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Beech | young adult | genderfluid | they/them

Hey there! Fictional characters keep stealing my heart, so I use this place to bring my daydreams closer to reality. I mainly write fluff. Hope you like your stay!

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Nice comments and asks help motivate me to write more! I really appreciate it <3

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I'd like to write more for Bungou Stray Dogs but running low on inspiration so if anyone has ideas send them my way please lol

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hello, i would like to have a genshin matchup with a male character for some change :) i go by she/her and my MBTI is ESTP. i would say i am a social, confident person. i definitely need people around me to feel less anxious. i am impulsive, very impatient and i share whatever is on my mind, however strange it may sound. i am passionate, ambitious, emotional, headstrong and i always crave excitement because i will feel easily bored. i love teasing relationships and playful banter. i definitely feel instant attraction to confident, even a bit cocky, intelligent people with some edge (?). but i really dont have a specific type. i love challenges and anything competitive, but i am also quite sensitive and empathetic.

my hobbys are spending time with friends/people, going out, creative writing, reading and shopping. for my style and aesthetic i usually go for something dark, yet elegant and feminine. i like dark red shades, black, violet and white. i like to wear jewelery and alternative dresses. my love language is words of affirmation, i need a lot of attention to feel seen. my partner should be someone who is able to balance my occasional chaos and impulsivity, but is still witty and playful ♡.

Thanks for requesting!

I match you with...

Tighnari!

The both of you would likely meet after you got yourself into some trouble in the Avidya Forest. Maybe you climbed and fell from a tree or was dared to bite into some edible-looking plant you really shouldn't eat. Whatever the case, Tighnari would scold you, but still help you out. And that would become a bit of a pattern. You get yourself into some kind of situation, and he makes sure you don't get yourself hurt, or if you do he chides you before fixing you up.

Likes seeing you chase and achieve your goals — it inspires him to set and work toward his own. He is also intrigued by your spontaneity and how fun-loving you are, as that deviates heavily from his own way of life. Despite sometimes nagging you a little, he holds a deep respect for you.

He's known for being sassy, and that adjective would still accurately describe him when he's around you. Though with you his sarcastic little quips seem to be delivered with a small quirk of the lip far more often. He can't stop it from forming. You're amusing to him, despite giving him headaches, and he's grown extremely fond of you.

Tighnari is more of an ambivert, but despite also having an introverted side, he's almost constantly engaging with the Forest Rangers or idiotic people who've found themselves stumbling into the Avidya Forest without a clue of the dangers. So he might prefer engaging in less social activities with you, though he definitely wouldn't be against going out from time to time. He likes seeing you enjoying yourself, after all.

He's a bit of a reader too. Though he mostly reads educational books on botany. Definitely willing to lend them to you if you're interested, or to teach you about the local plant life without the use of books. Could also take a crack at reading books you like. Might even enjoy having you read to him (works you like or ones you've written yourself) while he's preparing different medicines and such.

If he's in need of a local herb, he might just play into your competitive nature and suggest you make a game of who can find it first. Of course, this would only be after he feels you properly grasp the dangers of the forest. He'll show you a sketch of the plant, quickly explain some of it's identifying features, and then you're off. If you win you might just receive a little kiss on the cheek.

Words of affirmation isn't really one of his top love languages, but if you asked him he'd definitely try to use it more. It'd mostly be in private. Suddenly striking up conversation while you're both doing your own thing. "Hey, are you aware that you inspire me?" Looking at you with a softness in his eyes after you've accomplished something. "I'm proud of you. Genuinely."

Originally I was going to go with Heizou, but I was afraid you wouldn't balance each other out very well. I'm honestly still pretty unsure about my choice, and only became more unsure as I was writing, which is why it took a while. Still, hope you like your match!

Would appreciate feedback if you have any <3

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What are dates with Nikolai like?

