He Helped Me

It works. It's real. He helped me.

[iwasalwayssafe-blog-blog-blog]

                Is that good? Shouldn’t that be good? He turns his head, to try and find where her eyes are focused. Of course, Daniel doesn’t know what he’s looking for, and just comes up blank. Eyes back on her— they narrow. Low, but not… a judgmental low. ❝——Yeah, and?❞ That sounds rude— he doesn’t mean for it to be.

[becauseiveplayedbefore-blog]

           She's gone back to not blinking. It's almost as if she's worried that he'll notice her and sneak up on her. "... He wasn't... very good to me." All she can see when she looks at him is d a r k n e  s s.

[iwasalwayssafe-blog-blog-blog]

                He’s worried. Sort of. It’s a complicated way that Daniel’s brain works. ❝I wasn’t— like, scolding you. I just thought you… should, uh, know.❞ King of smoothness, Daniel Matthews.

[becauseiveplayedbefore-blog]

                Again, it takes her a moment to respond, and when she does, her voice is almost too low to hear. "--My... father is there." It's not as if she thinks Daniel knows about her past-- about why this is tormenting her-- but she offers up the only explanation she can.

[iwasalwayssafe-blog-blog-blog]

                ❝——…You haven’t… um, blinked. In, uh— two minutes, Amanda.❞

[becauseiveplayedbefore-blog]

            It took her a moment to answer, and when she did, she blinked, but she didn't avert her gaze. "--I'm sorry."

[becauseiveplayedbefore-blog]

Okay, so you guys are actually going to hate me, I think. I have not done my drafts on this account yet. I was going to do them tonight, but I had a lot more to do to get ready than I thought I did, and now I am very tired and very much struggling with the short drafts on my other accounts. I won't have time to do them tomorrow before we leave, and so they've got to be put off until I get back. I swear I'm getting to them-- I've just been so incredibly busy.

[delightinsecrecy]

Alright, so now seems like a good time to make this announcement (and I will reblog it tomorrow, as well). I will be out of town this weekend from Thursday through Sunday for a convention, and I am not taking my laptop with me. I will do my best to have all of my replies finished and queued before it is time to leave, so there will be something posting during my absence. I will have my phone with me, so I will likely check in every now and then, but I will not be doing any proper roleplaying. I don’t know exactly what time I’ll be returning Sunday, and I work Monday morning so if it’s too late, I will not be on Sunday night, either. I will miss you all dearly!!

[empatheticinvestigator-blog]

Holy balls. I started this blog back in July 2013, backed off for a few months (because I was nervous about portraying Will) and now he’s my main muse. You stupid, scarred empath you. Along the way, I’ve met so many amazing roleplayers and muses. I can’t get over the sheer perfection of you guys out there!

And because of that, I’ve decided to make another follow forever for reaching 700 followers on this blog. I still can’t believe that many of you have stuck through all the derp that comes through here. Thank you all so much! *squishes all your lovely faces*

The people below have stuck with me through thick and thin, are the ones I’ve admired from a distance, and are just all around awesome! You guys have kept me on this blog and have made it so much fun! I can’t thank you enough, really ;w;

If you’re not on this list, please don’t be upset! I seriously love every one of my followers. And if I’ve forgotten you, I’m so sorry! I’m a serious derp and most likely forgot a bunch of people. And I tried my best to put multiple muses of the same roleplayers, but I know I’ve missed a few there too.

