Writers Block

travel,fail,getup,and don't stop finding the truth of understanding yourself in this realty. Suicidal mind with a path to free who i really am from my own limits i created. Breath and feel free.

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facts about depression

so even if your travelling this depression doesnt leave. even though life is more what I like my anxiety is also in full blast and my crippling depression is right behind her.

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so here I am in Egypt and ya i need to keep you updated

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cooking

everytime I cook I have a life lesson. today was patience if i wanted amazing flavors 

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10 posts!

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Rethink homelessness

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Human relationships are strange. I mean, you are with one person a while, eating and sleeping and living with them, loving them, talking to them, going places together, and then it stops

Charles Bukowski (via checked)

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my little random quotes 

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realizing

having so much words that flood my mind but when i go and write it down its like i have to translate and organize my thoughts into human understanding and it freezes from overload...why is it that sometimes I write exactly how i think and assume I’m finally surfing that creative wave but soon after i get  a brain fog and i cant even leave Instagram or Facebook alone for its silly trendy news or adorable whatevers.

I have allowed myself to be attached and addicted to temporary distractions that is staining  my vision of who I really am and the longer I stay in this habit the harder it is to polish my views and goals . I’m an alien soul that wanders aimlessly and asking myself what? who ?why and where do I belong?

I’m broke and unprepared for this journey but yet i just realize that this is exactly how i want to start my story. Yes, extra cash well improve my comfort and safety, yet the idea of experiencing a life that doesn't focus on money sounds like a myth for an ordinary mind.

I’m expecting to face the discomfort of failing but also the reward of knowledge, going through emotions of shock for realizing i’m doing what I’ve always fantasized as a child and forgiving myself to make mistakes. We as adults need to explore and remind ourselves that we are still students. To think age gives you wisdom is the most ignorant myth to believe.

Earn your wisdom by exploring and testing how far you can go. When we become self aware, then we graduate to learning our mistakes and gaining lessons. Finally the last wisdom growth is being grateful and accepting death without any regrets and to know you have improved the world with a smile..

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No one tells you how to feel about life, they just push you through it. Who am I? what is this current reality? how do I suffer less and experience more.?.....

Philosophy and spirituality is hard to maintain in a society of set rules and  distractions that seduces your ego and quenches your desires. Either way you grow old but never mature.

How can you break this habit that was forced upon us?

Simple

Face your fears and figure out what your soul needs in this short moment on Earth.

So how can you be free to do this? You must  escape your mental prison.

First step is to realize your in one.

Second step ask why you chose to stay and why you need to leave.

Third step is saying goodbye to your old ego and start knowing more of this spirit in you.

See the world and you like a infant. become amazed by ants and feel the breeze. Explore Again and keep evolving.

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So as you can see I’m really bad at remembering passwords and also pulling enough energy to eventually change my password.. i finally struggle through.

Barely

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Forgetting

forgetfulness

sometimes a blissing but many times more a curse.

trying to keep focus without distractions but sometimes those cute pandas playing with snow on my facebook is too darn hard to not look.

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Donald Trump for President?

If you think He should become President, Please Unfollow or Block Me. I Allow Opinions, but then There is Just Plain Out Stupidity. 

1)Yes he may be a rich man but He Has gone Bankrupt at least 3-4 times and America in it’s State At the Moment Can’t Risk That At All.

2)He is 100% Stubborn. Yeah Great you stick to your word but that is a huge issue. You Can’t Get Everything You want, You have to Negotiate. Plus He Moves Way Too Fast and America Again Isn’t Able to Move at That Pace Therefore this would cause Many Issues.

3) He is a Complete Racist and an Asshole. Muslims Wearing Name tags? ALL MEXICANS are Criminals, Drug Dealers etc, Disrespects McCain with No Apology, and No Apology for Making fun of the Disabled News Reporter. 

The Rate Trump wants to Go, He would cause So Many Problems Around the World, WWIII Could Actually Happen and That Kind of War NO ONE IS READY FOR! DON’T LET THIS IDIOT BECOME PRESIDENT. 

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Rare?

The more i research about traveling alone as a woman the more i don’t find more stories about woman who just pick up and leave. why are we so rare? Now! don’t get me wrong.There is many woman that go travel and hike yearly but not what i am going to try to do. I will  truly be a wanderer and explore the wild and cultures of exotic lands, I will  be the modern Marco Polo but with a twist on goals. I want to smell the air around me and realize i AM FREE. Free to adventure, Free to breakup with materialistic needs and just LOVE life without possessions. I will be taught humiliation and how to accept my life the way it is and on the way to this knowledge of mental strength I hope I will inspire others to kill fear and do what i did but in their on essence of freedom. 

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my lollipop

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Minds made up

Ok. its the start everyone!!!! and by everyone i mean in my head. my different emotions of my decision i have made for 2016 are going wild.

 fear, excitement, and am i can i really travel alone and not die.