Cw: train derailment

Nikolai finds joy in being impossible to predict and that aspect also shows itself in the dates he takes you on

One day he takes you on an OFF-the-wALLS CRaZY date

Like derailing a train together

And for your next date you're eating dinner at his place with candles and music and rose petals

What most of the dates he takes you on have in common, is that they're all over-the-top

He's a dramatic at heart he can't just sit on the couch with you and watch a movie he has to cause a power outage across the entire city so you can watch the starry sky from your rooftop!

If you like tamer dates then he could maybe reign himself in for an hour or two

And if those hours end with you asleep on his shoulder...

Then for a moment he'll consider staying like that

You look so peaceful

And you feel safe enough to be like this with him

It makes him strangely sentimental

Which is a feeling he's never quite enjoyed

Time to shake you awake so he won't have to think about it anymore!!

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Closing my matchup requests for now. Will still be finishing the ones in my inbox

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Heyy how many matchups do u currently have/how long will it take? ☆☆

Had only one matchup in my inbox when you sent this ask in, which I should be able to finish within a day or two

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Dazai's love languages

Word count: 0,8k

Cw: mention of loved ones being lost, some angst

1. Quality time

Dazai knows that time is short. At any moment, the people in his life can be taken from him. Because of this, he truly takes the time to cherish the moments he shares with those he cares for. Going for a walk, visiting a bar or cafe, or just simply relaxing at home together. If it's time spent with a loved one, it's time well spent.

He'd practically be attached at the hip to a romantic partner. No matter what they're doing, where they're going, there's barely anything that would prevent Dazai from attempting to tag along. He has to be with them, of course. Because if he wasn't, he might miss their smile, their laugh, or some endearing little thing they'd do. They might need his protection too! Of course, Dazai has to come along. It's only logical.

2. Physical touch

He'd be all over a romantic partner — clinging to them at all times. Hugging them, tapping his lap to make them sit, sprawling across their lap on the couch, demanding kisses, holding their hand and swinging it back and forth as they walk. PDA galore.

If his s/o doesn't allow him the physical affection he craves, he'll sulk. "Come onnn. Just a little kiss, I promise!" He'd still try to respect it if his partner was truly uncomfortable with it. Buutt,, he'd be a little bit of a nuisance regardless. Announcing when he wants touch and being like "Oh, who will satisfy my thirst for physical affection? If you don't embrace me soon I might just get so desperate I'll hug Kunikida!"

Though, these actions don't necessarily hold the most weight. The moments that are more genuinely meant to convey his love to someone are typically less energetic. Sitting alone outside, sharing a comforting silence before he suddenly pulls them into him to lean on his shoulder. Or quietly reaching out to hold his s/o as they lay beside each other in the night. Them doing the same sort of things to him will also make him feel loved.

3. Acts of service

He isn't one to do this much himself. Though if he happens to hear his s/o mention they need something, and he finds himself at the store later that day, he could definitely pick it up for them.

If someone does an act of service for him however, it actually means quite a lot; more than he thought it would. Someone doing something for him, something he didn't even ask them to do — it feels as if they're acknowledging his humanity. That he too is a person that might need help every now and then. It's not something he expects from another person, so when it happens it can catch him off guard, bringing a warmth to his chest.

4. Words of affirmation

He's very good at giving compliments and smoothly making someone feel special. These compliments, however, rarely feel genuine on his part. He either does it to get something out of the person or to entertain himself or others. Of course, it can be to get a smile out of his loved one, but he doesn't really think much about the words spilling out of his lips in those moments. "You are the light of my life! My one and only! Beauty that compares to the gods!"

The jokey, energetic flare can also be dropped in favor of something that sounds more serious. "You can do it. I've seen you do it many times before, and you can do it again. You won't fail." But he will still feel detached from it, as if he's reading from a script. He wants to be real, to share true words of love, but it all feels so fake to him no matter what he says. It's much easier for him to pull his partner close, to hold them, and hope they understand.