A - D

abamentia ◆ acrownofflameforaking ◆ agentbrianzeller ◆ agentdarcy ◆ agentmapp ◆ agentmstarling ◆ alwaysenduphere ◆ anarchiist ◆ anythingbutabaybreeze ◆ apollini ◆ aprofoundduplicity ◆ a-quietsonnet ◆ atigerburningbright ◆ atlasofmagic ◆ atwrathfulaltars ◆ becauseiveplayedbefore ◆ beggarking ◆ biteofthedragon ◆ blacksandslord ◆ blue-eyed-death-dealer ◆ bowtied ◆ burningthelouvre ◆ bxmbastic ◆ bxxtrix ◆ captainspangly ◆ casecraving ◆ causaliis ◆ cold-indifference ◆ countlecter ◆ crownedconqueror ◆ crypticinstability ◆ dandelionhighfive ◆ devorabit ◆ devorantis ◆ didyoueverflashythingme ◆ dorsiachainsaws ◆ dr-abel-gideon ◆ drhanniballecter ◆ drlecterpsychiatrist ◆ drscumbag ◆ dyingforastory

E - H

eternallysupreme ◆ eternalviking ◆ exaltedking ◆ exterminxns ◆ extractorextraordinaire ◆ fakedpersona ◆ fautere ◆ fearincarnate ◆ figment—ofyourimagination ◆ finiis ◆ fischerdreamsofbeaches ◆ forgerextraordinaire ◆ fortunedealer ◆ gottafindaboat ◆ gwindle ◆ gxldilocks ◆ habitus-mentis ◆ hauunted ◆ hedreamsofgold ◆ hismascot 

I - L

idespisemurderers ◆ idontfeelcorrupt ◆ ignatiius ◆ illripyourthroat ◆ imabetterfather ◆ impavidusx ◆ impossiblesass ◆ impxster ◆ infiltate ◆ initium—vitae ◆ iwalkacrookedmile ◆ ixsaidxreal ◆ jackofthetales ◆ jacksontherippner ◆ justaneighbor ◆ justicehastwosides ◆ keptmyhairshort ◆ kholodnost ◆ kindxhearted ◆ kxmikaze ◆ learnedskill ◆ lookwhatthekatzdraggedin ◆ loudhallways ◆ lxgis

M - P

magnetive ◆ memoryserved ◆ merciful-death ◆ mortcharmant ◆ mothermolly ◆ msrebamcclane ◆ mutantism ◆ mycroftthegreat ◆ myownprivatetrap ◆ notyourjudas ◆ palletdriver ◆ pathologos ◆ penrosexsteps ◆ poppedintowatch ◆ professorcromwell ◆ psychicliddell

Q - T

quitethehumanitarian ◆ rebamclane ◆rechercche ◆ red-as-rose ◆ reformabit ◆ regaliis ◆ resurrectedtonystark ◆ rustvrvan ◆ scandalousxclass ◆ scienceandsolitude ◆ sickxride ◆ silverheartsilverskin ◆ slaughte ◆ sociopathic-joker ◆ stinsxn ◆ stxrcrossd ◆ suicideismymortalenemy ◆ taintedviscera ◆ teachustobestill ◆ teddybexr ◆ the-abaddon ◆ the-alana-bloom ◆ theantagonistic ◆ theaperturescientist ◆ thebiqbadwolf ◆ theconceptofmurder ◆ thefreddylounds ◆ thepredaciousstjohn ◆ thethrillofthefight ◆ theunspeakablething ◆ theyoungsir ◆ thisonesjustright ◆ tokillabarton ◆ triggerbond

U - Z

uniquecocktail ◆ vampiretoostronk ◆ venemumflora ◆ venenumsyreni ◆ victxm ◆ violentii ◆ vxndxtta ◆ wasthatnotprocedure ◆ wasntguardingtacobell ◆ wasthelure ◆ weburn-inblood ◆ widowx ◆ willstrayham ◆ wizardxhowl ◆ wolfofthebigandbadvariety ◆ wrathisashadow ◆ wxgraham ◆ xaedificare ◆ xartificial ◆ xfactusest ◆ xhylophobic ◆ xredneck ◆ you-me-locked-ward ◆ yourneighbourjerry

[kieracameron]

[capitalr]

I keep forgetting to make this post, but it’s important that you guys know that the month of April is going to be horribly busy for me and my activity might be incredibly sporadic.

