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Exes......😩

Do you ever get to that point in a month or year where people from your past are just springing up on you like crazy? Well, I have. And guess what? All of my exes presented themselves in some sort of Amazon review manner. One said, “you were right about me; I do lack focus”. Another said, “It’s been so long; I just wanted to say hi.” But the second-last one? He fucking blew my mind😶. He said, “I…

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Hey Future Me🤩

Today is 10/10/2023; something you probably can tell from reading the date on this page. Anyway, you know me, I am super dramatic at most things so I just had to tell you. So, lately you have been super duper worried about so many dumb things right? Okay, fine, they are probably not so dumb because they actually literally matter to your entire existence. Like you know if you’re not earning enough…

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Maybe I Am Ugly; And I Know It😊

Guess what sweetheart!!!!!!!! I finally figured out where the emoji button is on here😁😁😁. You people shall not rest😎 Anywhooo…this morning on my usual routine of trying to get out of bed🙄 I stumbled upon someone saying how much they had struggled to exit Kenya through the Visa application thingy and that they finally did and they are now happily living in the States. I think🤔 what drove me to…

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(via Wow, LinkedIn, Wow.)

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Wow, LinkedIn, Wow.

You know sometimes I wonder how LinkedIn gurus go to sleep at night. They must feel so accomplished. Like they have cracked the code to securing endless money and they can rub it on everyone’s faces because that’s literally what LinkedIn is for. I mean who even came up with the idea 😫(I told you I’d find the emojis). To just fund a social platform completely dedicated to people telling other…

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Nervous But Grateful

So i have been on a trip for a while and we haven’t gotten the chance to talk I think. Although, I have felt you around me severally (either that or I’m friends with a monster). At this moment Lord, I do not absolutely feel like myself. And it doesn’t help that my boyfriend does not have a mirror I can use to like see myself? I feel like I am forgetting how I look like outside coz I am so in…

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Detached? Not So Much

Something I have embraced over the years is losing the need for validation from other people. Now, I can trace where this came from. Years ago when my parents made me feel like my best was never enough, I thought; “What could be so enough for them that they will leave me alone to my own devices as soon as I do it?” And the answer came to me in a flash (or several days I don’t really remember):…

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Born to Work, Deceived Otherwise

Have you ever felt useless? Like have you ever felt like you could disappear and no-one would care because you are not mining coins out of a non-existent factory using your body. That feeling that if you do not get up and slave for somebody you had better die. I wish there were happy jobless people you know? Like people you could just hang out with and they would not be sad because they do not…

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Dissecting Boredom

What is boredom? According to the A.I.s of the world, boredom is a state where the mind lacks interest, engagement or stimulation. I fell like this is like saying the mind is seated in a corner of the mind staring around at the system working and wondering if it should jump off a cliff and let everyone figure themselves out. I mean, this would make sense considering that when I get bored I want…

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Ever seen someone venting on social media and you just stare at them like a child sipping juice while mindlessly watching an exploding car crash? Well, I have. And the second-hand embarrassment was…

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I swear right in this moment if I stood on a dais before the world and the president/queen/ruler/founder/controller/keeper/owner of the world asked me what I hate so much in the world, I would shou…