Beep Boop, I Love You

Messy bi man | 38 | Career artist and designer

[egguv]

I'M CRUCIFIED, CRUCIFIED LIKE MY SAVIOUR SAINTLIKE BEHAVIOUR, A LIFETIME I PRAYED

[beepboopiloveyou]

Oh hell yeah

[pixel8or]

[beepboopiloveyou]

Absolutely stunning 😍 I wish I knew more about coding to make this kind of ascii art 😭

[thoughtkick]

“It really kind of sucked to be close to someone for so long and then suddenly not be anything anymore.”

— Cecily von Ziegesar, Reckless

[beepboopiloveyou]

I broke up with my serious poly partner three weeks ago. She cheated on me. It was surprising for sure, but can still happen in a poly relationship. It took two fucking weeks for her to admit that, yes, having sex with the person with no protection and telling me after was still wrong. We previously established the boundary of discussing with each other the intent to do that ahead of time, with proper testing receipts. None of that happened. Apparently I was supposed to accept tests from a year ago. Apparently I was supposed to accept that they previously had a sexual relationship, that she swore on end wouldn't happen again, that then changed to now they're "fluid" with each other. I stayed firm with my boundary, and insisted on not being gaslit about the entire situation.

When she finally, after two goddamn weeks of back and forth, realized I wasn't going to budge an inch on this, even though I'm still in love with her, even though I'd be willing to make this work if she admitted the whole thing was wrong, she simply replied, "Alright, that's fair. Take care." And now I'm left with closure, and self-respect, but a gaping hole in my heart.

I learned some important lessons from this:

Just because it sounds like therapy speak, doesn't mean it's logical or healthy.

Just because it's coming from a woman, doesn't immediately make it valid.

Just because it's a queer relationship structure, doesn't mean more grace should be given than normal.

I refused to be gaslit, and I respected myself above all else.

[prokopetz]

There's an evil twin to "has only ever played Dungeons & Dragons and thinks all tabletop RPGs are as complicated as Dungeons & Dragons" that lives somewhere in the vicinity of "went straight from Dungeons & Dragons to rules-light storygames and thinks Dungeons & Dragons represents the high end of tabletop RPG complexity". Like, buddy, you have no idea.

[beepboopiloveyou]

Anyone who's tried to play through a Shadowrun combat encounter with firearms and the full breadth of rules will shudder at how complex RPGs can get 🫠

[my-random-fandoms]

[beepboopiloveyou]

Holy shit this worked for me, THANK YOU

[reachartwork]

re: "outlawing AI"

the thing i think a lot of people have trouble understanding is that "ai" as we know it isn't a circuitboard or a computer part or an invention - it's a discovery, like calculus or chemistry. the genie *can't* be re-corked because it'd be like trying to "cork" the concept of, say, trigonometry. you can't "un-invent" it.

even if you managed to somehow completely outlaw the performance of the kinds of linear algebra required for ML, and outlawed the data collection necessary, and sure, managed to get style copyrighted, you can't un-discover the underlying mathematical facts. people will just do it in mexico instead. it'd be like trying to outlaw guns by trying to get people to forget that you can ignite a mixture of powders in a small metal barrel to propel things very fast. or trying to outlaw fire by threatening to take away everyone's sticks.

the battleground is already here. technofascists and bad actors without your ethical constraints are drawing the lines and flooding the zone with propaganda & slop, and you’re wasting time insisting to your enemies that it’s unfair you’re being asked to fight with guns when you’d rather use sticks.

[beepboopiloveyou]

"Ban AI?" OK cool, there goes a shitton of medicine, tech and science research down the drain. You just made it infinitely slower to study pediatric cancer, create less power-hungry computing, and ways to make everyday devices last longer with better manufacturing processes.

"Ban Gen AI?" Neato, you just ripped art creation away from the disabled (that many are very vocal about appreciating), took away live translation and notetaking services (massively helpful for crisis response/first responders), and took away visual mapping technology from firefighters trying to see through smoke-filled buildings.

Good job.

[beepboopiloveyou]

If Elon wants to kill the "woke mind virus," then I want to kill the capitalist greed virus.

[prokopetz]

I'm not gonna tell anybody how they ought to construct their identity, but if your whole thing is "not being a Normie", you have to recognise that adulthood ups the game. That affectation that made you the biggest freak in the room when you were fifteen is merely charmingly eccentric at thirty. You must be freakier.

[beepboopiloveyou]

Sinner Quiz

What do you score in this actual factual checklist from the Catholic Church? Make sure to include every sin that hasn't been absolved at confession.

0: Perfect Apostle

1-10: Casual Sinner

11-30: Moderate Blasphemer

31-65: Hobbyist Heretic

66-99: Hail Satan

100+: The Dark Lord Returns

Have fun!

[awwfulsounds]

Apple iMac G3 in "Strawberry" 1999

[beepboopiloveyou]

This was what I learned Photoshop 5.0 on. We were directed to obsessively cmd+S as often as we could because every 15-30 mins the system would crash. I don't know how I got through that course with my sanity intact.

[beepboopiloveyou]

To all the leftist morons who didn't vote in the 2024 election, or voted for your smug nonsense candidate so you could huff morals on your high horse,

Fuck you.

Because of you, I have to take the pronouns out of my email signature. My nonbinary coworkers are being misgendered. My friends are scared to walk in public places for fear that ICE could grab them simply because they're BIPOC.

You did this. You caused this. Fuck. You.

We had the numbers, but instead you chose to abstain. You chose to cause division. You alienated so many people that they went over and voted for the end of America.

Fuck you, I'll never forgive you.

And after all this, after all the grandstanding and talking about revolution, talking about how you'd stop fascists yourselves, where the fuck are you? Nowhere.

Cowards. Absolute blithering, cowardly children.

Trump just announced that the US is taking over the Gaza strip.

Great job. Not only did we lose this country, but you lost any hope of anything good coming for the Palestinians.

You failed. Miserably. Thanks a lot.

We could've been looking forward to small business grants, new homeowner tax breaks, a peace plan to at least move forward in the Levant.

Now I'm about to buy a high-capacity 12 gauge shotgun for home defense.

Fuck. You.

[were--ralph]

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[mosasadogs]

castlevania is probably the coolest word anyone has ever made up

[angelicguy]

Geoff Keighly has announced that liang hua bai, a bottle of fried peanut rice Pork skins and a cucumber are all coming to game pass

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[beepboopiloveyou]

I remember watching a video of him talk to some college kids about this soundtrack, and one of them asked "how do you get those nice chiptune tones?" probably expecting some convoluted method to simulate some kind of specific sound chip. He deadass opens up NI Massive, switches the tone to square or triangle, and goes from there. So simple. So clean. I genuinely think Disasterpeace is one of the greatest composers of the millennium.

[nyancrimew]

my journalism award has arrived and it's quite a lot bigger than i thought it would be