Him receiving affirmation is also conflicting, unfortunately. Dazai isn’t used to it, and a lot of it really doesn’t reach him on an emotional level. It just feels like empty words being thrown at the walls he’s built up around him.

However, when those words do reach him, he feels it very strongly. It’s soft, fluttery, and makes him feel an unfamiliar warmth… and that almost scares him. He’s not sure how to handle it. The phoniness of his words becomes so blaringly obvious and ugly in comparison to theirs. He’s not sure he could give them anything real in return, not sure he deserves it.

5. Gift giving

Whilst he would appreciate getting gifts, it wouldn't instinctually register in his mind as something being done out of love for him. He received a gift, cool! Now he has a thing someone gave him! ...What should he do with it?

He also isn't a big gift giver himself. Sure, he might give a little something for a birthday or something, but he's not one to constaltly shower people in gifts. It's just not a love language that comes naturally to him at all.

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oh, sweetheart, i love kaveh matchup just as much as i love diluc matchup! ⋆˙⟡♡ also, let me tell you, that i’m in love with your writing style! you’re super talented and sweet and thank you so much for your work and time <3

Ahh thank you <3<3 I'm really happy you liked them! You're really sweet too! <3

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hi! it’s me again! i absolutely loved matchup you made for me!!! omg i love diluc so much it makes my heart hurt ⋆˙⟡♡

anyways, I wanted to say thank you, sweetheart!!! I was really enjoying reading it! and I would LOVE to see kaveh result, if it’s okay for you ofc<3

Ahh I'm so happy you liked it!! And of course it's okay, I offered! <3

Original request

I also match you with...

Kaveh!

Is maybe slightly put off when he hears you study linguistics because that's Haravatat's area of expertise and his experience with that darshan isn't... the most pleasant. Though he is not one to judge a book by it's cover! No, for all he knows you might be one of the rare ones hiding a heart of gold!

He soon discovers for himself that no, your heart is not made of gold; it's made of the most exquisite gemstones he's ever seen! You're so incredibly sweet and joyful and loving, more so than anyone else he's ever met! You're like a gift from the archons themselves!

This man also happens to love physical touch! Alongside words of affirmation. Will absolutely cuddle with you SO much. As well as remind you how much he appreciates you through words. Will hold and kiss your hands, stroke your hair, and kiss your forehead and your lips. He loves feeling you close, sharing affection through sharing warmth.

He's extremely in tune and attentive to your emotional state. If you're having a good day, he's over the moon! If you're having a bad day, he's right there with you, sharing in your pain and being there to support you. He would never fault you for being sensitive, emotional, and caring deeply. In fact, he relates to all of that, and thinks it's wonderful that you are that way. After all, if you were insensitive, cold and uncaring, how could you enjoy anything in life?

He's quick to spot your anxiety too, and would be extremely understanding about it. He'd always be there to help you feel more comfortable whenever he can, throwing you a reassuring look every now and then or giving your hand a little squeeze to remind you he's right there with you. Honestly he's pretty talkative, so if you don't like having attention on you he can absolutely make sure it's on him instead during social settings. Listening to him ramble on about his projects and rant about his struggles can actually be pretty entertaining, it can likely even distract you from your own worries.

Will absolutely indulge you in your love of music. You could go to the Grand Bazaar together and have a lovely time witnessing whatever the Zubayr Theater is putting on. He also actually knows how to play an instrument himself — the dutar! And he would play it for you whenever you'd like without question! ...provided no deadlines are coming up that he has to work on.

Now he would actually seriously consider getting you a bunny as a wonderful little surprise, but in the end he'd have to give up on that. If he bought it he'd need to be able to take responsibility for it, and there's a chance he wouldn't be able to as his income and free time isn't stable enough to guarantee it's well-being. But worry not! You know the little lion keychain he has? He'll get you a matching bunny one! Will even make it himself if he has to! Anything that his poor man's budget can achieve for you!

