less personal

a lot of shitty text posts that can be construed as a personal blog im amber and these are my problems its mostly about boys

[becausereally-blog]

we're all always wrong. wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong

[becausereally-blog]

my pelvis is in so much pain oh my god im never having sex again

[becausereally-blog]

god its ridiculous how horny i am i just want to be in kyles bed right now

[becausereally-blog]

I can't wait to sleep with Kyle oh my god

[chxmicals-blog]

boob hickeys and butt bruises please

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[ohsorryoh-blog]

just remembered how much boob hickeys rule

[becausereally-blog]

Couldn't get intimate with a boy because he's see I had boob hickeys from another boy. Boob hickeys don't always rule sometimes they are a cock block.

[becausereally-blog]

I need sushi and I need it bad

[becausereally-blog]

I feel like scum because last night I slept over with Kyle, but tomorrow I'm going over to joeys to most likely just hook up, and at the same time I'm sitting here leading Alex on with false hope. I'm just a scummy person and I don't deserve all this attention.

[becausereally-blog]

Kyles the first boy in my life to ever kiss me in front of his friends.

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if i liked a boy there are certain female friends I wouldnt introduce him to because id be afraid that hed like them over me. I wonder if anyone i know feels that way about me. im dumb and selfish.

[becausereally-blog]

its weird being stupid sick and not being horny at all. im not used to this.

[becausereally-blog]

I don't trust Bridget and I don't really have a reason but I feel like she's about to give me one

[becausereally-blog]

welp just remembered why i felt so off and cant sleep. i smoked earlier and just forgot i did. cool.

[becausereally-blog]

i guess im just empty

[becausereally-blog]

like theres plenty of people for me to miss but its never anyone that makes me feel this sad and now im sad with no source.

[becausereally-blog]

it gets to be really late at night and i start to think about how much i miss someone and then i realize i dont actually know who i miss and now i dont even know if i can feel correctly anymore.

[becausereally-blog]

made steph a drink and watered down the bottle so mom and dad didnt know i took any and i looked and ITS FROZEN NOW. THERE WASNT EVEN THAT MUCH WATER OH MY GOD WHAT DO I DO

[becausereally-blog]

i wish me and someone else had mad beef and hated each other openly because i dont have any enemies and i would like to know what it feels like to be hated