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If Only You Knew

I have updated my AstarionxTav Fanfic over on AO3 and if people would like to check it out I would be delighted!

Chapters: 3/?

Word count: 10,670

Here is another little snippet to entice you in...

She chuckles at your silence.

“Very well. You know what to do.” She clicks her tongue and moves to let the goblins swarm you, blades glinting in the firelight.

One goblin giggles maniacally, as it presses the tip of its knife blade to your forearm and draws it down, slicing into your skin.

Your scream rips through the air, bouncing off the stone walls. Another goblin slides a blade down your ribcage. You howl as you begin to feel your warm blood running down your arm and side. You breathe heavily through your nose and grit your teeth, not wanting to give them the satisfaction of your pain. One of the bugbears reaches up with a small dagger and begins to pierce under one of your nails. Tears stream from your eyes. Yes, you had been in similar situations, but this had to be one of the most brutal. The torture being carried out barely had any space between the slashes and pierces. Another slice this time across your cheek. You let out a hoarse cry.

“Please…please, stop.” You beg. “I don’t know what you want. I don’t know who you think I am, but I’m nobody.”

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[favorite-characters]

𝔾𝕒𝕞𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕋𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕤

Aidan Gillen as 𝐏𝐞𝐭𝐲𝐫 «𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫» 𝐁𝐚𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡 (sh. David Benioff, Daniel Weiss / S01 / 2011)

[taiyoufu-deactivated20230521]

This man can’t be fixed. I can fuck him though. Maybe that will calm him down.

[yoritsukikawa]

Barn owl

[memingursa-deactivated20250625]

Italian Nirvana

[azrakon]

[the-grand-author-ne]

[hometoursandotherstuff]

[naniyou]

[cowpokeredeemed]

[vocabulary-altering-posts]

PHRASE ADDED!

"Taste the god particle you rat"

CHARACTER ADDED!

The Gnome That Makes Snow Angels In Your Kitchen (Deceased)

[jameshathaways]

Morse meeting Philip Hathaway in Endeavour 3x03, “Prey”

[endeavourfiles]

He looks pretty ina garden

[iapislazuli]

idk what traumatized or mentally ill person needs to hear this but dreams (especially the really disturbing ones you dont want to talk about to anybody) arent some deep peek into your psyche or a sign of your True Desires or whatever theyre quite literally your brain making fruit salad with whatever it can find on the shelf. just putting all that shit in a blender and hitting obliterate. its fine, youre fine, youre not a weirdo for it

[iapislazuli]

Actually forget what I said. This dream is more important than anything

[mr-something-0r-another]

[basedhighsenberg]

[writing-prompt-s]

You were the healer—the last light of your party. But now your final ally dies in your arms, and there’s no one left to save. The enemy jeers, calling you useless. You look up, eyes hollow and black. The light is gone. The Void answers. You're no longer a cleric. You're something far worse.

[determined-mind-deactivated2025]

[girlwhorpsalot]

I needed this.

[mentalmentalhealth]

Thank you to all the people who posted this so I ended up seeing it. I really needed this right now. Thank you!

[aro-ace-christian]

Yeah… Not gonna lie… I cried…

[muslimintp-1999-girl]

We need more people like this

[armillary-spheres-lover]

Goddamn it stop making me feel human

[dreamsrainandwitchythings]

The therapist I wanna be.

[positivelyqueerace]

Text in the image:

“I’m a therapist and keep this poster in my waiting room, apparently it’s saved a few lives.”

I don’t like the phrase “a cry for help.” I just don’t like how it sounds. When somebody says to me, “I’m thinking about suicide. I have a plan: I just need a reason not to do it,” the last thing I see is helplessness.

I think your depression has been beating you up for years. It’s called you ugly, and stupid, and pathetic, and a failure, for so long that you’ve forgotten that it’s wrong. You don’t see any good in yourself, and you don’t have any hope.

But still here you are: you’ve come over to me, banged on my door and said, “HEY! Staying alive is REALLY HARD right now! Just give me something to fight with! I don’t care if it’s a stick! Give me a stick and I can stay alive!”

How is that helpless? I think that’s incredible. You’re like a marine: trapped for years behind enemy lines. Your gun has been taken away, you’re out of ammo, you’re malnourished, and you’ve probably caught some kind of jungle virus that’s making you hallucinate giant spiders.

And you’re still just going, “GIVE ME A STICK. I’M NOT DYING OUT HERE.” “A cry for help” makes it sound like I’m supposed to take pity on you, but you don’t need my pity. This isn’t pathetic. This is the will to survive. This is how humans lived long enough to become the dominant species.

With NO hope, running on NOTHING, you’re ready to cut through a hundred miles of hostile jungle with nothing but a stick, if that’s what it takes to get to safety.

All I’m doing is handing out sticks.

You’re the one saying alive.

[ultimate-science-nerd]

I legit cried at this. I’ve needed to hear it put this way. Bless this post.

[tea-rabbits]

Every time I see this post I stop to read the whole image. It always helps — even on the good days.

Because it wasn’t weakness. It wasn’t shameful to seek help. It wasn’t pathetic to “cry for help”. I was looking for a stick, be that from myself or from someone else. I was trying to find a way out. I was trying to heal myself.

[aurora-nerin]

this is fuckin incredible. 

[irondad-not-ironsad]

I’m sorry if I repost to many of these, but if it could be someone’s “stick” then it’s worth it

[imfemalewarrior]

For anyone that needs to read this today. 

-FemaleWarrior, She/They 

[rosered3-deactivated20240912]

They also have this one and I think quite a few others but these two I keep on my phone and pull up on my bad days.

[mythigal1966]

Text on second poster:

‘WHY ARE YOU SO LAZY?’

But you’re not lazy. Lazy is when you shrug things off because you can’t summon up the give-a-damn. When you’re curled up tight in your chair at your desk, alone and grey and desperately wishing that you had your life in order, that you did all those things you had to do, that it didn’t feel like breaking rocks just to feed and clothe yourself and get some sleep, that’s not lazy.

People don’t understand. You tell them “It’s hard.” They tell you “No it isn’t, you’re just lazy.”

You start to wonder if they’re right.

is breaking those rocks easy for everyone else? Are they that much stronger than you?

They don’t look like they’re struggling.

“Just try harder,” they say. But you’re trying. It’s not working.

Breaking boulders in your path until you’re spent isn’t lazy. And you do it day after day after day.

You’re not lazy. Most people don’t have those rocks to break. They don’t even know what it’s like to have to break rocks to get things done. They don’t understand how hard you have to work, and how hopeless you can feel, when you try and fail to do what they do so easily. Things are harder for you. They really are. And if those people had to deal with your problems, they wouldn’t be doing any better.

You’re not lazy. You’re not weak. You’re fighting hard. I guess I just want you to know that I know that.

[wizardslut9000]

agree with every reblog above but i dont like those owls

[coobk-blog-deactivated20260103]

the owls are cute tho…

[import--math--geek--math-rand]

Pinning this because I know I or somebody I know will at some point need this

[kolbisneat]

All the Teeny Tiny Stages I've done over the years! Hopefully I'll get to add more to the collection someday soon.

And if you're inclined, prints are over here: https://store.kolbisneat.com/

Happy Friday!

[important-animal-images]

[floweryanarchy]

The deeper I fall in love with a character, the better I draw them.

These two are about 6 months apart.

It’s so nice seeing progress

Same goes for Astarion (I need to draw him more) 4 months apart here