxnxllix]

Reblog if you're grateful for your internet friends

[143bc]

Anna, how very dare you assert you’re not a singer 🌹❤️

[bebsislurking]

Merry Pitchmas @redlance I'm uploading this so I wont be too late! hahaha but this is part 1. I'm not a writer, but I hope you like it!! Have a good day!

[falling-forever-in-a-hole]

Pitchmas 2025

Merry Pitchmas @bebsislurking I am your secret santa

I am sorry this isn't long. I tried and failed to be fluffy. i have been going through an emotional ringer.

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

To make up for my lack of a real fic I already made this just before pitchmas began. However please know it is intended to be emotionally devastating. Please do not read this if you do not want to or can't because of the content i've lined out.

Content warning: Blood, Self harm, references to child abuse, Alcoholism, suicide attempt, neglect, PTSD, violence.

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[bebsislurking]

Thank you Friend!

[bebsislurking]

@redlance Part 2 of the Pitchmas stuff. haha.. I know we only have until 26 but have this anyway! Happy holidays!

[bebsislurking]

Merry Pitchmas @redlance I'm uploading this so I wont be too late! hahaha but this is part 1. I'm not a writer, but I hope you like it!! Have a good day!

[anxietyproblem]

[bebsislurking]

I don't like my job right now... Not because I hate what I do. Not because I don't get along with my co workers, but because of a client making me feel insecure about my work.

Sometimes I regret getting a job I like. It makes disappointment hurt so much more.

[bebsislurking]

It's your pitchmas secret santa. Please endulge me and tell me what you would like. Paring? Story? Anything?

Hmmmm how about a wholesome Bella Christmas party reunion??! Found Family stuff you know? Hahaha thank you!

[bebsislurking]

Just spent night crying for no reason at all. The fuck. Anyway... Hopefully that shit is done with I'm gonna hydrate and try to get some sleep.

I'm like Mariah Carey. I thaw in December.

[bebsislurking]

i'M USING MY TIME WISELY SHUT UP!

[bebsislurking]

Heh

[vexheart]

This

[findyoump3]

is it ok to add this image

[fieryophelia]

It would be nice to let someone else drive for once. ❤️

[novaespera]

Weary soul.

[ridiculously-over-obsessed]

you guys were so sweet the other day when I asked if anyone would want to see my art, I almost cried I won't lie dfjgldfjgl anyway here's the line art for my first piece, it's based on this manip from @riversgron which came across my dash the other day

colour comes next, and background details, but I also have uni work to do so tragically I cannot sit here and just work on this 😭😭😭 I know it's a little (okay a lot) rough but I'm actually weirdly lowkey proud of it so I figured I'd share it with my lovely little corner of the internet, I love you weirdos 🩵

[merry-pitchmas]

🎁🎄A Decade of Pitchmas 🎄🎁

Listen up, aca-bitches!

Yeah, you read that heading right. 2025 marks TEN YEARS of the Merry Pitchmas secret santa gift exchange. How crazy is that? As my wife pointed out, that's a whole ass child.

I know the fandom isn't as active as it once was, but in honour of this milestone I'd like to ask anyone still following me who used to go here or still goes here but is quiet about it, to come out and take part this year to celebrate! Or even just circulate the posts as I make them.

Also, if anyone more talented than me should feel so inclined to make some celebratory manips or whatnot for me to use on this blog, you'd have my undying love.

That being said, I'll be posting the rules and the official call to action next week, so keep your eyes peeled!

~ Red