I chose Diluc originally to give a calmer more balanced vibe, which I think would be good for you. Was a little worried Kaveh might be too similar to you in being sensitive and emotional, which could maybe get a little overwhelming? Though he's incredibly sweet, would understand you very well, and definitely would initiate physical touch and cuddles.

Would love feedback if you have any!

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Kaveh's s/o coming out to him as transgender

This one was originally meant to be for the enby folks but realized it pretty much works for trans people in general lol

Also godd I love this man so much? I'm obsessed with him? He's so sweet? Please send in requests for him?

Cw: slight accidental misgendering

Oh my god he's honestly so good to you

He thinks about it so much in the start, wanting to understand as much as he can so he can be as respectful of your identity as possible

Though tbh he actually seems to grasp the situation way better than any other cis man typically would, being extremely good at putting himself in other's shoes

He doesn't doubt you. He understands that the only person who can know how you feel is you

And he never really gets into sensitive gender topics either unless you bring it up

If you ask him to use different pronouns then he might slip up a little bit in the start (got a lot on his mind and isn't very used to seeing you in this new light yet) but quickly gets ahold of it

It doesn't really cross his mind to do research on it, mainly because this is your experience of life. Words on a page written by someone else doesn't feel like the correct way of leaning about you

Though if you suggest it to him, or seem confused about it yourself, he'd gladly pick up a book

He doesn't really think much of what this will mean in terms of his sexuality. It's you. He's so smitten he knows he'd love you in whatever form you take

If you wish to change your gender presentation then ofc he will support you!

Sure he loves the way you look, but more than that he loves seeing you smile and be comfortable and confident in yourself. He honestly doubts any change to your appearance could stop him from loving you

If you'd like a new wardrobe then he'd love helping you pick out new clothes. His artistic eye would be excellent at finding clothes that suit you and the presentation you're going for

He thinks it's absolutely fascinating, no, mesmerizing to see you grow into yourself. Your appearance, and body language and... even the way you talk and act! You're being sculpted into an entirely new, happier person

It's almost like he's witnessing the most riveting art project's progression. He can't wait to see the end result!

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hi! i hope you doing great! <3

can I have male genshin matchup please? (the character I wouldn’t like to be matched with is venti tho)

i’m a girl, 19, aries, enfp, my pronouns are she/her. i could be really shy sometimes due to my bad anxiety, but mostly i’m very sweet and bubbly person, i deeply care about my friends, and i’m super affectionate with people who i love. also, my love language is physical touch!!! i’m also very sensitive and emotional person, but i’m fully open with my feelings only with close people in my life. my height is 5’5, i have a petite figure, have some boob, long brown hair and green eyes, i would describe my style as a hyperfeminine, but i also love to dress cozy! i’m polyglot and i speak 6 languages, and i’m studying linguistics in uni. my other passions are makeup, cinematography and music ofc! i’m obsessed with rabbits and bunnies and all the bunny-themed items! i love cute things, such as clothes, accessories, makeup, stuffies and etc. my ideal partner is someone tall and protective, who would take care of me and be attentive to me and my feelings! and also someone who would cuddle me a lot <3

hope it’s okay! sorry for my grammar, english isn’t my first language. i hope you have a nice day <3

Your English is honestly really good! Thanks for the request!

I match you with...

Diluc!

Any time he sees you, he can't help the soft smile that finds its way onto his lips. His heart rate literally goes down every time you walk into the room, calming him simply by being there. Your genuine kindness and cheerfulness is a light to him, and he wants nothing more than to protect it. He strives to keep you safe and comfortable with all that he does.

He's honestly so sweet to you. He knows about your anxiety, so if y'all are in a social setting he will do his best to stick by your side unless something important demands his attention. He'd even hold your hand, if it'd help. Though you being anxious isn't a necessity to experiencing that privillage.

