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Lauren, 22, BPD. This is a place for my most intimate thoughts. Always here to help 💜 Avatar pc: Kpunkka on Instagram

[lesbianlinkle-moved]

i came up with a new pain scale idea

[l30m730w]

i could HEAR this image

[everythingstarstuff]

[kaedien]

boot up, Bitch

[awfulbear]

Boot up, Bitch!

[stonesibare-deactivated20190331]

MOOD! #2019goals

[bpdminds]

I feel like I am not allowed to exist because existing is a burden to others

[thegoodvybe]

[approvers]

[zenwords]

“Self-love is a skill, and like all skills, the more often we practice at it, the better we get.”

— Scott Stabile

[1980vibes]

your trauma was never your fault, but healing will always be your responsibility

[moonries]

two sides of the same borderline coin

[beesandborderline]

I just feel so crazy right now. Like I shouldn't exist, like I'm an evolutionary mistake. I'm worried I'll never be able to have a romantic relationship with someone cuz I'm just defective.

[bean-pd]

bpd is someone asking what’s your favorite/least favorite anything and you completely forgetting literally everything about yourself

[valiumvampire]

me, a borderline: *takes an online bpd test*

test results: it is likely that you have borderline personality disorder

me:

[mizzle-drops]

one of the weirdest things about bpd is having extreme abandonment issues but having the urge to abandon everyone you know

[tiramiisu-archived]

when you have bpd and someone says something that could be taken a few different ways

[pariaaaaah]

uh..mood lmao

[bananonbinary]

one of the hardest things to learn as a depressed former Gifted Kid™ is that half-assed is better than nothing. take the 50%, 40%, even 20% job. scrubbing your face is better than not taking a shower at all. picking up your clothes is better than never cleaning. nibbling on some bread is better than starving.

DO THINGS HALFWAY. NOW YOU’RE 100% BETTER OFF THAN YOU WERE BEFORE.

[redheadhatchet]

One of my college professors used to say “anything worth doing is worth doing poorly.”  I didn’t understand that for years because I didn’t do anything poorly, I couldn’t do anything poorly, I had to Do Everything Perfectly.

But brushing your teeth for 30 seconds is better than not brushing them at all when that 2 minutes seems exhausting.  Doing ten minutes of yoga is better than 10 minutes of sitting when 30 minutes of cardio sounds impossible.  Changing my clothes is good when a whole shower is impossible.  Standing on the porch for a few minutes is worth it after being in the house for three straight days because I don’t have the energy to go anywhere.

Anything worth doing is worth doing poorly… because doing it poorly is better than not doing it.

[silk101]

[tittled]

this is an attack