Our roommate is moving out today, and I might start moving my things into her old room, since it’s bigger. I have a paper to write this week, and on the day that paper is due, I have a test. The day of that test, I’m leaving town for four days (the 10th-13th) during which I will not be online except for checking my accounts on mobile. When I return, I have a speech to prepare, and I have finals to prepare for, since April is my last month of school. My finals are the week of the 21st-25th, I believe, and after that I ought to be completely free aside from work. I do apologize for any replies that might be drafted for quite a while, but I promise to do my best to keep up whenever I can. I won’t delete anything, so if you post a reply for me, I swear it’s coming! I’ll miss you guys, and feel free to shoot me an ask any time!

[iwasalwayssafe-blog-blog-blog]

[becauseiveplayedbefore-blog]

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[iwasalwayssafe-blog-blog-blog]

i come back and the first thing daniel does it fight with kat and use amanda wELP

[becauseiveplayedbefore-blog]

[trickedthefox-deactivated201607]

Give me a character and I will answer with a sample of how I would RP them?

[capitalr]

I keep forgetting to make this post, but it’s important that you guys know that the month of April is going to be horribly busy for me and my activity might be incredibly sporadic.

Our roommate is moving out today, and I might start moving my things into her old room, since it’s bigger. I have a paper to write this week, and on the day that paper is due, I have a test. The day of that test, I’m leaving town for four days (the 10th-13th) during which I will not be online except for checking my accounts on mobile. When I return, I have a speech to prepare, and I have finals to prepare for, since April is my last month of school. My finals are the week of the 21st-25th, I believe, and after that I ought to be completely free aside from work. I do apologize for any replies that might be drafted for quite a while, but I promise to do my best to keep up whenever I can. I won’t delete anything, so if you post a reply for me, I swear it’s coming! I’ll miss you guys, and feel free to shoot me an ask any time!

[kaydelko-deactivated20160527]

And bury me beside you I have no hope In solitude

[sorrowed-tripto-addict]

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url: Troll | Dreadful | Poor | Average | Exceeds Expectations | Outstanding |icon: Troll | Dreadful | Poor | Average | Exceeds Expectations | Outstanding | -sets a newer stage, it is that amazing- Perfecttheme: Troll | Dreadful | Poor | Average | Exceeds Expectations | Outstanding | posts: Troll | Dreadful | Poor | Average | Exceeds Expectations | Outstanding | Overall: Troll | Dreadful | Poor | Average | Exceeds Expectations | Outstanding | Following: No, but I love you! | I am now | Yes | AlwaysComments: I freaking love you. Now, one may reach conclusions that I am biased but I initially had found disinterest in Amanda’s character due to the more cliche mad with power scenario in characterization and while that may have been true- it cut short as I observed how you portrayed her. You’ve given that depth and elegantly described such pain and torment one endured when faced with the darker of decision making. I admire the character in every way due to the barest of interaction and such a perfect ability to design such captivating responses. I’m constantly left speechless and feel terrible for leaving you to wait for any response that I do owe. I am interested in seeing where our literature will take the muses and I never would have expected that. You’re amazing so- I feel this must be said, writer. -firm nod-

[idespisemurderers]

     ❝—I am perfectly serious. There are two of them. One’s a dangerous sociopath with a long history of violence…stop looking at me like that. The other is a bit of a downer tbh❞ 

[becauseiveplayedbefore-blog]

          "--That first llama sounds kind of rad tbh. I mean. Bad. He sounds... bad."

[idespisemurderers]

   ❝—Ah, yes. Amanda-chan. We appear to have a situation. Talking llamas have bypassed security. I’m too old for this shit. Lmao.❞ 

[becauseiveplayedbefore-blog]

        "Talking llamas? John have you fucking lost your mind? Like, I know we cut part of your skull out, but seriously are you fucking hallucinating?"