When you look at him you might not think he'd be that into physical touch, but you are by far an exception. He's kind of touch starved actually. Any time he feels your gentle touch he practically melts, he craves it, though he rarely asks for it. Still, he will occasionally pull you into him without words, savoring your closeness.

Thinks it's impressive that you know so many languages, and might ask if you could help him in expanding the reach of the Dawn Winery to other nations. You'd also be the first person he'd go to any time he comes across strange texts he can't understand by the Abyss Order.

Honestly finds your passion for makeup fascinating. He'd love to watch you put it on and explain how it works, since he doesn't know too much about it. Might let you put some on him too, as long as Kaeya won't see. That drama-loving man would surely make a big deal out of it.

Would absolutely be willing to care for a bunny or two with you, although he might not have much time to see to them personally because of work. Still, with the amount of money he has he could definitely make sure they live well. Would come by every once in a while to check on them. If you're there too he might even be open to staying a while, petting and playing some with the fluffy little things whilst enjoying your company.

I think Kaveh would have also fit you VERY well, so if you'd like to see your results for him too just tell me <3

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Matchup Request Information

Matchups are where you send in some information about yourself, and I match you up with a character from the requested fandom(s) based off that.

I will only write for a maximum of two characters per request, these can be from either the same fandom or different fandoms. My list of fandoms can be found in Rules for requests & Fandoms.

If there are any characters you'd rather not be matched with then please make this clear in your request.

Required information:

Fandom(s)

Pronouns

Sexuality/preferred gender

Personality

Likes and Dislikes

Hobbies

Other optional information to include:

Name

Gender

Age

MBTI

Zodiac sign

Appearance

Occupation

Love Language(s)

What you need/like in a partner

Any extra info

Note that the more of the above you include, the easier it will be for me to work off of, and the faster you'll receive your response.

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Rules for requests & Fandoms

Rules for requests:

I mainly take requests for headcanons and matchups. You can also send in your ideas for little scenarios and such, which there's a chance I'll write a small fic for or at least imagine alongside you.

Below is more specific info for what I write. Please read these before requesting. If there is any confusion then don't be afraid to ask!

Headcanons

Matchups

Fandoms I'll currently write for:

Bungou Stray Dogs

Genshin Impact

My Hero Academia

Yona of the Dawn

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Headcanon Request Information

Headcanons are ideas or theories about a character that aren't explicitly supported by canon. I typically write them in a bullet point fashion.

I will only write for a single fandom per headcanon request, with up to 3 characters. These requests can either involve the reader or just be general headcanons.

There is a possibility I won't take your request, as I only really write headcanons if the idea sparks my inspiration. The lists below will help explain what I’m open to taking requests on.

I WILL WRITE

Sfw, fluff, hurt/comfort

Character X Reader (platonic and romantic)

Character (without reader)

Hcs focusing on mental illness or including mentally unstable behavior

While I DO NOT support these things, I can write about topics such as homophobia and transphobia. I WILL NOT put these in a good light. It will be more in a character reacting to their s/o experiencing transphobia kind of way

I WILL NOT WRITE

Nsfw/smut, gore, heavy angst

Character X OC

Character X Character

Anything relating to Covid-19

Pregnancy fics

Self-harm or suicide (works involving Dazai being an exception)

Large age gaps between people who are in a romantic relationship

Racism, sexism, homophobia, transphobia, etc. put in a good light

Pedophilia or incest

Yandere AU or Kitsune AU

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Genderfluid Albedo headcanons

Happy pride month!

Cw: mild dysphoria

Out of any terms, they'd feel most comfortable being referred to as nonbinary

Despite knowing, looking at the way their gender shifts and moves, that they are genderfluid

No matter which gender they feel, they'd prefer they/them pronouns

Which is why that's the first thing they'd change after coming out

Wouldn't really hide their genderqueerness, though wouldn't show it off either

After coming out they just kind of… exist like normal still. Nothing really changes much

Though they might slowly warm up to wearing skirts under their lab coat whenever the mood strikes

No one really makes a big deal of their gender which is nice

Though of course people still have some questions

Especially their assistants, who are inquisitive by nature

Albedo simply shares what they know, and assures them they'll elaborate more once they've figured more out themselves

Honestly, Albedo's fine with most terms

Genderfluid, genderqueer, multigender, what have you

As long as it's an accurate descriptor, it's adequate to use

They're amab, although some people struggled to tell their gender even before they came out

For the most part they feel like some… mix of genders?

