Story of her

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[reald0pe-deactivated20241124-de]

[24-diary]

Gianna “Gigi” Bryant 💕

[beeangelmarie]

Lately I have been so silent about certain things. But I finally found another way to have an outlet.

‎Bee Side Chronicles on Apple Podcasts

‎News · 2019

[her-chronicles-24]

Take a step back, try seeing what I see. Try to experience what I’m experiencing. Do you understand my hurt? My pain? Or even how my thoughts go? Have you ever tried really giving someone your all but you’re hesitant, you’re so hesitant that words can’t even suffice. No one can truly relate to what you’ve wanted all your life. Whether if it’s love, a friend, a consoler, or just a place you can quickly get away to — runaway to! What’s funny I’ve always tried risking certain things. Whether if it was my life, my pride, my integrity. I’ve always tried to come to a conclusion that there was something wrong with me. Then I started to truly understand something about life, everyone’s life has some trials or tribulations that they have to deal with. Not everyone goes through the same exact struggle or get out of that struggle easily.. I’ve maintained myself by trying to see what is really going on about life because seriously, it’s annoying...

[her-chronicles-24]

When you are in love with someone, you admire everything about them. You may be vulnerable, but this person gives you peace. She understands you. You’ll give her every part of you even at your worse moments. Little does she know, she’s the reason why you’re changing. She’s the reason why you aren’t going back to old habits — what does she feel about you? Does she truly love you the way you love her? Does she actually take your feelings under Consideration? Sometimes being in love with someone in your vulnerable time might be the worst because the feelings aren’t mutual.. The truth may hurt you, but at least you knew that you had someone to count on. When you find the love that truly is mutual. You’ll see that the person is before your eyes. You’re just not allowing yourself to see them.🧡🌻

[her-chronicles-24]

Everyday I’m battling with Satan. Satan deadass wants me to end everything. No matter how big my smile is and how I don’t cry in front of people. You will not understand how much the silence is so loud for me.! No matter how many times someone tells me “I got you” or “I’m never leaving you” or whatever response they have for me to make me feel better! I CANT DO THIS SHIT NO MORE. I am ready to end it. I’m ready to go. I don’t care anymore!! I can’t put myself back together this time, there’s just no way!!! 💔 I don’t care anymore! I’m tired. I’m numb. I’m done!

[her-chronicles-24]

Today’s relationship standards are very different. I am a type of girl who does the old-fashioned thing. For Instance, I enjoy going out and getting to know a person rather than texting you on the phone and having text messages get misconstrued because you don’t know what I’m trying to say to you. It’s frustrating trying to get yourself out there; it’s worse when you get misunderstood.. I want someone that I can love, cherish and travel with. Finding love is hard - finding a love to last forever is difficult 💔❤️

[mykingisaqueen]

Be my favorite girl🥰❣️

[nikodomani]

When you having the time of your life with family❤️🧡💜💚

[hjerano]

[beeangelmarie]

One day💙

Meditiation is the way to feel refreshed and feel more free. There has been a lot on my plate that has been taking a toll on me but I have to realize and remember that I have enough time and I can’t back down on doing what is for my purpose.

I’ve always tried not over-succeed or overthink, but I’m trying to not give up, I’m trying to not let other people’s opinions reflect me! I’m trying to not have negativity take over me - I don’t want my fears to stop me from doing what matters. I want to be a role model. I want people to understand my story and why I move the way I do, but if you’re not willing to get to know me or even see what I’m about then why not communicate? Why is communication something people fear to do so much??? It’s always something I feel that can actually help you see what a person is about. Some people like to fuck with others by giving them false hope. Others tend to look at you and judge while continuing that false hope.

I want my heart to be acknowledged. I want me to be acknowledged. I want to be set free. I want people to realize I have a story to tell. Whether they like it or not, I was here. I showed my true self. I shared my beliefs, my experiences, my love, my hatred, my strength. I am willing to share everything no matter what the case may be. I will stand up and share my worth. I am worth enough even you feel I’m worth shit. I am setting myself free of everything.

Pain, heartbreak, neglect, abandonments, tears. I am setting myself free. I’ve realized the ones who love me. The ones who pretend to like me. The ones who judge me. The ones who love me in misery; I’m setting you all free. I have to set you free in order for myself to be free.

I thank the ones who’ve never turned their backs because I couldn’t ask for better loves to be mindful of my feelings and care.

I’ve been fighting everyday to not take a knife or jump into the highway; I have the biggest smile to show that nothing phases me. I have the biggest heart that can no one can turn their backs on... I live for blessings, but what I get is setbacks. I’m in love with love, but all I get is rejection. I want this person to know “whomever you are, I hope you are ready for me the way I’ve been ready for you! I knew I loved you way before I knew who you were. I know you’ll accept me. Care for me. Love me. Thank you my sweets!”

One day. One day. All I need is one day. 😔💙

[enamorou]

[her-chronicles-24]

Be kind to everyone. You don’t know what the next person is going through! 💛💚🕊

[her-chronicles-24]

Some people truly do not value others feelings and/or opinions because they feel like it’s either invalid or “if it’s not asked then it’s not important” i pay close attention to everyone(strangers or personal) energies. My gift shows me something about themselves that they don’t want people to be aware of nor acknowledge because some of us want to be leaders so bad that we set our minds to be something that we know we aren’t! Most people now days take celebrities for a perfect example, we as fans take it upon ourselves to comment on their lives or even things that are seen in the tabloids. We don’t know them personally we know of them. We are human. Everyone goes through a different experience, but if a perfect stranger tells you what they’ve noticed about you, are you going to shut them out because of the fact that they wanted to tell you what’s on their mind? They wanted to address how they’ve been feeling? Don’t be a bitch and shut out someone for wanting to reach out to you and you take it upon yourself to twist everything to your advantage and call someone out their name because they wanted to be honest with you. You have a choice to respond and you also have a choice to not be cruel! Not everyone that portrays themselves as “good people” are not so good! They may tell you something to make YOU feel better then do the complete opposite approach to show their true colors.. Be aware guys! Even though you have a great heart - not everyone you come across will see you as coming to them with a good heart. They’ll start bullying you without you realizing it or even better, disrespect your name and still be malicious. Not everyone wants to hear about what others think of them or what others feel about them. Self happiness, closure, self care is important! We as humans shouldn’t be going straight to social media portraying ourselves to be a completely different person when YOU KNOW THATS NOT WHO YOU ARE.

Humble yourself💚 Love yourself🧡

[her-chronicles-24]

Rest easy sister! 👑🌹on this beautiful day I am thinking of you! See you soon! Continue to bless all of us with your amazing spirit! 💛🧡

[mykingisaqueen]

Trinity 🏳️‍🌈

[hexeosis]

[gay-slime]

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