A hint of female, a hint of male, a hint of agender, maybe a hint of something else too, but it all very neatly forms into one gender

And sometimes they drift into feeling more female, and sometimes more male, and sometimes very agender, and the list goes on and on

At one point they felt like they resonated very heavily with the chair in their lab… in a gender sense?? They struggled to understand that one

Definitely keeps a notebook (at least in the start while they're figuring everything out) detailing when their gender changes, what it switches to, etc

So they can see how often they feel like certain genders, if there are any patterns and whatnot

Also notes down their thoughts and what gives dysphoria and euphoria

Although they don't really feel much dysphoria at all

Occasionally it's there, a small, uncomfortable feeling nipping at the back of their mind, telling them something isn't as it should be

But it's never really more than that

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Genderfluid Wanderer headcanons

Was originally going to make a banner for "Wanderer with a Genderfluid s/o" but quickly realized it looked more like Wanderer was genderfluid and thought oOoo so I wrote it lol

Happy pride month!

Tw: heavy dysphoria, binding injuries, the t-slur, mention of needles, aggressive speech, him being a little mean to other trans people

There's this feeling of gender… chaos? he gets when he can't be bothered to figure out his gender for the day?

He embraces it

Walking gender chaos 24/7

What gender is he? He sure as fuck doesn't know

And if you know of his genderfluidity and try to assume anything...

Well,, hope you can handle being shamed by his scathing tongue

"You really think you can just tell? As if your perception is so good as to see straight into my innermost thoughts and feelings? Hah! You must really think highly of yourself, huh? Or maybe you're just stupid."

If someone doesn't know of his genderfluidity though then he's typically fine with people thinking he's just male

He's afab

But he passes VERY well as a man, so no one can really tell

Not like he would willingly let anyone know his birth gender either

He prefers he/him pronouns… most of the time

They/them doesn't resonate with him very often

And she/her makes him dysphoric

Of course neopronouns are an option but 1. none of them feel completely right 2. he doesn't want to deal with people forgetting his pronouns all the damn time and 3. half of them would make him sound like some kind of fairy

So the few times he/him or they/them's not feeling right he just… doesn't want to be refered to with pronouns

From the few times he's actually tried to pay attention to which genders he's switching between, he's figured out he occasionally feels agender, demiboy, or some kind of bigender, but mostly male

He never experiences any feminine genders

So almost boyflux but not quite

Honestly he's not too big on the term genderfluid

He prefers transmasc, even if it doesn't fully encompass his experience

Does not feel like the terms nonbinary or genderqueer are right for him either

Especially avoids genderqueer because queer has some history of being a slur and he'd rather not attach a slur to himself

That's also the reason he'd avoid the term "tranny" for himself, even if a lot of trans people use it

Though he could still use it for others "What are you, some kind of tranny?" he's evil and controversial please cancel him

Definitely experiences dysphoria

To him it's very sharp and noticable

If someone calls him "she" it's almost like they just jabbed a knife into his chest

Some things could moreso be compared with needles (e.g. seeing his hands out of the corner of his eyes and noticing how feminine they look)

Other times it makes him feel like he's being crushed alive

Enough to make him spiral into a breakdown

Binders help though. They're his savior

WILL injure himself from wearing them too much :(

Dysphoric little gender man

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Imagine kissing Albedo's star-shaped birth mark and him kissing your birth marks back if you have any. It'd be a sweet little way to appreciate each other's bodies